Guest guest Posted December 16, 2009 Report Share Posted December 16, 2009 Yes Tiffany you and the Blue Pearl are becoming well aquainted! This is that condition. Kundalini IS the Blue Pearl. - blessings and blue & gold paint! - chrism , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > Thank you for your response. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2009 Report Share Posted December 16, 2009 The interesting part about it is that it was a separate part of consciousness. When I heard my thoughts physically manifested I was... disconnected. I saw that they were my thoughts talking to me and quieted them. I was then me (the body) passively going through motions per conditioning with the practice. Then I split apart... and lost my ego consciousness. It was as if there were three of me. There were my thoughts (ego mind chatter), my physical body (the machine), and then when the blue sphere took me flying at warp speed I was me, but as a whole. No feeling, no emotions, no bliss... but just consciousness. As if I was watching it but was it at the same time. I knew I was me, but I wasn't... Tiffany. I was a solid consciousness, but it was different. Hard to describe. I think I know why I blacked out. I was in a place where my ego wasn't allowed. (I think) But later I was allowed to see what occurred when " i " was out and " I " was. Almost as if I was granted access to something amazing and allowed to observe integration. I think... I really do not know for sure but this is what I feel. This had nothing to do with sleep paralysis or a dream either. Something amazing happened to me today whilst " lucid. " That is my theory anyways. It is quite fascinating that I experienced a complete separation of consciousness at the same time. I wonder if this is part of the dismemberment you speak of. I am sorry to ask so many questions, but this is something I am trying to understand. This experience is beyond words =) -Tiffany S , " " <> wrote: > > Yes Tiffany you and the Blue Pearl are becoming well aquainted! This is that condition. Kundalini IS the Blue Pearl. - blessings and blue & gold paint! - chrism > > , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia@> wrote: > > > > Thank you for your response. > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 16, 2009 Report Share Posted December 16, 2009 No not the dismemberment as we have discussed here. Perhaps a consciousness dismemberment though. I am seeing this was a vision based experiential spiritual teaching. An opportunity to allow you the knowledge of a trinity of selected consciousness expressions i.e. Spiritual, body mind(physical), ego. Giving you an experience that can in a very real sense be beyond the spoken or written word. Helping you to understand how (whole) consciousness feels and is. I too have had this warp speed transportation into areas that were very much a teaching. I remembered them clearly but couldnt find any kind of reference for the teachings that were given. Still cannot do it accurately. So congratulations dear Tiffany! Now the processing continues! - blessings and blue and gold love for you. - chrism , " angelikdementia " <angelikdementia wrote: > > The interesting part about it is that it was a separate part of consciousness. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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