Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 The last three days have been weird and very emotional. I noticed in my family the same that I have noticed in my self: whatever they are feeling deep down is magnifíed - as if it's trying to come out. Today a friend called me and spoke about strong feelings of loneliness and desperation that begun three days ago. Personally a lot of grief and now my heart is feeling very srange. Perhaps even this flu has something to with it as I almost never sick. I was wondering if anyone here is feeling the same way - if this is world wide. Could it have something to do with the earth resonance rising and our hearts trying to cope with the change? It's a good thing I like weirdness. Love, Aarni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Hi Aarni, I dont know if its global..seems as though you are tapping into the field of those around you, and they into yours. When that happens it can appear as though its happening on a collective scale.. it may or may not be.. I dont know... bruce , " spiralingsnake " <aarni.kimmo wrote: > > The last three days have been weird and very emotional. I noticed in my family the same that I have noticed in my self: whatever they are feeling deep down is magnifíed - as if it's trying to come out. > > Today a friend called me and spoke about strong feelings of loneliness and desperation that begun three days ago. > > Personally a lot of grief and now my heart is feeling very srange. Perhaps even this flu has something to with it as I almost never sick. > > I was wondering if anyone here is feeling the same way - if this is world wide. > > Could it have something to do with the earth resonance rising and our hearts trying to cope with the change? > > It's a good thing I like weirdness. > > Love, > Aarni > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Hi Aarni: Yes, I have also been feeling very deeply, which is something I've been unable to do for a long time. I believe that is why I had the meditation vision I had yesterday.  The result of that vision is that I am still feeling deep emotions, but they are joyful and peaceful, so I believe that the vision was a healing of the grief and dispair I had been feeling. I do sense that we are in some sort of transition phase ; whether it involves humanity as a whole, or just those who are K active I don't have any sense or knowledge. Maybe someone else will have thoughts on this Aarni> Love and Peace. Diane spiralingsnake <aarni.kimmo Anyone else going through a strange phase? Sunday, January 3, 2010, 3:46 AM  The last three days have been weird and very emotional. I noticed in my family the same that I have noticed in my self: whatever they are feeling deep down is magnifÃed - as if it's trying to come out. Today a friend called me and spoke about strong feelings of loneliness and desperation that begun three days ago. Personally a lot of grief and now my heart is feeling very srange. Perhaps even this flu has something to with it as I almost never sick. I was wondering if anyone here is feeling the same way - if this is world wide. Could it have something to do with the earth resonance rising and our hearts trying to cope with the change? It's a good thing I like weirdness. Love, Aarni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 I just spoke to an astrologer friend and he said that the position of planets would support the idea of something emotional going on. The lunar eclipse and all - I didn't even know one was happening/happened around now Other peole too now have said they have been experiencing this, so I'm thinking it oughtta be atleast Finland wide. The reason I asked was exactly because I was wondering if it was the field tapping thing or something larger going on, Bruce. It's not too long ago i was going through a phase much like this and Elektra wrote she had been experiencing the same and her friends too. It would be nice to know what causes these phases, especially since I seem to be especially sensitive to them. Diane, in my mind there is no doubt there is a transition phase going on. Basically the 2012 transition. These smaller phases must be linked to that somehow. I'm also certain that the changes are going on for everyone else too (the largest of them atleast) some are more susceptible and concentrated on these things, and so more ready to notice. It's great you had a release like that by the way Maybe the changes are linked to the earth resonance changing and our hearts being linked to the earth resonance? Maybe earths resonance just went trough a quick change? I'm thinking too much and will descent from my head now Good night and much love everybody, Aarni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Aarni & Diane: It would be nice to know what causes these phases, especially since I seem to be especially sensitive to them. Yes, I would like to know, too! I also am especially sensitive. In Gopi Krishna's book, he said that his initial awakening was in December, 1937, and that every year after that, from November to January, he went through a phase of creativity. I found that especially interesting, since I am most affected during those months, except I would not call it creativity! I would call it a distraction from creativity, or bodily freak-out! Sometimes it feels like the energy is just so loud and I get so jumpy! For me it is worse when quiet, but then I can't stand noise either! I know one thing after reading that book. I know definitely that I am not fully awakened. It helped me to understand that I only did something to release too much pranic energy, more than my mind, body and emotions could handle. I don't plan to purposely try to induce any more energy, but only to spend the rest of my life trying to let the rest of me catch up! (And hoping this is possible.) If I ever do fully awaken in this lifetime, it will be because from now on, I am going to try to cultivate the safeties of gratitude, appreciation, forgiveness and love. And try to learn how to transcend fear, worry, guilt, depression or self esteem issues. Which is all easier said than done! I will trust the K to awaken me in my own time, even if it means not in this life. If I am not meant to know more, so be it. I am content with that now. I'll take Gopi's word for it! I'm not going to test it ever again. In other words, I'm thinking, " Okay, okay! I get it! No more high voltage for me! I am only meant to be a little bitty volt receiver! " LOL! Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 3, 2010 Report Share Posted January 3, 2010 Deb wrote: " I don't plan to purposely try to induce any more energy, but only to spend the rest of my life trying to let the rest of me catch up! (And hoping this is possible.) > > If I ever do fully awaken in this lifetime, it will be because from now on, I am going to try to cultivate the safeties of gratitude, appreciation, forgiveness and love. And try to learn how to transcend fear, worry, guilt, depression or self esteem issues. Which is all easier said than done! I will trust the K to awaken me in my own time, even if it means not in this life. If I am not meant to know more, so be it. I am content with that now. I'll take Gopi's word for it! I'm not going to test it ever again. " @@@ Haha We are pretty much on the same page here. When I came here four months ago I was hoping for to " blow my head off " with the Shaktipat. Now I'm beginning to understand what it is to have more than the bodies are able to take at a given moment. I think I actually had the K going on a little bit before I even came here. But that is another story. As for the safeties and clearing out slow vibration emotions, that is what I'm doing now too. It seems to me that emotionally backed beliefs and supressed emotions are causing most trouble with kundalini. So through clearing those I believe you will find balance again, if not, then you will find it some other way You will find it. About purposely inducing more energy, the first Shaktipat I took actually balanced me instead of making matters worse. So inducing more in that way might not be so bad - but obviously you know better what is good for you than I do. And finally, if I hapen to find out something about the strange phases, I'll let ya know. @@@ (: Aarni Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 4, 2010 Report Share Posted January 4, 2010 Aarni: As for the safeties and clearing out slow vibration emotions, that is what I'm doing now too. It seems to me that emotionally backed beliefs and supressed emotions are causing most trouble with kundalini. So through clearing those I believe you will find balance again, if not, then you will find it some other way You will find it. Deb: Yes, I got the begeebies scared out of me! But that all happened because of those meditation CD's. I have always found much relief, help and comfort here and very much appreciate that. This site has been a lifesaver, helping me tremendously to understand what is happening. I just have a much healthier respect for not trying to rush enlightenment before being prepared mentally, physically and emotionally now than I did before. The advice on this site helps you to do all of that, like the ancients were wise enough to understand. I appreciate what they are trying to do with those brain sync CD's, but they are misleading people. They are being promoted all over the internet as being completely safe and without risk, and even beneficial. But they are not preparing people for what can happen in susceptible people. Following the protocol on this site is much, much better and more safe, not to mention more effective in a more beneficial way. Thanks so much for your kind words and understanding! Deb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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