Buddha dream and entity message, I got schooled.

December 25, 2009

This morning I was having a dream where I was in this pool of water. I was

gazing at the Buddha, whom was immersed with me. The first part of the dream,

his arms were raised and unmoving. Later on as the imagery changed, he began

waving his arms up and down above chest height, palms up (I believe) and

straight out the sides to above the sides of his head. It was clear water, an

unknowable sized pool.

I remember wondering in the dream if I was imagining his arms waving, and was

trying to get focus of his arms. They were somewhat hard to keep a linear focus

on. Suddenly his face was the only thing showing. He was in a trance state, but

his eyes popped open. I awoke instantly. His eyes were very detailed. No

expression, just a sudden jolt of awakening.

I stayed awake for awhile, not scared, but confused. I watched a documentary

about baboons and their habits. Nothing I haven't seen before. I then fell

asleep again.

I was awakened in SP over and over again, until at one point an entity man

appeared at the foot of my bed. I remember him specifically because when I first

had my awakening, he was chuckling in the corner of my room stating an obvious,

" Well, it looks like you reached what you were looking for and more " He then

departed from my room and left me alone. Shortly thereafter I began my awakening

journey.

He wasn't an evil entity. He was just matter of fact, almost as an observer. He

is about 40ish in age and has slicked back dirty blonde hair. He is Caucasian in

features and never stayed long to chat. I believe he wears a basic blazer and

pants. Average height. Average looks.

Well today he appeared again, carrying a confusing message (At the time). He

told me, " There is a difference between predators and parasites. " I asked him,

as I thought he was referring to my kundalini awakening (Kundalini being the

parasite), and he said, " NO. " He then walked out of the room, a little annoyed,

wanting to quickly exit before I began babbling to him. I tried to follow him

but was jolted right back in my body and conscious.

This perplexed me (once I figured out what he meant) as I have been

contemplating as of late what is cruel and what is not as far as resources. I

watched the PETA emotional terrorism videos (Im sure you know what I mean by

that) a few weeks ago, and have since been fighting with my primal nature.

I first became vegetarian. I thought meat was cruel. I then watched the horror

of dairy cows, and tried to be a vegan. I then found out that the oils they use

for vegan diets were destroying the resources of wild animals, and was in effect

cruel as well (In addition to the poisons they give to said wild animals to keep

them off their crops). I realized the only way to live without a bad conscious

was to starve myself to death. Well, that wasn't going to fly.

Let me backtrack to 12 hours prior to this entity experience......

Last night I got in touch with my predator side. I was watching documentaries on

sea life. The ebb and flow of life. Predator and prey in a beautiful dance. I

accepted I was part predator, felt my fangs and grounded myself in that

realization. My eyes are in the front of my head, etc. I found peace with this

and became a little extremest (Kinda like my little vegan rants the other week

lol). I declared I was proud to be whom I was and that it is just how things

are. I mistakenly became a little too far pleased with this realization though

and went forward to think about how it was kind of cool just how great of master

we are. I mean we can hunt whales!! What polar bear can do that?!?! I even

stated I was proud and amazed. I became intoxicated in the power of humanity. I

guess I was trying a little too hard to be on the other side of the fence (Thank

you PETA for pissing me off lol)

Well then this guy comes around and stirs the pot again with that statement. I

thought about it today and realized he was right. See, predators eat what they

need. Parasites destroy their resource, have no respect for the living organism,

and move on to the next host.

We eat more than we need. We have all of these stupid little wants that are

ridiculous. We want shiny rocks (diamonds), fuel, etc. We can't just BE. We need

make-up, high heels, (insert material nonsense here).

We are an instant gratification society. It is just insanity. When are we ever

satisfied? Especially when everything is disposable, even relationships.

We are told everyday that there is something wrong with us. We have commercials

full of fast food, exercise machines, depression pills, lawsuits for said

depression pills, unrealistically attractive super models that have obviously

been airbrushed, selling you a perfume for your stinky body, or clothes, or diet

pills, or.... (Insert other stupid crap here)

And now because we are afraid we have destroyed the earth, we are trying to set

up survival on other planets!

I guess what it comes down to is a Quote from Gandhi:

" There is a sufficiency in the world for man's need but not for man's greed. "

This resonated strongly today.

