Flying Towards Surrender

[Guest guest]

In a few days I will be meeting with a private student for three days. She is at

the surrender stage. She will undergo a series of exercises that will encourage

this condition within her. For three days- 72 hours straight. This is not easy

most of the time though aspects of it can be.

 

Surrender is essential for a balanced and loving flow of the Kundalini within a

person. Any resistance can turn into some aspect of pain or hurt. Not always

debilitating but sometimes yes it can lay a person down.

 

Please give some thought in regard to this idea within you.

 

She will go through her blockages not by force but by surrendering to the divine

within her. Allowing that aspect of who she is to take the controls. The ego

within her will resist. This part of her will fear the loss of control. This

part of her may struggle and resist and squirm and try to run away!

 

She intuitively knows that her visit will give her some face to face and soul to

soul teachings and energetic imprinting that will help her to grasp the vertical

path that surrender often is.

 

With this do we become lighter and lighter and flow stronger and stronger. With

surrender are we given a bright enlightenment. - blessings all! - chrism

[Guest guest]

O Divine Guide!

 

Your words awaken the courage of even the worst of cowards but alas! why am I

not able to surrender to this process? why? a being such as I but still with a

strong ego! Many a time have I propounded reasons to myself why I should

'manage' the process but in so doing negate the very thing which I'm striving

for.

 

How can one be strong and yet be so weak? Shame, anger are only but a few of the

emotions that go zapping through my consciousness when gigantic experiences

nearly realised are thwarted by this despicable of enemies - fear, Yes part of

me also struggles and resists and squirms and trys to run away!

 

I have identified the causes of my fear as:

 

- fear of Loss of Old ways of living;

- Loss of my job because of resultant episodes caused by the awakening;

- Fear of ascension through pingala or ida and not through shushumna leading to

insanity.

 

I talked about my symptoms at the beginning of the shaktipat but didn't conclude

- the reason being that even in the absence of active practice, my chakras

seemed to respond on their own each on the day allocated to it, as the

intelligent energy moved through them.

 

The solar plexus contracted on its day; the heart thumped faster and expanded on

its own day; the throat chakra started tickling and choking all of a sudden with

large release of phlegm on its day; then the ajna and bindu still throbbing

with energy as I speak resulting from an astral projection that saw me placing

my palms on the ground in the astral and a band of white light came forth from

the ground and entered my arms. The energy flowed into my head and a massive

headache developed in my physical. I went back into my body and my head was

aching badly and I had to fold my tongue touching the roof behind the top teeth

as in the safeties and the headache gradually abated. Since then an energy has

been moving like a wave through my spine nonstop.

 

I was lead to read a file on the site: Kundalini the evolutionary energy in man

by Gopi Krishna in which I discovered many parallels in our experiences.In a

subsequent meditation session yesterday,concentrating on the top of the head, I

was shocked to see a large lotus flower with a green stalk and golden petals

protruding through the center of my head and waving gently. The vision lasted

for about 3 secs before dissappearing and as this happened, I felt myself

expanding like a giant out of the boundaries of my body.

 

Last night, went to sleep and awakened two hours later by a brilliance behind my

eyelids caused by swirling lights made up of different hues of colour. The ajna

was aching and the sensation in the spine was at the throat level pulsing with

life. I became afraid for no reason and decided not to surrender. It hurt badly

resisting but as if it knew it withdrew a little bit. Even as I write this, the

sensations continue unabated seemingly waiting behind a traffic light waiting

for the green (command)to proceed.

 

If I can know that it is ascending through the correct path, I will surrender.

Are there ways to know this, Chrism?

 

Because I felt that the Ego becomes inflated with the description of symptoms I

decided to mute the episode until I read your post, as if you instintively know.

 

I will surrender, Chrism. I'm now in the process of educating family about the

kundalini energy and warning never to take me to any doctor or shrink in the

event of irrational behaviour.

 

I am determined to succeed and if I feel overwhelmed by developments in the

future, will jet out to see you. Meanwhile keep guiding!

 

Love BuchiAtma.

 

 

 

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<> wrote:

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> In a few days I will be meeting with a private student for three days. She is

at the surrender stage. She will undergo a series of exercises that will

encourage this condition within her. For three days- 72 hours straight. This is

not easy most of the time though aspects of it can be.

>

> Surrender is essential for a balanced and loving flow of the Kundalini within

a person. Any resistance can turn into some aspect of pain or hurt. Not always

debilitating but sometimes yes it can lay a person down.

>

> Please give some thought in regard to this idea within you.

>

> She will go through her blockages not by force but by surrendering to the

divine within her. Allowing that aspect of who she is to take the controls. The

ego within her will resist. This part of her will fear the loss of control. This

part of her may struggle and resist and squirm and try to run away!

