(Re) Introduction

December 15, 2009

My name is Deb and I would like to (re) introduce myself to the group. I

was here about three years ago. At that time, this was all a far stretch from

my conditioned beliefs. Being raised Catholic, it is still somewhat of a

stretch for me, but appears to be the only explanation for some of the strange

things that are happening!

I could write a book, but to keep a long story as short as possible, I

have been quite afraid. Afraid of being possessed (based on background

conditioning) and afraid of having some sort of brain damage or neurological,

debilitating disease.

So, after another re-emergence of these strange " symptoms, " I have come

back to my investigation of Kundalini and find that the whole concept now brings

me much more comfort than all of the above! (No surprise there, I suppose!)

Some of the things that have been happening have been too strange for a

neurological problem, and yet in some ways, too beautiful to blame on

possession. (Thankfully so.)

Last year in November and December, this energy unleashed itself full

force. (There had been minor clues for many years previous, but this was much

more drastic.) I blamed it on some brain synchronization meditation CD's I had

been listening to, since this triggered the " worst of it, " and threw them away,

convincing myself that my brain would heal if I would just stay away from them.

After several weeks, the " symptoms " subsided and I thought I must have been

correct in that assumption.

However, this November, they came back again full force (but this time

without the aid of meditation cds.) I went to the doctor, they did an MRI on my

neck and found two bulging discs, but the neurosurgeon said that the symptoms

that I was experiencing were not " typical " to have been caused by that or

require surgery. (Again, thankfully so.)

FINALLY, the last couple of days, the symptoms have subsided somewhat

again, and I can't say that I am not grateful for that. But, I am to the point

where I cannot deny what has been happening any longer. I am perfectly sane,

but my body went " insane. "

The most frightening aspect of this has been involuntary facial movements

(mostly when falling asleep) and I temporarily lost the ability to type with my

right hand and almost drive with my right foot. From what I have read,

Kundalini energy most typically manifests in the left foot, so go figure. For

me, it was the right. It has brought all kinds of things into my awareness.

(Such as attachments and resistances.)

But there is so much more. Such as leg vibrations, EXTREME muscle

weakness, FREEZING cold when falling asleep at night, right hand cold, left hand

hot, tingling in the crown chakra, involuntary " gasps for air " when falling

asleep, seeing through closed eyelids (on occasion), left buttock very hot

(???), facial tics (mostly the mouth), and mostly when falling asleep, tingling

in the nose and forehead, tingling in the left elbow, extremely vivid dreams

(and nightmares), which I now recognize as warnings, hearing Spanish

conversations in my head (and I have a month later, hired some Spanish people to

clean my house), left eye twitching (way too much) during meditation (this

happened before I stopped the meditation), extreme jerks and jumps when falling

asleep, being awakened from sleep with involuntary movements, etc.

I will stop here, since this is getting way too long already. Would like

to know if anyone can see the connection between heightened energy in Novembers

and Decembers, and what chakra could be blocked that would cause these facial

tics and involuntary movements of the mouth (because I would very much like to

stop that once and for all.) Also would like to know what chakra could be

blocked that could be causing the weakness in the right hand and foot (because I

would like to stop that once and for all also.) This is very important because

it interferes with my ability to work and drive.

Okay - enough for now! Your input would be greatly appreciated. Some of

you may remember me. Is Master Stephen Condrey still here?

Thanks!

Deb

December 15, 2009

hi deb catholism does have alot to answer to

it has kept scriptures and knowledge hidden all in order to keep its power. it

is reminant of the roman empire now of cause constued as the holy roman empire.

satan is the adversary it sounds very similar to saturn it takes about seven

years to return to the same conjectu with the earth and the sun, it is why every

seventh year your sins are forgiven,

lucifer is the first star that rises in the morning otherwise known as venus.

devil or de=evolution maybe asociated with fear and guilt.

there are entities who wish to exsperience the human form and it may be the

reason why you have taken such a form yourself. so ask yourself who you are,

sanctify everything and allow your devine life shine through. Have faith in

christ and his teachings with the knowlege that your sins are prepaid.

I am not a preacher, if one is tied up with religous dogma it is no different

than being tied by anti religous dogma the ropes are just a different color.

Being free to exspress the inner self is the goal

Love John

, Deb111222 wrote:

>

> My name is Deb and I would like to (re) introduce myself to the group. I

was here about three years ago. At that time, this was all a far stretch from

my conditioned beliefs. Being raised Catholic, it is still somewhat of a

stretch for me, but appears to be the only explanation for some of the strange

things that are happening!

>

> I could write a book, but to keep a long story as short as possible, I

have been quite afraid. Afraid of being possessed (based on background

conditioning) and afraid of having some sort of brain damage or neurological,

debilitating disease.

>

> So, after another re-emergence of these strange " symptoms, " I have come

back to my investigation of Kundalini and find that the whole concept now brings

me much more comfort than all of the above! (No surprise there, I suppose!)

Some of the things that have been happening have been too strange for a

neurological problem, and yet in some ways, too beautiful to blame on

possession. (Thankfully so.)

>

> Last year in November and December, this energy unleashed itself full

force. (There had been minor clues for many years previous, but this was much

more drastic.) I blamed it on some brain synchronization meditation CD's I had

been listening to, since this triggered the " worst of it, " and threw them away,

convincing myself that my brain would heal if I would just stay away from them.

After several weeks, the " symptoms " subsided and I thought I must have been

correct in that assumption.

>

> However, this November, they came back again full force (but this time

without the aid of meditation cds.) I went to the doctor, they did an MRI on my

neck and found two bulging discs, but the neurosurgeon said that the symptoms

that I was experiencing were not " typical " to have been caused by that or

require surgery. (Again, thankfully so.)

>

> FINALLY, the last couple of days, the symptoms have subsided somewhat

again, and I can't say that I am not grateful for that. But, I am to the point

where I cannot deny what has been happening any longer. I am perfectly sane,

but my body went " insane. "

>

> The most frightening aspect of this has been involuntary facial movements

(mostly when falling asleep) and I temporarily lost the ability to type with my

right hand and almost drive with my right foot. From what I have read,

Kundalini energy most typically manifests in the left foot, so go figure. For

me, it was the right. It has brought all kinds of things into my awareness.

(Such as attachments and resistances.)

>

> But there is so much more. Such as leg vibrations, EXTREME muscle