I have learned that the cruelty in the world is not my responsibility. That I am

accountable for myself and my life. That I must act in love and do what I can,

with what I am able to do. That I am not them, and that for every act of cruelty

I CANNOT CONTROL, I can show love.

That what I need is provided and always has been. That I need not from anything

of this world besides what I need to live and learn. The universe will provide

me. It has not been wrong yet, even if I have had doubts, they have been washed

away with thanks.

The statement showed me that yes, there IS a difference between a parasite and a

predator, but I do not have to be the parasite.

I lovingly ate my meat today and gave thanks for the cow that provided it to me.

I ate my salsa and was thankful to the plants that fed me. I ate until I was

full and was blessed to have been filled with energy. I do not need to eat crap

I dont need to eat or buy crap I dont even have a real use for, because the man

says I need it to feel better about my life. I am perfect, and so is everyone

else.

Anyways, I kinda went on for awhile. Thanks for reading my very long post on

recent lessons, and Merry Christmas and blessings to all!

-Tiffany S

December 26, 2009

A great lesson Tiffany that you and " your guidance " have gifted us with! -

blessings and grace to you both! - chrism

December 26, 2009

Thanks for sharing I can relate. I like athe predator parasite analogy to our

lives. Before k I was worried about where I would live and work when my father

dies but now I trust it will all be ok. I will be able to teach high school, not

make much but my kids are used to living on very little so its all ok. I have

not eaten meat for 35 years but I feed it to my children. My son is interested

in hunting now and I tell him to do his best to kill and not injure an animal

and to be thankful to the animal.

Peace

Maryann

, " angelikdementia "

<angelikdementia wrote:

>

> This morning I was having a dream where I was in this pool of water. I was

gazing at the Buddha, whom was immersed with me. The first part of the dream,

his arms were raised and unmoving. Later on as the imagery changed, he began

waving his arms up and down above chest height, palms up (I believe) and

straight out the sides to above the sides of his head. It was clear water, an

unknowable sized pool.

>

> I remember wondering in the dream if I was imagining his arms waving, and was

trying to get focus of his arms. They were somewhat hard to keep a linear focus

on. Suddenly his face was the only thing showing. He was in a trance state, but

his eyes popped open. I awoke instantly. His eyes were very detailed. No

expression, just a sudden jolt of awakening.

>

> I stayed awake for awhile, not scared, but confused. I watched a documentary

about baboons and their habits. Nothing I haven't seen before. I then fell

asleep again.

>

> I was awakened in SP over and over again, until at one point an entity man

appeared at the foot of my bed. I remember him specifically because when I first

had my awakening, he was chuckling in the corner of my room stating an obvious,

" Well, it looks like you reached what you were looking for and more " He then

departed from my room and left me alone. Shortly thereafter I began my awakening

journey.

>

> He wasn't an evil entity. He was just matter of fact, almost as an observer.

He is about 40ish in age and has slicked back dirty blonde hair. He is Caucasian

in features and never stayed long to chat. I believe he wears a basic blazer and

pants. Average height. Average looks.

>

> Well today he appeared again, carrying a confusing message (At the time). He

told me, " There is a difference between predators and parasites. " I asked him,

as I thought he was referring to my kundalini awakening (Kundalini being the

parasite), and he said, " NO. " He then walked out of the room, a little annoyed,

wanting to quickly exit before I began babbling to him. I tried to follow him

but was jolted right back in my body and conscious.

>

> This perplexed me (once I figured out what he meant) as I have been

contemplating as of late what is cruel and what is not as far as resources. I

watched the PETA emotional terrorism videos (Im sure you know what I mean by

that) a few weeks ago, and have since been fighting with my primal nature.

>

> I first became vegetarian. I thought meat was cruel. I then watched the horror

of dairy cows, and tried to be a vegan. I then found out that the oils they use

for vegan diets were destroying the resources of wild animals, and was in effect

cruel as well (In addition to the poisons they give to said wild animals to keep

them off their crops). I realized the only way to live without a bad conscious

was to starve myself to death. Well, that wasn't going to fly.

>

> Let me backtrack to 12 hours prior to this entity experience......

>

> Last night I got in touch with my predator side. I was watching documentaries

on sea life. The ebb and flow of life. Predator and prey in a beautiful dance. I