Guest guest Posted December 28, 2009 Report Share Posted December 28, 2009 My Dear Teacher Chrism, Just saying " thank you " for this Yule Shaktipat, does not have enough depth of meaning to convey my deep gratitude for the physical feelings, knowledge and emotions that have been given to me. I have not posted or taken note of my daily practice and experiences as for me everything has been linear with no breaks that I can instantly recognise as night and day. I have fallen asleep at unusual times and have been awake in the dark watching the snow fall outside, while everyone else in the street was asleep. Last time I slept was for 14hrs with a break to go to the bathroom. That break was mostly taken up with a strong sweep up to the back of my neck and an explosion of colour & pattern in my head. Some days I have eaten and other times 24hrs have gone with my only drinking water. Most times when I am awake things have taken on a strong clarity. Its as if I am standing or sitting separate from everyone and everything else. I can hear the true meaning behind peoples words. I can see every speck on my carpet, every snowflake on the ground has a separate depth and shape from the next. Its like looking through strong 3D glasses but also seeing 4D as if I can see behind, over or inside things. Some music I used to tolerate now grates inside of me, while other music is like listening to Angels. Its not always a specific type of music but just the tone. Some physical phenomena that I have to note is having much more energy, but a very itchy back, especially along the spine to the top of the neck. The major change I have noticed is my fibromyalgia pain. While awake I have to take pain killers every 6-8hrs, yet I slept for 14hrs with no pain. Each time when I wake I lay for a while and feel the molten K Fire surge through my body burning away all pain as it works through me. Instead of pain there is a beautiful warmth cursing through every vein and muscle which works it magic for up to two hours before the pain returns. I know we are not supposed to expect or want but if this heat would cure my Fibromyalgia it would free me to do so much for my family and society in general. I now have every faith in its magical works. With live & Blessings, Iona x Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 29, 2009 Report Share Posted December 29, 2009 Dear Iona, Thank you for sharing. When you said "  we are not supposed to or expect or want. " it sort of jumped out at me. I have a few things going on in the body that I can just be ok with...my tooth " abscess " which has been here since October, and a single large nodule in my thyroid.  But I am struggling with a particular body health issue and with that I am starting to feel that my body is leaving me down! I definitly want this difficulty to be healed because if it is not I am going to need an operation. Sometimes I am very confident that it will resolve and then as the condition gets worse I become down hearted.. I too have felt energy work happening in the area and I felt that the condition improved but it does not last. I am starting to feel like I am setting up a " test " for K, and she is not being cooperative. This does not feel good so I would like to get off this round about but I am a bit stuck. any words of advice on how to accept the condition that I truely want to be rid of. I can find no connection between the two conflicting things. love julia. ________________________________ iona winton <ionaskydancer Kundalini Awakening Tue, December 29, 2009 1:04:58 AM Gratitude & Love  My Dear Teacher Chrism,  Just saying " thank you " for this Yule Shaktipat, does not have enough depth of meaning to convey my deep gratitude for the physical feelings, knowledge and emotions that have been given to me. I have not posted or taken note of my daily practice and experiences as for me everything has been linear with no breaks that I can instantly recognise as night and day.  I have fallen asleep at unusual times and have been awake in the dark watching the snow fall outside, while everyone else in the street was asleep. Last time I slept was for 14hrs with a break to go to the bathroom. That break was mostly taken up with a strong sweep up to the back of my neck and an explosion of colour & pattern in my head.  Some days I have eaten and other times 24hrs have gone with my only drinking water. Most times when I am awake things have taken on a strong clarity. Its as if I am standing or sitting separate from everyone and everything else. I can hear the true meaning behind peoples words. I can see every speck on my carpet, every snowflake on the ground has a separate depth and shape from the next. Its like looking through strong 3D glasses but also seeing 4D as if I can see behind, over or inside things.  Some music I used to tolerate now grates inside of me, while other music is like listening to Angels. Its not always a specific type of music but just the tone. Some physical phenomena that I have to note is having much more energy, but a very itchy back, especially along the spine to the top of the neck  The major change I have noticed is my fibromyalgia pain. While awake I have to take pain killers every 6-8hrs, yet I slept for 14hrs with no pain. Each time when I wake I lay for a while and feel the molten K Fire surge through my body burning away all pain as it works through me. Instead of pain there is a beautiful warmth cursing through every vein and muscle which works it magic for up to two hours before the pain returns.  I know we are not supposed to expect or want but if this heat would cure my Fibromyalgia it would free me to do so much for my family and society in general. I now have every faith in its magical works.  With live & Blessings,  Iona x    Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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