Our blessed Shakti has a sense of humor

[Guest guest]

K Family,

 

I shared this w/ and he suggested I post it for ya'll. We are so very

blessed to have a safehouse here, where nothing's new and all we have to do is

trust the process and share. There's a plan for each of us and the outcome is

going to be more than any of us ever dreamed, although I don't have a clue what

that really truly means.

 

Maybe teacher can post on what Kundalini activation truly means to us

newbies.. how rare and beautiful it really is and what it means with regard to

next steps, etc. He mentioned some stuff to me the other day I didn't have a

clue about, I had no idea how blessed we really are to be receiving this. I

thought it was just random, that I won the lottery or got lucky? .. smile.

Seems there's more to it. Hmmm..

 

It seems like a water fountain has been opened up in me and things are happening

at a rapid pace this week. Now that I'm thinking clearly, I'm realizing that I

have been experiencing abdomen rolling Kriyas since July 09 and just didn't have

a term to put to it.

 

Our blessed Shakti; I am surrendering to her. Period. And things are happening.

 

The dances are surreal. I cannot explain to those that have not experienced it

the emotion that is tied to this. I am in dances that are so graceful, so fluid

and they are intelligent. They tell a story! The hands and wrists do

independent swirls while moving vertically along my face, to my sides or gently

cupping my face. My head is tilted in such a way and facial postures are

expressed that go along with the movements. In some Youtube searches on Indian

dances, I am seeing movements that I am doing in these dances through her! I've

never ever seen these moves before. I NEVER knew you could tell a story with a

dance. Guess you don't see that in the country line dance bar eh? Smirk.

 

Regarding the sense of humor. I experienced for the FIRST TIME the facial

krias. Every part of my body was focuses on in my surrender yesterday from 9:45

to about 11am. From my legs, knees and feet moving independent of each other in

their own unique rhythms to my hands and head and body to my face.

 

My eyelids seeming to move on their own and blinking that wouldn't stop. Eyes

going right to left and up and down. My mouth twitched on either side and

pursed into a coo then started moving into snarls. My eyes are always closed

during these episodes and I got the idea that I wanted to see what was happening

in my mirror on my desk (Good thing I have an office w/ a door - they'd be

committing me otherwise!!) I tried to open my eyelids and couldn't. Finally I

got one to open up and tried to look in the mirror. She stopped for a split

second and I was perfectly still after I looked.. SHE BUSTED ME! This look came

on my face that told me I'd been busted. She started EXAGGERATING every moving.

The wide open mouth, the rolling and 'dance of the tongue' for lack of better

way to describe it (I HATE tongues period and to see what mine was doing was

almost emarrasingly sensual.. oh my god). My eyebrows were moving one up and

one down.

 

This shows that each side of our body can work as an independent unit and that

the experiences are not random; I found that the legs and feet moving in

circular motions while the other foot was doing a one off beat stomp shows that

there is intelligence and purpose to these movements.

 

I have NO CLUE what's going on except that I'm digging it. It doesn't hurt and

all I'm risking is getting caught.. Now that I've said it out loud I'm sure I'll

have heck to pay for it. advised that I talk to her sincerely and

explain that I have to maintain my corporate world and set specific timelines

that I would be available to her at her full disposal; that she will not be

ignored or she WILL take over, no matter what. I have done so and today can

attest that she does honor us if we keep our word. YES I had Kriyas at work

today w/ my right wrist flopping and circling uncontrollably and some head

movement in a graceful way but I also notice that she moved me in stretches to

relieve my neck pain! In massage therapy, we would work on the muscles until we

could move the head to have the chin parallel to the shoulder. This ensured

complete muscle spasm release. These are the positions she was putting me in.

She takes care of us!!

 

Speaking of taking care of us, I asked her to help shield me emotionally today

since I'm possibly fragile due to the experiences and I knew I was walking into

a potential snake pit w/ some things that are happening at work. I needed to be

strong.

I'd just completed my 'dance' w/ her (breathtaking to see a fluffy chick like me

move like that in complete reverence). In this dance, at one point she moved my

hands to cup my breast and then my head looked to the left and cocked and my lip

curled as in a smirk and then I was moved to the left as if I was displaying my

womanliness? to whomever is the recipient of all these dances on the other side

(??). Funny that I am cocky in these dances. A tease. This is SO not my

personality so it catches me off guard to see me act like this in my dances.

She really takes you out of your comfort zone (despite my being in a safe place

alone at home). If it ever happens in public.. that's probably when the heart

palpatations would happen.

 

ANYWAY w/ my long winded butt, to get back to the shielding - the dance was

over. I was thanking her for her blessings to me and the time she's investing in

me and then I asked for shielding. I felt the energy move all the way up my

body until I was standing straight as a board. Then my arms reached in front of

me and my hands were splayed out and then curled into claws. My body started

moving into a squat and there were LITERAL GUTTERAL GROWLS coming from my

throat! My facial postures were that of a cat (tiger?) .. She put me in an

offensive attack position and I was fighting an unseen enemy as a tigress!

