ho ho ho -

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Hi Everyone

 

Sorry I am behind here on posts - Sending you all love - and am enjoying all

your posts!

 

Deb - the PEM was a personal Email I sent you - it was kiinda goofy - it was

from me (:

 

 

Feeling good - Thank yo I mean you (: again for the glorious radiant

shaktipat!!...(:

 

Had a weirdish dream -

 

I was laying in bed when I felt someone roll me over this way and that -

 

felt like they were helping me get out of my body - I just surrendered

 

Then I was pulled by my feet to the bottom of the bed half off and on

 

a screen appeared - In it was this huge big bed of beautiful bright colors - the

bed was bigger than king size - In it was a boy probably under 10 years old -

very very blond and fair

 

I thought it was him somehow pulling a joke on me by being able to pull me out

of my body - so I thought I'd play back. he was sitting up in the bed and with a

deep breath I blew at him - He wasn't expecting it and kinda jumped under the

covers - I was laughing

 

All of a sudden someone was massaging by buttocks. I was in a rather vulnerable

position but it wasnt s**ual - it was a massage - ok weird - so I surrendered

although I will say when that obe stuff goes on there is a lot of se*ual energy

with it and I keep reminding myself that its just the body buzz I'm feeling and

I neednt keep thinking about s*x

 

Okay this went on for some time and it was pleasant - next thing some one from

behind picks me up and takes me up up up up in the air - (acutally under my arms

was hurting from this I guess? - their arms were around me in front of me - I

could see they were masculine)

 

Again I remind myself - the body buzz is just the obe state (yeah you know what

is crossing my mind - geez )

 

We then are up very high - (i have a bit of fear with heights) I am afraid to

look down -

We are just now hanging suspended in the air -

my legs are dangling

I keep saying I surrender although I am very calm - still the s*x energy comes

up and I still remind myself cuz i don't think thats why hes here ha

 

I decide to look down - I look and the earth looks very beautiful - I can only

see the landmass and water outlines - this makes me a bit nervous about being so

high - I then say no matter what Shakti wants I surrender - even if she drops me

its okay -

 

the body buzzing is still quite nice

 

Then after hanging up there so long I want to see who this is with me - It

always seems someone is taking me somewhere and I never get to see who... He had

pulled his hands off from around me before and somehow I was hanging there yet

knew he was with me

 

I gently put my hands behind my back and grab his arms to pull back around me -

I want to first look at his arms and hands - thinking maybe he'd be okay with

this

 

Well I was wrong - (: He pulled them away quickly and then reprimanded me with

the strangest sounds I have ever heard - kinda squeaky and not of this human

world i guess -

 

That shook me a bit right out of there -

Now its turns into more of a dream i guess

Next I find myself in a math class - my aunt has been in the class with me - She

is getting an A+ and me....well I took a test and it wasnt an A - I don't think

it was bad grade but I wanted to understand what I got wrong so I went to the

teacher to ask -

 

Darn I get those body buzzes again - uggh i think my aunt is here and she's

going to know what I'm thinking about haha (:

 

anyway I remind myself once again ... thats it mainly - I never got a chance to

figure out what I didn't get...

 

Strange - I think the flying thing was me with my fear of heights - although I

am not sure

 

I think the blond kid? I don't know

 

The teacher in math was me probably wanting directions on how to get life right

(:

You know always wanting the manual...

 

Okay thats my weirdness - and don't be acting like those body buzzes don't do

that to you too out there....(: (right? they do? ...RIGHT?) (:

 

don't tell me they don't -

 

Okay gotta run helping my mom cook for tomorrow .... loving you all - loving the

shaktipat - everythings brighter, more beautiful and more alive - thank you

again Chrism

Wishing you too a beautiful Chris M as (:(:(:

and beautiful holidays to all or just a great day off of work! (:

Debs (: