Good Omen to me, Tara

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Blessings To All Especially Chrism,

 

Thank you all for such wonderful support & life saving information for

frustrated Souls.

 

I've looked hard to find those I felt can help me, the most, with vertigo that

is causing respiratory & other paralysis upon movement & continuous low

frequency sounds.

 

Yesterday, I started to arrange staying 2wks at a Shamanistic Retreat near where

I live. The movement from traveling, I shall be able to control with meditation,

as I have previously when breathing becomes labored from temporary paralysis.

 

I was emailing the Retreat. I feed birds at my back window on a round table. We

have lots of snow so I put seed under so they don't have to dig so hard.

 

It snowed 4 " & my person hadn't come yet to take care of that. But I hear all

these sounds & look out the window & all I see is BLACK....then I see it's

BIRDS... crackels. They were all over the place & had never come before! I've

not had that many birds at all in my back yard. I just looked & said,

" Whoaaa...there's a message here! " I had no sooner said that when they got

spooked & all flew away...they did NOT return!

 

My Soul now has a safe place to fly into The Great Mystery / Void / Unknown to

find My Truth within & connect to The Feminine Principle.

 

I am excited at the prospect of allowing what ever Spirit has for me to embrace

& to share that Sacred Gift with All Beings, anywhere & everywhere! I am Blessed

in so many ways even if the Road has been a bit rough; I can for sure say it has

been exciting, informative & a TRIP!

 

I was taught & raised to fear Spirit...Spirit hurts you when you're bad & why

people abuse/rape me,why I'm sick/chronic illness. If I hear or feel Spirit,

then I'm just actually INSANE...so I MUST BE LOCKED AWAY somewhere! Threats I

grew up with, actual experiences that I did end up locked up because people

wanted to control me & what I did...just because I am different & don't follow

the same drummer as everyone else. Speaking up has gotten me hurt;in all ways;

many times. I learned to stuff it; if I want to be safe. Keep secrets &

stuff...fear mounts. So I am afraid to let go because I shall be locked up,

medicated & lost.

 

BUT NOW I MAY FEEL SAFE & FLY ABOVE the vertigo to realease me from a tangled

web, woven by many but soley my responsibility to repair...so I may then

continue my Flight To Spirit!

 

Blessings/Love/Peace,

Tara On A Spiritual High! ; )

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