Ps for James re entities

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james wrote

" Particularly it seems they lodge in my belly. And sometimes i think they come

in through the top of my head the back of my neck and in through my hands.

I realize that I must sound like a crazy person the way that I am talking, but

honestly that is the best way that I can describe it. I pray to close channels

down and close them down permanently but inevitably they seem to open up again

and the entities come back.

Someone once told me that I might be a storehouse for them. NIce!!!

I dont really know what to think about them. Can anyone help on this front? I am

really lost about it.

I basically just try and get on with my life in spite of all this but it is

 

always there nagging at me.

Would appreciate any answers that you could give me on this front. "

 

James you do not sound like a crazy person at all, unless of course I am also a

crazy person lol but quite possible true!!

 What you describe above if I am to realte it to myself is my kundalini moving

in her tactile way and working on and in my body. sometimes the " energy " moves

outside my body and sometimes it does enter into my body and sometimes it is

just within the body.  this is all kundalini James.  I do not have the words to

describe the why and the what she is doing as truthfully i do not really

understand it all and I am quite hjappy not to understand it all.  I know that

this has been a god given grace and blessing.  It is all good James and my life

has improoved as I try to live more and more from a place of love.

I understand that you want to close down all the channels, I know that fear.   I

went to someone to do that and she did close down my chakras and my crown chakra

and activity subsided and the dark presence I had felt near to me faded.  Guess

what though, after some time activity began again  and I was faced with a choice

to continue in fear or to embrace what was being offered again to me again. 

I had also experienced divine love and oneness with all sob I had that

experience as well as the fear experience.  the choice was mine as it is yours

James which path ot choose.  (i hope that does not sound harsh)

I am not saying that fear never arises here in me, but now it is passed with

great ease and I do not give it the room to manipulate and terrorise.  I can

hear your fear and i do understand how all encompassin it can be.  You are

believing that all the activity you are feelin is entity intrusion. Have you had

experiences of love and divine presence that you are forgetting about.   Fear

will trottle you james if you give it permission to live in you. 

Ask chrism a direct question about this as you feel given to express the

question and he will answer you.

I just got a flash of you on a surf board surfing on the cusp of a giant wave!!

Love Julia. 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hello James, I too, agree with Julia's assessment of your situation. When I was

first activated I thought it was entities or more like a demon, trying to take

me over. From the net, I was told all sorts of things it could be and what I

should do about it. I was activated by the use of Centerpointe Holosync

meditation CD's. I recieved free counciling with this program, but when I went

to them for help I was told they had never heard of that happening before and

that it was not from using the meditation CD's. They suggested I get with a

paranormal group, which I did. But then someone there told me it sounded more

like kunalini activation. I read a little about that on the net and it didn't

sound like a good thing. LOL! Then I found William Bulhman's book on OBE's and

after reading it, I felt that was more to what I was experiencing and it sounded

like fun. So I joined his OBE forum and began practicing to be able to had them

on purpose, rather than just spontaneous ones. I wanted to be able to control

them. Some of the people on the OBE group said what I was experiencing sounded

like kundalini as well, but I just put that out of my mind.

 

I continue to have the experience of the electric sensations beginning at the

root chakra, plus the large cat " entity " (hehe) pulling on my covers at night.

For years I slept with the covers tucked under me so it could not pull them off

and I learned to sleep on my back. My resistence ended up with me having

nightmares of dogs attacking me. The dogs attacked me in my dreams, OBE's, and

in the physical too.

 

I finally ended up here and got the help I needed, but still it took a long time

for me to really believe my visiter was Shakti. When I finally believed it

without a doubt and am no longer afraid, she no longer comes to me as the large

cat. Now I wish she would. It felt good the last time when she laid down

beside me and roared in my ear. I could feel her warm breath on my face.

 

People on those groups were telling me to send it loving thoughts. There was no

way I was going to send a demon loving thoughts and I believed they were all

talking new age nonsense. Most of the members there were into the Seth books.

Needless to say, I made a lot of them angry at me. I thought when I began having

all those dog attack nightmares that some of the wicca members had put a curse

on me, especially when the attacks began happening in the physical.

 

I left those forums and their angry posts and looked all over the net for new

groups of OBE experiencers. I probably sign up to about 20 different forum

during this time, some really weird ones! I didn't post at very many of them,

just read only. I didn't want anything to do with people any longer. Out of all

those forum people only a hand full remain friends and I mostly talked with them

through e-mails.

 

I am so grateful for being lead here and to have recieved the help I needed. I

just know you will get the help you need as well, James.

 

Chrism is a wonderful kundalini teacher, friend, guide. His compassion and

unconditional love for all amazes me.

 

For me now, everyday I can feel the pulsations and movement inside and outside

of me and know without a doubt that is Shakti kundalini. I really don't have any

fear of the entities any longer, especailly ever since that morning when I

became aware and I had morphed into the shakti cat myself and I swatted those

pesky little entities with my humongus paw. They are no match for the Shakti

tiger!

 

Blesssings,

Linda

 

, Julia Ahern <jajahern

wrote:

>

>james wrote

> " Particularly it seems they lodge in my belly. And sometimes i think they come

in through the top of my head the back of my neck and in through my hands.

[Guest guest]

This makes me feel a lot more comfortable with it. Knowing that someone else has

experienced it. And that it is nothing to fear. Yes many times my channels have

been closed down and then opened up again. By me by various people who are

" healers " and so forth and yes they just open up again soon after. So maybe you

are right!!! Maybe I should just stop trying to close them down and think of it

as something bad. That really helps. My father also said a similar thing to me

funnily enough.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

james wrote

" Particularly it seems they lodge in my belly. And sometimes i think they come

in through the top of my head the back of my neck and in through my hands.

