Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Please refrain from writing about the experiences of others unless you first receive permission to do so. Not everyone is keen on having the personal experiences disected or even known to others not in attendance in the group. Remember the seminar is sacred space and we can explore without abrogating the personal privacies. Thank you for this courtesy and consideration and blessings to you! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Dear Chrism: This pertains to the seminar and my issues so I am posting you privately; I hope that is okay. During shaktipat, you said my aura was bifurcated, but you didn't explain the significance of that. Could you please explain? In regard to the pain in my heart, I have started laying my hands over the area and talking to the pain, asking it to forgive me for trying to ignore it and trying to get rid of it. I've told it that I want to understand and learn what it is trying to teach me. I've asked it to help me forgive everyone I need to forgive, including myself, and to right whatever needs to be made right, and I've embraced it and thanked it for getting my attention in order to help me. Believe it or not, the pain is 100% gone most of the time, and when it comes back for a few minutes it is only5% of what it had been! I have had the habit of ignoring my own needs and putting everyone else first. The only issue that still seem difficult for me is that of having the responsibility for all the decisions and keeping the bills paid. I don't resent any person, but I think I do resent the responsibility, and the fact that Shakti has withdrawn from manifesting because I can't be torn by having Shakti active and needing to fulfill the responsibilities. I feel I have lost MY life with  Shakti, so that I can fulfill the responsibilities. I still need some guidance about this. Thank you for your Presence during seminar and via the website. I will never take your help for granted; my gratitude is beyond words. Respect, Honor, Gratitude and Love  Diane  ________________________________ <> Thu, December 10, 2009 8:28:16 AM Seminar Participants  Please refrain from writing about the experiences of others unless you first receive permission to do so. Not everyone is keen on having the personal experiences disected or even known to others not in attendance in the group. Remember the seminar is sacred space and we can explore without abrogating the personal privacies. Thank you for this courtesy and consideration and blessings to you! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 10, 2009 Report Share Posted December 10, 2009 Dear Diane, When you asked for healing for your husband, I was thinking, what about you? It is not easy being the mainstay of the family, and I know the physical and emotional hardships involved in coping. This is the very time that you do need Shakti active and manifesting. Accept and embrace whatever circumstances that you find yourself in, and surrender these to the Shakti. Surrender all your thoughts that arise from the situation to the Shakti. Repression is a big strain; repress nothing, and allow yourself the release of the emotions associated with these thoughts. You are the heart of your family, and this is why you are feeling pain here, Diane. You are feeling strain and rigidity in your heart. Trust the Shakti to manifest the circumstances that are needed for spiritual ascension, and let go of trying to control the situation. For many, suffering and duty are powerful means of spiritual development. It does seem so hard at the time, but Shakti will persist for as long as She is resisted. Allow Shakti to become actively expressing in all aspects of your life, especially that of fulfilling your responsibilities. As the energy of the Shakti increases in your life as She desires, so will She embrace the hearts of all you come into contact with. This is my experience. Love, Sandra , Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen wrote: > > Dear Chrism: This pertains to the seminar and my issues so I am posting you privately; I hope that is okay. During shaktipat, you said my aura was bifurcated, but you didn't explain the significance of that. Could you please explain? In regard to the pain in my heart, I have started laying my hands over the area and talking to the pain, asking it to forgive me for trying to ignore it and trying to get rid of it. I've told it that I want to understand and learn what it is trying to teach me. I've asked it to help me forgive everyone I need to forgive, including myself, and to right whatever needs to be made right, and I've embraced it and thanked it for getting my attention in order to help me. Believe it or not, the pain is 100% gone most of the time, and when it comes back for a few minutes it is only5% of what it had been! I have had the habit of ignoring my own needs and putting everyone else first. The only issue that still seem > difficult for me is that of having the responsibility for all the decisions and keeping the bills paid. I don't resent any person, but I think I do resent the responsibility, and the fact that Shakti has withdrawn from manifesting because I can't be torn by having Shakti active and needing to fulfill the responsibilities. I feel I have lost MY life with  Shakti, so that I can fulfill the responsibilities. I still need some guidance about this. Thank you for your Presence during seminar and via the website. I will never take your help for granted; my gratitude is beyond words. Respect, Honor, Gratitude and Love  Diane > > >  > > > > ________________________________ > <> > > Thu, December 10, 2009 8:28:16 AM > Seminar Participants > >  > Please refrain from writing about the experiences of others unless you first receive permission to do so. Not everyone is keen on having the personal experiences