the first area of difficulty chat oesaiux

[Guest guest]

Yes your first six months were the initial " trying time " for you and I mean this

in the often unused version of the word " trying. " i.e.

 

Requiring great or extreme bodily, mental, or spiritual strength: arduous,

backbreaking, burdensome, demanding, difficult, effortful, exacting, exigent,

formidable, hard, heavy, laborious, onerous, oppressive, rigorous, rough,

severe, taxing, tough, weighty.

 

According to a dictionary. This was the first conditioning. There will be more.-

lol!

 

Yes it is beneficial to remember that we are not " in charge " with Kundalini. The

idea of " You " controlling or managing the Kundalini can invite one into a

challenging situation as it would be an ego lesson requiring one to take a step

back and surrender rather than control. But I feel you know this yes?

 

You Kundalini graces you and those whom you work with in gifting helpful and

healthful outcomes for your work. I would not let it be thought that " you " or

your ego are responsible for these actions. I would give thanks to the Kundalini

after every treatment.

 

Gratitude to the expressive divine within you. - my 2 cents. - blessings to you

chatbird! I hope it is ok to call you that as the french for " bird " is just way

hard for me to spell on the fly - so to say! Let me know please.

 

The Kundalini knows you and it required certain activities of you and in the

case of the Shaktipat it is just what the sacred feminine ordered for you! -

blessings to HER and you! - chrism

[Guest guest]

Dear chrism, Yes, please call me " chatbird " if that is easier for you. Or just

Jeanette.

 

Thank you for your response and your understanding, and your reminder about

surrender. I learned this lesson the hard way by NOT surrendering the first two

times the K came calling, 25 years ago and then 12 years ago. It has been

suggested that I had such a hard time when I finally opened up because the K had

been pent up for so long. It took a diagnosis of cancer to bring me to the

point of surrender, and so I sincerely hope others will NOT follow my resistant

example!

 

My ultimate K-awakening was part of a religious experience, which through all

the difficulty I realized was a gift of God. I felt that I was born again (a

concept that I would have said I did not believe in), saved by grace. I felt and

experienced that God is love; I felt a Divine embrace, and I knew I would never

feel unloved again. I was in the presence of the Divine at that time, and I did

surrender. In fact, this is how part of the conversation went: " Take me, I'm

Yours, " and the response: " You always were. "

 

I used to be a " news junkie " and the radio or TV were always on. On the day of

my awakening, it was as though my left brain shut off, and so did the radio and

TV " chatter. " I had my own internal soundtrack, and it was hymns. I should

probably have been in a monastery or an ashram, as one does need a left brain to

be functional in normal life, and all I seemed capable of doing was meditating

and writing poetry. The radio and TV are still off - I don't seem to need them

any more.

 

I believe that all who are K-active have been blessed by the Holy Spirit, and

are chosen to do the work of God by embodying love and peace wherever we are.

It's not about the euphoric highs, although I like feeling good. I am allowed

to serve Spirit by doing healing work, and I am so grateful for this that it

brings tears to my eyes as I write. My prayer is, " Guide me and heal me so I

may be of service to others, " and it's being granted.

 

Thank you for your blessings.

 

chatoiseau

 

 

 

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> Yes your first six months were the initial " trying time " for you and I mean

this in the often unused version of the word " trying. " i.e.

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> Requiring great or extreme bodily, mental, or spiritual strength...