I realize that I must sound like a crazy person the way that I am talking, but

honestly that is the best way that I can describe it. I pray to close channels

down and close them down permanently but inevitably they seem to open up again

and the entities come back.

Someone once told me that I might be a storehouse for them. NIce!!!

I dont really know what to think about them. Can anyone help on this front? I am

really lost about it.

I basically just try and get on with my life in spite of all this but it is

 

always there nagging at me.

Would appreciate any answers that you could give me on this front. "

 

James you do not sound like a crazy person at all, unless of course I am also a

crazy person lol but quite possible true!!

 What you describe above if I am to realte it to myself is my kundalini moving

in her tactile way and working on and in my body. sometimes the " energy " moves

outside my body and sometimes it does enter into my body and sometimes it is

just within the body.  this is all kundalini James.  I do not have the words

to describe the why and the what she is doing as truthfully i do not really

understand it all and I am quite hjappy not to understand it all.  I know that

this has been a god given grace and blessing.  It is all good James and my life

has improoved as I try to live more and more from a place of love.

I understand that you want to close down all the channels, I know that

fear.   I went to someone to do that and she did close down my chakras and my

crown chakra and activity subsided and the dark presence I had felt near to me

faded.  Guess what though, after some time activity began again  and I was

faced with a choice to continue in fear or to embrace what was being offered

again to me again. 

I had also experienced divine love and oneness with all sob I had that

experience as well as the fear experience.  the choice was mine as it is yours

James which path ot choose.  (i hope that does not sound harsh)

I am not saying that fear never arises here in me, but now it is passed with

great ease and I do not give it the room to manipulate and terrorise.  I can

hear your fear and i do understand how all encompassin it can be.  You are

believing that all the activity you are feelin is entity intrusion. Have you had

experiences of love and divine presence that you are forgetting

about.   Fear will trottle you james if you give it permission to live in

you. 

Ask chrism a direct question about this as you feel given to express the

question and he will answer you.

I just got a flash of you on a surf board surfing on the cusp of a giant wave!!

Love Julia. 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thankyou LInda

This was really interesting and all these stories are more and more encouraging

to me that I can get through this.

James

 

Hello James, I too, agree with Julia's assessment of your situation. When I was

first activated I thought it was entities or more like a demon, trying to take

me over. From the net, I was told all sorts of things it could be and what I

should do about it. I was activated by the use of Centerpointe Holosync

meditation CD's. I recieved free counciling with this program, but when I went

to them for help I was told they had never heard of that happening before and

that it was not from using the meditation CD's. They suggested I get with a

paranormal group, which I did. But then someone there told me it sounded more

like kunalini activation. I read a little about that on the net and it didn't

sound like a good thing. LOL! Then I found William Bulhman's book on OBE's and

after reading it, I felt that was more to what I was experiencing and it sounded

like fun. So I joined his OBE forum and began practicing to be able to had them

on purpose, rather than just

spontaneous ones. I wanted to be able to control them. Some of the people on

the OBE group said what I was experiencing sounded like kundalini as well, but I

just put that out of my mind.

 

I continue to have the experience of the electric sensations beginning at the

root chakra, plus the large cat " entity " (hehe) pulling on my covers at night.

For years I slept with the covers tucked under me so it could not pull them off

and I learned to sleep on my back. My resistence ended up with me having

nightmares of dogs attacking me. The dogs attacked me in my dreams, OBE's, and

in the physical too.

 

I finally ended up here and got the help I needed, but still it took a long time

for me to really believe my visiter was Shakti. When I finally believed it

without a doubt and am no longer afraid, she no longer comes to me as the large

cat. Now I wish she would. It felt good the last time when she laid down

beside me and roared in my ear. I could feel her warm breath on my face.

 

People on those groups were telling me to send it loving thoughts. There was no

way I was going to send a demon loving thoughts and I believed they were all

talking new age nonsense. Most of the members there were into the Seth books.

Needless to say, I made a lot of them angry at me. I thought when I began having

all those dog attack nightmares that some of the wicca members had put a curse

on me, especially when the attacks began happening in the physical.

 

I left those forums and their angry posts and looked all over the net for new

groups of OBE experiencers. I probably sign up to about 20 different forum

during this time, some really weird ones! I didn't post at very many of them,

just read only. I didn't want anything to do with people any longer. Out of all

those forum people only a hand full remain friends and I mostly talked with them

through e-mails.

 

I am so grateful for being lead here and to have recieved the help I needed.. I

just know you will get the help you need as well, James.

 

Chrism is a wonderful kundalini teacher, friend, guide. His compassion and

unconditional love for all amazes me.

 

For me now, everyday I can feel the pulsations and movement inside and outside

of me and know without a doubt that is Shakti kundalini. I really don't have any

fear of the entities any longer, especailly ever since that morning when I

became aware and I had morphed into the shakti cat myself and I swatted those

pesky little entities with my humongus paw. They are no match for the Shakti

tiger!

 

Blesssings,

Linda

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , Julia Ahern

<jajahern@.. .> wrote:

>

>james wrote

> " Particularly it seems they lodge in my belly. And sometimes i think they come

in through the top of my head the back of my neck and in through my hands.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

That was an interesting read Linda, thanks.

Good luck James...

 

Carla

 

2010/1/4 danceswithcats999 <crazycats711

 

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> Hello James, I too, agree with Julia's assessment of your situation. When I

> was first activated I thought it was entities o

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