Needless to say I was impressed, in shock and oh crap mode. She REALLY expects

a lot of me.. I run from a fight, am a peacemaker and bend over backwards to

avoid confrontation.. hmmmmm.

 

I pray that some day I'll have the ability to understand her purposes.

 

Anyway.. lots happening. I won't bombard ya'll unless you want me to. Just let

me know if you want me to share some of the daily happenings for the those that

might not be having these experiences yet and to know there is nothing to fear.

 

Michelle

[Guest guest]

I for one love reading of all experiences. Of late I have been thinking that

things are getting more interesting here on the site. Do not know if that is

because some have progressed here or some are now sharing more or the fact that

there seems to be a number of new members coming to the group with advanced

situations- or all of the above???

 

I read the events and wonder if that will be something that I experience - if so

at least I have read and heard of it thru another's eyes and then too we all

have our own path and perhaps many of the events will not be mine to experience.

 

Today it hit me how outsiders would think we were all out in left field - some

of the happenings are really otherworldly ( my coined phrase) all of which I

think are really wonderful. Growing up I always thought there was another world

- other dimensions - could only imagine what they were like and what might occur

and now here I am reading of things that are real and happening in this real

time that never crossed my imagination.

 

I love it - I love all the events that Shakti offers to so many. We are a

blessed group - a true otherworldy group. I have an idea for a book that will

one day be written - We would get permission of members who wanted to use their

posts and experiences and then have chrism comment and explain things - it would

be a teaching in real time kind of. Journals could be used too.

 

That brings to mind that the ARCHival posting project may just be a book or two

or three. I do digress -

 

So keep up the sharing please- you do write so vividly that I feel I am there so

many here do - it often is like seeing a movie in my mind - I have a vivid

imagination -

 

There has not been anyone here on the group since I came that has had your type

of experiences- at least that have shared.

 

Thank you - I see you as the Shakti dancer. Maybe you could start a new dance

program - there is a dance program that someone began called Kundalini dance (

costs money to learn)- supposedly to raise the K - seems to me you are the real

Kundalini dancer -guided by the Goddess herself.

 

Love to you...

e

[Guest guest]

Way awesome post. Thank you and yes, I'll keep sharing. My journal is filling

up because things are happening all day long and at nite too. Your post gave me

inspiration and sort of a confirmation. Between and ya'll, I no longer

feel like I have to hide my experiences, that no one would believe me if I told

them outside this forum! YES YES on the book. I'm also interested in the

increase of new folks. I have these kinds of 'daydreams' and I imagined me

asking for permission to identify where everyone was and how long they'd

been in so I could do a statistical analysis to see if there was an upward trend

and if there are global pockets of people; sort of a concentration of higher

frequency individuals? So much .. but we have time! and MUCH to learn TOGETHER!

Yes, I tend to be a flamboyant writer, one of my professors made me constantly

re-write my term papers for being TOO WORDY.. imagine that..

MANY SMILES

Namaste my brothers and sisters!

MIchelle

 

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Hi Michelle and -

 

I want to let you know that I am a K dancer too. My movement are not as specific

and articulated as yours seem to be, I am more sporadic and quick. I do a lot

shaking and throw my arms and legs in different directions and jump around. Also

grunts, hollers and quick breathing. It is what I do when making my art and only

after a couple years did I discover I could do it away from the art table. Most

usually it is something I elicit, although when I elicit it the response is

spontaneous.

 

I have for quite a while wanted to organize dance performances based on this. I

know a couple of folks who seem to do something similar. But it has not

developed yet. It is a bit challenging to frame in a performance as there is no

structure to it, that is it is ongoing. But this is my goal.

 

Here are links to videos of two presentations I did do. was at attendance

at the one inside.

 

 

 

As to teaching, I would have absolutely no idea how to do this as the response

is so spontaneous and requires finding a special place within which I do not

think I could direct others to find.

 

But if any one in the Northern California area wants to do some moving together

as an experiment, please let me know.

 

Bret

 

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> Thank you - I see you as the Shakti dancer. Maybe you could start a new dance

program - there is a dance program that someone began called Kundalini dance (

costs money to learn)- supposedly to raise the K - seems to me you are the real

Kundalini dancer -guided by the Goddess herself.

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I'm not a dancer, but I had a single episode of K dancing a couple months ago.

It was at the end of a long run. As I slowed for my cooldown walk, my arms and

hands started to move around me, graceful, flowing, almost hula-like, with hand

mudras shifting and flowing. The sun was behind me, casting my shadow in front

of me, and it was a sight to behold. It was just my arms, not my legs, but I

thought it was neat!

 

Peace,

Shaz

[Guest guest]

Thank you so much for sharing, Bret. I'm moved by the breathe inbetween the

movements. My legs can understand that quaking; it makes my heart race. I have

not experienced dance as how Michelle does, nor anything like your art

expression, but I have experienced a more tribal type of dance, and most

certainly hand mudras which are a dance in and of themselves. It's so

fascinating, individual yet universal. Thank you again.

 

Love:

Danielle

 

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