What is this death? to Diane

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Hi Diane... as I read your commentary I could not help but feel your isolation

with society. You are not alone in this experience. Many of us here have either

dealt with this prior or are just beginning to go thru this as well...maybe just

learning how to just  name this experience. It is OK to hold back...most people

do anyways...that's one of our protective mechanizems that appear naturally to

us. Unless the other person are either empaths or naturally intuitive they would

not have a clue on what you are thinking let alone how you feel/sence unless you

inform them of such. It has been my experience to allow ourselves the moment

within...what I mean is...to be as truthful to ourselves and know we do not need

to explain to others what we are thinking, or why we do things we do out of the

whole goodness of our hearts. That is our original intent to begin with. Let up

on yourself...don't be so hard on YOU. Allow yourself to LOVE YOU and know your

own

expectations are limited just as everybody elses are. When others can not

relate to you...remember this, they are not there (where you are)  YET. Your

vibration and inner knowings have surpassed them. Humanwise you may be on the

same level but spiritually you are on a higher path they they are right now. It

will be understandable for both persons to not understand each other. Different

wave lengths don't merge. Much Love and Kindness to you. 

 

Your KAS friend,

Denny

 

 

 

 

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Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen

 

Fri, December 18, 2009 3:06:50 PM

Re: What is this death?

 

 

 

 

--- On Fri, 12/18/09, Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen@ > wrote:

 

DearDanielleAndAll:

 

InAdditionToEarlier PostINeedToClari fyWhatIMeanInReg ardToBeingAuthen

ticAndBeing

AlienatedFromOthers :

 

ItIsAMatterOfIntegr ityToMeThatIBeTr ueToWhoIAm, ButThatDoesNotMe anIHaveTo

RevealEverythingAbo utWhoIAmToEveryO ne.ButGenerallyS peaking,IHaveBee nOpen

AndHonestWithThoseC losestToMe, AndHaveFoundThem ToBeVeryPuzzledB yMe,AndAs

ChrismHasSaid, TheyRevealByThei rResponsesThatTh eyCan'tRelateOrD on'tWantTo

RelateToWhereIam. AsAResult, IHaveFocusedOnRe latingToThemAndW hatIsImportantTo

TheirLives;ieBecomi ngALayCounselorF or8HoursAWeekAnd AWomensSupportGr oup

FacilitatorAtMyForm erChurch( After2yearsTrain ing).ButIHaveAlw aysFeltEitherUnk

nown

OrUnaccepted.

 

AnyCommentsBothNega tiveAndPositiveA reWelcome

 

Diane

 

 

 

 

 

Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen@ >

[Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] What is this death?

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1

Friday, December 18, 2009, 12:04 PM

 

 

 

DearBeautifulDaniel le:ComputerProbl em;SpaceBarWon' tWork,ButPleaseR eadAnyway!

 

SinceAge3OBEIHaveWa ntedToDieBecause ThisLifeHasBeen " Foreign " ToMe,

SoIunderstand

WhatYouAreExperienc ing.IAmNotSuicid alEither, IJustWantToLiveL ifeCreatingOnlyG

ood

Karma,LiveThroughTh eKarmaICameIntoT hisLifeToFace, AndForgiveWhenNe

cessaryBefore

TheEndOfEachDay. IThinkKundalini, SinceItAmplifies ,HasDugDeepIntoM

ySoul,WithThe

ResultThatThePainOf LifeCircumstance sHasLeftScarsWit hinMe,EvenAsIAmS

ureThatIHave

Forgiven,AndThoseSc arsHelpToDisenta ngleMeFromThe " Dance " OfEngagema

ntWithOthers

SoThatICanSeeMoreCl earlyNotOnlyMyOw nMotivationsAndI ntentions,

ButThoseOfOthers

AsWell.TheEndResult OfAllOfThisIsTha tIAmWearyOfTheDa nce,AndAsISaidIn AnEarlier

Post,WantToGetOffTh e " StageOfLife " AndLeaveThe " MaskOfPersona " BehindAndReturnT

o

GodFromWhenceWeAllC ame.ICanRemember TellingMyParents AsAVeryYoungChil dThat

IWishedIHadNeverBee nBorn;(ThisWasAf terMyOBE) .IHaveNeverFeltU nderstoodOrAccep

ted

ByAnyone,BecauseByB eingTrueToMyExpe rienceOfLifeIHav eApparentlyAlien atedOther

People,WhoCouldNotR elateToMe. ItHasBeenALonely Existance, ButItIsOfTheUtmo st

ImportanceToMeToBeA uthenticAboutWho IAmAndWhatIAmAbo ut.

 

MyLoveToYouBeautifu lDanielle, IHopeYourExperie nceContinuesToDr

awPeopleToYouAnd

ThatYouDoNotHaveToE xperienceTheAlie nationI'veExperi enced.

 

Diane