disected or even known to others not in attendance in the group. Remember the seminar is sacred space and we can explore without abrogating the personal privacies. Thank you for this courtesy and consideration and blessings to you! - chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 11, 2009 Report Share Posted December 11, 2009 Diane I can relate to alot of what you are going through, taking care of my ailing father, my troubled daughter, sociopathic x-husband, but recently I have felt more peaceful about it some of the time not all the time. I have also felt much more energetic in a calm way which allows me to get more done in a less frazzled more loving way. It has helped me to release the control of everyone elses life to God only he has the power to change or help them. I can provide the physical basics but their spirit is in Gods hands. It has helped me to meditate early in the morning before anyone else is up. I visualize God helping them. I also visualize a warm white orb from God coming to my heart and making it feel better. My heart hurts alot too but this has helped. I also visualize rays of light coming from Christs hands coming into my crown and palms of my hands and circulating through my whole body and making it feel better. I also do this with my daughter, and send her positive energy. She texted me at 3am the other night she had an extremely bad headache was considering going to the hospital. But I asked God to help me send her positive energy, the light orb, and I visually stroked her head. I did this for about an hour. Her headache was then gone. It is hard to take care of the responsibilities and stay connected to Kundalini work and feelings. I have a mound of bills but I trust they will get done one day, sometimes they just get done when the creditors call and I pay over the phone. Not my first choice but it is hard to be responsible for several others, especially my father and get anything else done. I will keep praying for you and your family and sending you positive energy. Did you ever check out the Dark night of the Soul by St John of the cross. or Father Keatings web site --has to do with the catholic question you asked a while back. Maryann , " caraleen98 " <caraleen98 wrote: > > Dear Diane, > When you asked for healing for your husband, I was thinking, what about you? It is not easy being the mainstay of the family, and I know the physical and emotional hardships involved in coping. This is the very time that you do need Shakti active and manifesting. Accept and embrace whatever circumstances that you find yourself in, and surrender these to the Shakti. Surrender all your thoughts that arise from the situation to the Shakti. Repression is a big strain; repress nothing, and allow yourself the release of the emotions associated with these thoughts. > You are the heart of your family, and this is why you are feeling pain here, Diane. You are feeling strain and rigidity in your heart. Trust the Shakti to manifest the circumstances that are needed for spiritual ascension, and let go of trying to control the situation. For many, suffering and duty are powerful means of spiritual development. It does seem so hard at the time, but Shakti will persist for as long as She is resisted. Allow Shakti to become actively expressing in all aspects of your life, especially that of fulfilling your responsibilities. As the energy of the Shakti increases in your life as She desires, so will She embrace the hearts of all you come into contact with. This is my experience. > Love, Sandra > > > , Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen@> wrote: > > > > Dear Chrism: This pertains to the seminar and my issues so I am posting you privately; I hope that is okay. During shaktipat, you said my aura was bifurcated, but you didn't explain the significance of that. Could you please explain? In regard to the pain in my heart, I have started laying my hands over the area and talking to the pain, asking it to forgive me for trying to ignore it and trying to get rid of it. I've told it that I want to understand and learn what it is trying to teach me. I've asked it to help me forgive everyone I need to forgive, including myself, and to right whatever needs to be made right, and I've embraced it and thanked it for getting my attention in order to help me. Believe it or not, the pain is 100% gone most of the time, and when it comes back for a few minutes it is only5% of what it had been! I have had the habit of ignoring my own needs and putting everyone else first. The only issue that still seem > > difficult for me is that of having the responsibility for all the decisions and keeping the bills paid. I don't resent any person, but I think I do resent the responsibility, and the fact that Shakti has withdrawn from manifesting because I can't be torn by having Shakti active and needing to fulfill the responsibilities. I feel I have lost MY life with  Shakti, so that I can fulfill the responsibilities. I still need some guidance about this. Thank you for your Presence during seminar and via the website. I will never take your help for granted; my gratitude is beyond words. Respect, Honor, Gratitude and Love  Diane > > > > > >  > > > > > > > > ________________________________ > > <@> > > > > Thu, December 10, 2009 8:28:16 AM > > Seminar Participants > > > >  > > Please refrain from writing about the experiences of others unless you first receive permission to do so. Not everyone is keen on having the personal experiences disected or even known to others not in attendance in the group. Remember the seminar is sacred space and we can explore without abrogating the personal privacies. Thank you for this courtesy and consideration and blessings to you! - chrism > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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