>

> She intuitively knows that her visit will give her some face to face and soul

to soul teachings and energetic imprinting that will help her to grasp the

vertical path that surrender often is.

>

> With this do we become lighter and lighter and flow stronger and stronger.

With surrender are we given a bright enlightenment. - blessings all! - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

Do you have any advice or suggestions of steps for me to get to this

level of surrender?

 

craig

 

, " "

<> wrote:

>

> In a few days I will be meeting with a private student for three days. She is

at the surrender stage. She will undergo a series of exercises that will

encourage this condition within her. For three days- 72 hours straight. This is

not easy most of the time though aspects of it can be.

>

> Surrender is essential for a balanced and loving flow of the Kundalini within

a person. Any resistance can turn into some aspect of pain or hurt. Not always

debilitating but sometimes yes it can lay a person down.

>

> Please give some thought in regard to this idea within you.

>

> She will go through her blockages not by force but by surrendering to the

divine within her. Allowing that aspect of who she is to take the controls. The

ego within her will resist. This part of her will fear the loss of control. This

part of her may struggle and resist and squirm and try to run away!

>

> She intuitively knows that her visit will give her some face to face and soul

to soul teachings and energetic imprinting that will help her to grasp the

vertical path that surrender often is.

>

> With this do we become lighter and lighter and flow stronger and stronger.

With surrender are we given a bright enlightenment. - blessings all! - chrism

>

[Guest guest]

I can tell you what helped me surrender if it is any help to anyone.

 

I was in a dowsing off to sleep when I had a realization. I realized that I

mistrusted a lot of people, and was therefore afraid of allowing my walls to be

broken. I then felt the depth of how I have hurt others in the past because of

this guard I had up. It hurt me to realize it, but I knew it was for the best to

be honest with myself....

 

I associated it and I realized that I was doing the same thing to " god. " I was

not trusting " god " to even make the changes in me that I needed to go through.

(insert higher power/kundalni/etc in the quotes)

 

I felt saddened that I could not even trust divinity to take care of me, the way

" i " could.

 

At that moment I told " god " that my heart was in the hands of divinity/higher

power/etc and that I trusted it. Even if it hurt me, I trusted and surrendered.

I let go of my control and said, " Do with me as you will. "

 

It was a great act in love that I do not regret to this day.

 

There is no greater love than surrender. To trust in something outside of your

ego/self.

 

It is hard to do, but since I have done this, I have not regretted it.

 

Funny thing? All of my fear was washed away in the realization that nothing bad

was going to happen in the first place! LOL!

 

Take a leap... you will not be disappointed =)

 

-Tiffany S

 

, " buchiatma "

<cleancynthia2001 wrote:

>

> O Divine Guide!

>

> Your words awaken the courage of even the worst of cowards but alas! why am I

not able to surrender to this process? why? a being such as I but

[Guest guest]

Thanks Dear Tiffany,

 

Yours words are true and I appreciate your advice. I've now let go. My own

problem was that I trusted so much because I saw myself in others but

unfortunately that was and is not the way of most of the world. This had made me

to be too cautious and as a result I'd experienced lost opportunities.

 

I've now found where I will be guided properly - here - and will take all

opportunities offered to surrender.

 

Love

BuchiAtma

 

, " angelikdementia "

<angelikdementia wrote:

>

>

>

> I can tell you what helped me surrender if it is any help to anyone.

>

> I was in a dowsing off to sleep when I had a realization. I realized that I

mistrusted a lot of people, and was therefore afraid of allowing my walls to be

broken. I then felt the depth of how I have hurt others in the past because of

this guard I had up. It hurt me to realize it, but I knew it was for the best to

be honest with myself....

>

> I associated it and I realized that I was doing the same thing to " god. " I was

not trusting " god " to even make the changes in me that I needed to go through.

(insert higher power/kundalni/etc in the quotes)

>

> I felt saddened that I could not even trust divinity to take care of me, the

way " i " could.

>

> At that moment I told " god " that my heart was in the hands of divinity/higher

power/etc and that I trusted it. Even if it hurt me, I trusted and surrendered.

I let go of my control and said, " Do with me as you will. "

>

> It was a great act in love that I do not regret to this day.

>

> There is no greater love than surrender. To trust in something outside of your

ego/self.

>

> It is hard to do, but since I have done this, I have not regretted it.

>

> Funny thing? All of my fear was washed away in the realization that nothing

bad was going to happen in the first place! LOL!

>

> Take a leap... you will not be disappointed =)

>

> -Tiffany S

>

> , " buchiatma "

<cleancynthia2001@> wrote:

> >

> > O Divine Guide!

> >

> > Your words awaken the courage of even the worst of cowards but alas! why am

I not able to surrender to this process? why? a being such as I but

>