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--- On Sat, 1/9/10, Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen wrote:

 

 

Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen

Fw: Re: Daydreams/imagination ADDITION

TO 1st POST

 

Saturday, January 9, 2010, 5:14 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

--- On Sat, 1/9/10, Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen wrote:

 

 

Diane Baugh <cdgbdronningen

Re: Daydreams/imagination and request

for K family input/help

 

Saturday, January 9, 2010, 4:47 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Michelle:  I have been reading your posts, and it is obvious that you are

experiencing an active kundalini process.  But, like Julia, I have some

concerns regarding your journey.  IMHO there is a danger of becoming so focused

on the phenomenen,  that you  become unbalanced in living the process out. 

Kundalini  is a gift to each of us, but IMHO that does not make us better than

the rest of humanity.  As i have understood it, one of the purposes of the gift

of kundalini is to develop the individual human gifted with this process to be

able to offer their lives in service to others, as is doing.  He is the

best example I know of someone who literally gives themself and their life away

in service to others.  So while you are in the early stage of this process, and

caught up in the newness and joy of it all,   recognize that the journey will

require a great deal of you in the future as you grow through the porcess.  I

would also like to caution you in regard to the danger of ego involvement as

Julia has:  We as individuals are not the generaters of this process and it's

not about our deserving enlightenment.  While the journey may be exciting in

the beginning, the end result will be the deminishment of the ego, and if the

ego fights for control, the process will be that much harder.  The most

important thing I can tell you is to practice the Safeties every day without

fail

 

Please accept these words in the spirit in which they are offered: with love and

concern for your wellbeing.  I became k active in 1993, so I have been on this

journey awhile, and I am almost 69, so I have had many life experiences.

 

Peace and Love to you Michelle   

DianeK

 

 

 

 

 

--- On Sat, 1/9/10, Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote:

 

 

Julia Ahern <jajahern

Re: Daydreams/imagination and request

for K family input/help

 

Saturday, January 9, 2010, 6:12 AM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hi Michelle,

day dreams are probably all the things you are wondering about, imagination and

devine communication but ego also has a hidden input, or so I have often found

with me...lol!

 I have always had this type of " ability " to watch a whole movie in my head.

For me too often a senario or episode is given but the ending is not seen. 

For me to judge the usefullness of these episodes I need to see who is the

director of the movie and who is reviewing it..lol!  If I can discren that then

the " movie " can be helpful and I learn a lot. 

Do you know who directed your movie, are you aware of which " part " of you was

" excited " by what was happening. Often for me the ego is entwined in the me that

is reviewing and the ego is one clever reviewer!!

Such movies can be very complicated (for me anyways) because there are different

aspects or desires that are attracted to the different possible endings, even

parts of myself would be attracted to the most undesired possible outcome,

and I have found that this is often the crux of the matter.

I think your daydream is wonderful but dangerous.  Be careful.  Ego is very

cunning.

You asked for feed back and opinions so here is mine.  tread very carefully

Michelle.  it is early days.  I know in some respects you have been here all

your life but in many many ways it is really early days.  Containing the wonder

and beauty and joy of what is happening within and on the body and spirit  can

seem impossible to do as we want to shout out loud about the love that is being

given. I think being able to hold this in oneself is one of the earlier lessons

given.  Well that is what I came to know about me anyways. At this time

shakti is with you in a tactile way almost all the time and your shared dancing

and connection is gifting you with a presence that is exraordinary in the

ordinary life.  I would see the day dream as  as Shaktis gift and invitation

to share this presence and beauty and love with your husband.  step by step by

step.

As for telling him of what is happening I would suspect that ego has sneaked

into this daydream and it is ego who is suggesting the wordy explanations.

my words of advice would be, don't tell him yet, take it step by step and begin

by sharing the dance with him that you saw yourself do in the dream.  Just you

and the dance. 

Well you did ask...lol!

Lots of love to you dancing queen,

julia.

 

 

 

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miaminewbies <mballinger@bellsout h.net>

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1

Sat, January 9, 2010 1:52:05 AM

[Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Daydreams/imaginati on and request

for K family input/help

 

 

Contemplation: Are daydreams real possibilities or messages from the divine or

just purely my imagination?

 

Example: I'll have a thought form pop in my head and then I carry it through the

entire scenario, conversations, outcomes, etc. etc. etc.

Are these simply imagination or the divine showing the true possibilities?

 

Enough of the sidestepping. Here's the scoop. I had a daydream about my spouse.

The focus: I have to spill the beans about where I'm at in my Kundalini

awakening journey and have to face the music whatever the outcome is.

 

I imagined it being night time and I was in one of my meditative almost trancey

states. I walk into the living room where he is and have on a quite revealing

outfit. My dance begins and I feel as if I am a feature Mediterranean type

dancer. I am not watching him. Simply performing. He KNOWS this is not the real

me but is intrigued. (NOTE: I fall down over invisible cracks in the sidewalk

and trip in every pothole in the woods; GRACE is NOT my el natural!

 

I then saunter over to him and do the dance close but not touching him. After

things progress as expected I begin moving backwards on all fours w/ my head

down to the ground and my long hair trailing the floor. I remain prone on the

ground until he acknowledges me.

 

I ask him to come hug me and then we just sit. I tell him that I have things to

tell him and that it might scare him but this was just a small example of the

wonderful things that are happening to me. That he has to make a decision right

here and now if he is going to stick w/ me and support me through the

good/bad/or ugly of this adventure or if he's going to freak out, grab the kids

and split and use it against me to keep the kids away from me.

 

This is a very real scenario that I'm going to have to face so it doesn't

surprise me that my brain would take it to this level and play it out end to

end.

 

So.. again.. is it all imagination or is it the divine showing me that it can be

a peaceful presentation of the facts and that there is not really a fear in it?

That if I present it this way that the ODDS of a negative reaction may be

lessened??

 

VERY SERIOUS situation for me.. ya'll input/guidance is greatly appreciated. I

have some major decisions to make whether or not to play out this little

daydream/imaginatio n episode. Currently he knows nothing of this NOR the

kriyas! SOMEHOW I've been able to not experience them in his eyeview..

 

Michelle