Guest guest Posted December 29, 2009 Report Share Posted December 29, 2009 Yes if it is of a fear that keeps you from taking the plunge then just take the plunge through the fear my friend. But... of course... Be discerning of your personal situation. Take a moment and let the mental mind make an assessment. Then if it is fear just low right through it. if it is of a practical nature which is keeping you from this state of being then fix it. If it is of a discipline nature then get disciplined. - lol! You KNOW my friend. You KNOW and from that knowledge allow yourself to be as brutally honest with yourself as you can be and not to the exclusion of your positive points! Then if it is still just fear.... well....you know what to do! - blessings Craig - chrism , " phoenix.ing9 " <phoenix.ing9 wrote: > > Do you have any advice or suggestions of steps for me to get to this level of surrender? > > craig Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 30, 2009 Report Share Posted December 30, 2009 Thank you Chrism. With discipline, I've thought that I'm very disciplined, but really most of my discipline is shots in the dark so to speak. I don't know if my practices of forgiveness, of feeling my way through karma, of even meditation are being done correctly. So I spend alot of time trying to read and figure out from different sources how to really do this for it to work for me. And then I get inspired and it feels like I've actually figured out how to do it, and it feels liberating, but after a couple of weeks, it starts to dry up and I begin searching again...or I try harder and cause more stress for myself. I wish I could just feel that I'm doing it right... The fact of the matter is is that I feel I lack discernment... With fears around kundalini, I don't think I have any, except maybe it will give me the most painful lessons for me to learn because I seem to have a real thick head most of the time. So I guess it's about trusting the process and not feeling like I have to figure things out so that the process, the kundalini, will work. So I guess my fear and my discipline are 2 halfs of the same whole... trying to figure it out while trying to surrender the need to figure it out is pretty tough, lol. But don't know what to do, or not do... craig , " " <> wrote: > > Yes if it is of a fear that keeps you from taking the plunge then just take the plunge through the fear my friend. But... of course... > > Be discerning of your personal situation. Take a moment and let the mental mind make an assessment. Then if it is fear just low right through it. if it is of a practical nature which is keeping you from this state of being then fix it. > > If it is of a discipline nature then get disciplined. - lol! You KNOW my friend. You KNOW and from that knowledge allow yourself to be as brutally honest with yourself as you can be and not to the exclusion of your positive points! Then if it is still just fear.... well....you know what to do! - blessings Craig - chrism > > , " phoenix.ing9 " <phoenix.ing9@> wrote: > > > > Do you have any advice or suggestions of steps for me to get to this level of surrender? > > > > craig > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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