(Re) Introduction -Hey, Deb!

[Guest guest]

Who speaketh my name???

Master Condrey Has arisen!

 

I too spent time away from the group (inner searching and stuff).

 

I too was a product of the 'Fear Factory' (Sothern Baptist Style in my case).

BUT-I have always been hard headed and the kind of person who finds out things

for himself!

 

I am back here for more healing.

 

Kundalini people do good healing ---I once again thank them for their Love

and Help!

 

:)

Stephen

Glad to 'see' you again Ms. Deb!

 

 

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Deb111222

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 12:45 AM

(Re) Introduction

 

 

 

My name is Deb and I would like to (re) introduce myself to the group. I was

here about three years ago. At that time, this was all a far stretch from my

conditioned beliefs. Being raised Catholic, it is still somewhat of a stretch

for me, but appears to be the only explanation for some of the strange things

that are happening!

 

I could write a book, but to keep a long story as short as possible, I have

been quite afraid. Afraid of being possessed (based on background conditioning)

and afraid of having some sort of brain damage or neurological, debilitating

disease.

 

So, after another re-emergence of these strange " symptoms, " I have come back

to my investigation of Kundalini and find that the whole concept now brings me

much more comfort than all of the above! (No surprise there, I suppose!) Some of

the things that have been happening have been too strange for a neurological

problem, and yet in some ways, too beautiful to blame on possession. (Thankfully

so.)

 

Last year in November and December, this energy unleashed itself full force.

(There had been minor clues for many years previous, but this was much more

drastic.) I blamed it on some brain synchronization meditation CD's I had been

listening to, since this triggered the " worst of it, " and threw them away,

convincing myself that my brain would heal if I would just stay away from them.

After several weeks, the " symptoms " subsided and I thought I must have been

correct in that assumption.

 

However, this November, they came back again full force (but this time without

the aid of meditation cds.) I went to the doctor, they did an MRI on my neck and

found two bulging discs, but the neurosurgeon said that the symptoms that I was

experiencing were not " typical " to have been caused by that or require surgery.

(Again, thankfully so.)

 

FINALLY, the last couple of days, the symptoms have subsided somewhat again,

and I can't say that I am not grateful for that. But, I am to the point where I

cannot deny what has been happening any longer. I am perfectly sane, but my body

went " insane. "

 

The most frightening aspect of this has been involuntary facial movements

(mostly when falling asleep) and I temporarily lost the ability to type with my

right hand and almost drive with my right foot. From what I have read, Kundalini

energy most typically manifests in the left foot, so go figure. For me, it was

the right. It has brought all kinds of things into my awareness. (Such as

attachments and resistances.)

 

But there is so much more. Such as leg vibrations, EXTREME muscle weakness,

FREEZING cold when falling asleep at night, right hand cold, left hand hot,

tingling in the crown chakra, involuntary " gasps for air " when falling asleep,

seeing through closed eyelids (on occasion), left buttock very hot (???), facial

tics (mostly the mouth), and mostly when falling asleep, tingling in the nose

and forehead, tingling in the left elbow, extremely vivid dreams (and

nightmares), which I now recognize as warnings, hearing Spanish conversations in

my head (and I have a month later, hired some Spanish people to clean my house),

left eye twitching (way too much) during meditation (this happened before I

stopped the meditation), extreme jerks and jumps when falling asleep, being

awakened from sleep with involuntary movements, etc.

 

I will stop here, since this is getting way too long already. Would like to

know if anyone can see the connection between heightened energy in Novembers and

Decembers, and what chakra could be blocked that would cause these facial tics

and involuntary movements of the mouth (because I would very much like to stop

that once and for all.) Also would like to know what chakra could be blocked

that could be causing the weakness in the right hand and foot (because I would

like to stop that once and for all also.) This is very important because it

interferes with my ability to work and drive.

 

Okay - enough for now! Your input would be greatly appreciated. Some of you

may remember me. Is Master Stephen Condrey still here?

 

Thanks!

 

Deb