re: week

[Guest guest]

Dear and all,

its been rather a difficult week doing my practices and being around my family.

I've tried to keep the Holy Grail idea in mind and be a loving presence. It

seems I have a hard time feeling connected to the divine source when there is

alcoholism all around me. This is part of my journey though I think as I can

feel the divine connection in aolitude and yet taking it out to connect with

others has been my challenge. I woke up one morning crying softly. don't know

what about but allowed it. I had yet another dream of being held captive my a

male last night, again the captivity was not coerced, it was a cooperative

experience and my captive was treating me kindly. I wish I knew the

significance of these dreams. The captive shared something he had written with

me but would not share other parts of his journal. If anyone has any thoughts

on these dreams I'd appreciate it. I have enjoyed everyones posts. Thank you

dear for the shaktipat and your words of wisdom.

love and blessings,

Jan

[Guest guest]

Hi Jan,

When I am around alcoholics, and there are a few in my family... I now

ponder why they choose to be numb to life. What are they trying to

bury?...it helps me to be more compassionate towards them and accept their

path. My Mom is an alcoholic, but no one dares to acknowledge that. This is

the first time I have really said it

Yes, it is challenging.

Blessings Jan,

Carla

 

2009/12/28 yogijan <drjandean

 

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> Dear and all,

> its been rather a difficult week doing my practices and being around my

> family. I've tried to keep the Holy Grail idea in mind and be a loving

> presence. It seems I have a hard time feeling connected to the divine source

> when there is alc

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