Seminar Participants - Diane

[Guest guest]

Hello Diane,

Biforcated energy can imply many things. You have admittedly taken

on the responsibilities of others and this can be represented in the feild of

energy around you though I do not see it as any kind of impediment for you. You

have not lost your life with the Shakti. In fact you are still gaining and

gaining. Remember we do not abrogate oyhur responsibilities. We fulfill them and

in turn are we fulfilled in ways beyond measure when it comes to Kundalini. So

have no worries my dear. Niether allow any more hurtful or disrespectful

treatment to come your way. By that I mean that part of what we do to honor the

Shakti is to give its vessel the love and respect it so richly deserves. -

blessings and love for you dear Diane! - chrism

 

, Diane Baugh

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> Dear Chrism:  This pertains to the seminar and my issues so I am posting you

privately; I hope that is okay.  During shaktipat, you said my

aura was bifurcated, but you didn't explain the significance of that.  Could

you please explain?  In regard to the pain in my heart, I have started laying

my hands over the area and talking to the pain, asking it to forgive me for

trying to ignore it and trying to get rid of it.  I've told it that I want to

understand and learn what it is trying to teach me.  I've asked it to help me

forgive everyone I need to forgive, including myself, and to right whatever

needs to be made right, and I've embraced it and thanked it for getting my

attention in order to help me.  Believe it or not, the pain is 100% gone most

of the time, and when it comes back for a few minutes it is only5% of what it

had been!  I have had the habit of ignoring my own needs and putting everyone

else first.  The only issue that still seem

> difficult for me is that of having the responsibility for all the decisions

and keeping the bills paid.  I don't resent any person, but I think I do resent

the responsibility, and the fact that Shakti has withdrawn from manifesting

because I can't be torn by having Shakti active and needing to fulfill the

responsibilities.  I feel I have lost MY life with  Shakti, so that I can

fulfill the responsibilities.  I still need some guidance about this.  Thank

you for your Presence during seminar and via the website.  I will never take

your help for granted; my gratitude is beyond words.  Respect, Honor, Gratitude

and Love   Diane 

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> Thu, December 10, 2009 8:28:16 AM

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> Please refrain from writing about the experiences of others unless you first

receive permission to do so. Not everyone is keen on having the personal

experiences disected or even known to others not in attendance in the group.

Remember the seminar is sacred space and we can explore without abrogating the

personal privacies. Thank you for this courtesy and consideration and blessings

to you! - chrism

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