Wishing all a Blessed New Year....

[Guest guest]

The blue Moon will be visible to all who have a clear sky - oh how I pray we do

here in MN.

 

The older I get the faster time does travel it seems. On this the last day of

the year I look back on how I spent this past year 2009.

 

I have been digging my way out of a long depression that was exacerbated with

the rise of Kundalini. There are at times some bright spots yet I still struggle

with the deep negative feelings whilst I can send love and compassion to others

and help and advice and support to others I seem to not be able to find the same

within myself. I do feel there has been a shift in perspective - a little shift

and I feel hopeful this will be the beginning of a total acceptance of joy

within. A new year - a new outlook.

 

I realize I am not alone - yet it feels often that I am. This is one reason I

try to stay in touch with the K group and give as much as I can - for those

moments I am outside myself and can feel viable and true to the Kundalini

Shakti. All service does offer this feeling of peace when given to others. And

it is the reason I am so interested in community - a physical community where I

will be near other K folk and know that the radiance from them will help me as

my radiance will help them.

 

I am blessed to have many families - my birth family, my Italian family and now

my Kundalini family.

 

And I am so grateful for all I have had and do have and for the families I have

been given. I share this with all of you for I know many of us look at the past

year and ponder -

 

So to my K family - and especially to those who have helped me in the past year

with my process and given me the love and kindness so lacking in the world...

 

and especially to my beloved chrism who has challenged me in all I knew and

beyond all I ever imagined and who has stayed the rocky course with me ...

 

I send heartfelt blessings and love for a glorious new year filled with the

fulfillment of all your desires and needs and visions.

 

And to the KAS1 community of fellow travelers I send out a vision of a physical

community where all K active and interested folks can live if possible, gather

with one another to share and learn and shine and where we as a group can serve

our world in a loving and supportive manner.

 

And to chrism I send out a vision that your program finds a means to travel the

world offering support to all in need and to giving you the basis of a good

foundation to fulfill your directives from the Divine.

 

Namaste my brothers and sisters in this year of the Divine 2010.

 

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