(Re) Introduction - Hello Deb

December 15, 2009

Hello Deb and welcome back my friend! Yes I remember very clearly your

situation and yes you are correct the holy of holies is upon you!

Congratulations! I know it doesnt seem that way because of its interruptions of

your " normal " life.

But it is what it is my dear.

I do not hold to the blamings of any religious system or belief system and I

encourage others not to throw fear into a volatile situation. Kundalini can be

very difficult at times and ego based assumptions of blame and incomplete truths

of various occult information systems often cloud the beauty of this process.

Yes the symptoms are quickening in you Deb and I will remind you of the safeties

and of the locks and hydration in particular. The extreme cold is the expression

of the sacred feminine and the heat is of the sacred male it also corresponds to

the left side of the body (feminine) and the right side masculine. The ticks and

jerks are kriyas that you are still resisting and the only time your ego will

stop resisting is right before sleep so of course they come then. same with the

sleep apnea type of symptoms.

The other issues can be attributed to the result of much time in resistance to

this agenda and process that is happening for you. Its not going to go away Deb.

So please find a way to embrace this completely ASAP.

How is your diet?

How are your dreams?

How is your vision?

How much exercise are you receiving?

Please bring some watermelon into your diet as soon as you can. Daily preferably

in the morning. Please stay hydrated and follow the impulses towards food that

may seem out of the ordinary for you. Please begin to do a yoga stretching

regimen. This can help to smooth out some of the kriyas especially the facial

tics. Do facial yoga by extreme smiling or frowning or really wide eyes then

tightly closed eyes see what I mean? These may speed up the process as well but

it will not damage you. When doing the yoga be sure to stretch both sides of the

body equally.

Keep the tongue up as much as you can and do not continue to be in so much fear

because of the strange qualities of this expression. Much of this is being

brought about by The RESISTANCE to the process. Once you begin to accept this

and to go with this flow the current of this divine river within you becomes

your friend. It becomes effortless.

Yes at this time there may be some disruptions for you due to the rerouting of

the energy from the resistance i.e. it will continue to transform you but will

alter its course within you. This is the action of the divine feminine, the

exalted MOTHER, and she will help her Kundalini child to understand even while

giving her time to become used to the idea of this agenda and of course the

events manifesting upon her Kundalini daughter. Open to the divine within you

Deb. Christ is calling, you may want to pick up the phone. - lol!

So be gentle and be active in your acceptance and surrender to this series of

events. Resist no longer and your path will smooth Deb. Let me know how you are

doing and please answer the questions I have asked you. If you feel so inclined.

- blessings and welcome again sista! - chrism

December 16, 2009

Thank you so much, everyone! John - I am not offended. I have been

talking on these forums off and on for many years and have heard a lot

worse about Catholicism! I am not still practicing, except at family functions.

I drifted away after divorce many years ago and a certain priest's reaction to

that - by telling me that he could not grant me " absolution " and I could not be

forgiven. Ever since then, I have gone off to study and appreciate a wide

variety of spiritual beliefs. And eventually came back full circle to

appreciate Catholicism as well - most notably their amazing faith and generous

spirit with helping others. This laid the foundation for my strong faith, so I

appreciate that.

The guilt trips and the fear control are the only things that I don't agree

with, but have decided that ALL belief systems can be perceived from a spiritual

perception or from an ego perception. I consider myself a Christian, but not

really in a traditional way. Or should I say, not in the guilt, fear, " casting

out " those who believe differently kind of way! I do not accept the traditional

concept of any kind of eternal damnation theory (or conspiracy!) Jesus is

synonymous with unconditional love in my perception. I believe we and the

Universe are always evolving and self correcting towards all that is harmonious

and life enhancing.

But these are only my ego perceptions and I am number one to admit that

life is an infinite mystery that I can only TRY to understand through what I

call my " peephole " of limited understanding! When I express my thoughts I am

really just trying to sort and make sense based on my current level of

understanding.

Julia - thank you so much for your kindness and I sense that we must have a

lot in common. A whole lot! And Stephen - I have always enjoyed your

perspective and can very much relate to so much of what you say as well, so I am

glad to connect with you again!

And - you are SO right about resistance!! Have I resisted, or what?

LOL! Obviously, I have a much more stubborn ego than I would have liked to have

admitted. I could write another book about dreams, so I will share that bits at

a time, or this will go on forever. I will just summarize by saying that I have

learned that the really scary ones (like hyperventilating scary!) were always

clear warnings and right on target. I have strongly resisted what I have come

to call this Mother K's " tough love! " But I have also had incredibly beautiful

(too beautiful for words) spiritual dreams as well, full of unconditional love

with extremely simple, yet profound messages. I look forward to sharing all of

these with you.

My diet has improved drastically, once again because of Mother K's " tough

love! " I was left no choice. Same thing with hydration - I have had extreme

bouts of thirst, so much so that I thought I must have been diabetic, but had

that ruled out as well. And - now I " get " the watermelon seeds! I will

remember that.

I have to get ready for work now (another resistance of mine), so I will do

my best to keep up and catch up. I will get back with you soon.

Love,

Deb

December 16, 2009

Hi Deb

One thing about the Roman Empire once you know your true self, You are

concidered redeemed, Until then you are just part of thier chattel.

It does not matter What religion or not, to know yourself is the only freedom.

This concept mat be hard To grasp though though my reaseach and meditations I

believe this to be true.

Om tat sat

John

, Deb111222 wrote:

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> Thank you so much, everyone! John - I am not offended. I have been