Introduction to James

[Guest guest]

James - I can so relate to your quote below. I have spent my entire life

trying to discern between ego and truth, wrong and right, good and bad. I have

spent my entire life trying to tap into the Higher Self and receive guidance

over the ego confusion. I will be so bold as to guess that this is the common

thread that brought all of us here together, regardless of background.

 

These were my intentions that led me to these experiences. So that is what

I remind myself of, that I know my true intentions, so this must be why new and

different perceptions and experiences are being brought into my awareness. And

this must be where everyone else is coming from also, otherwise they would not

be here having these same (sometimes unusual) experiences.

 

What I do is I say to myself, " I surrender only to Higher states of

awareness. I surrender to allow myself to be a vehicle only for the Holy

Spirit. " (Also what I feel comfortable calling this Energy, Linda!) I don't

think that it matters what language we use or what symbols we relate to or what

we were taught to believe, only what is in our hearts - to merge with this

Perfect Love.

 

This is what I think has brought us together - we are all in love with the

Powerful Peace.

 

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

Re: James:

 

Thanks for this. Have been feeling it on all levels the last few days..

Sometimes the thoughts seems so intense and I find it hard to discern between

ego and truth. Between wrong and right and good and bad. Moreover I just find it

hard to make decisions about even mundane things like what to eat. I dont know

which is my Higher Self and which is my ego thinking it is my Higher Self. I

find it hard to discern the truth from the fiction if yo know what I mean. So I

stumble on trying to trust in something but no longer sure what I am trusting

in.

James

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks Debs

Its just again I have been feeling these crawling sensations in my body and

intense vaccuum cleaner like hands and wrists etc haha. It feels like things

crawling inside of me specially at night when I lay down and when I get up. The

best way to describe it is that I feel there are things inside of me, and if

there are things inside of me then which voice is me. It becomes this revolving

cycle. But maybe as people say it is just the kundalini energy and maybe there

is nothing inside of me. Because certainly the protection prayers dont seem to

change the symptoms very much or at least cause any relief from them. So maybe

it is all kundalini and i just need to let it flow.

Sometimes I also feel that being opened up like this has enabled me to see

infiinity in everything. And in doing this it is almost that everything is the

same and has both ultimate value and no value at all. This is why I find it so

hard sometimes to make a decision.

James

 

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Deb111222 <Deb111222

Re: Introduction to James

 

Received: Monday, 11 January, 2010, 4:59 AM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

James - I can so relate to your quote below. I have spent my entire life trying

to discern between ego and truth, wrong and right, good and bad. I have spent my

entire life trying to tap into the Higher Self and receive guidance over the ego

confusion. I will be so bold as to guess that this is the common thread that

brought all of us here together, regardless of background.

 

These were my intentions that led me to these experiences. So that is what I

remind myself of, that I know my true intentions, so this must be why new and

different perceptions and experiences are being brought into my awareness. And

this must be where everyone else is coming from also, otherwise they would not

be here having these same (sometimes unusual) experiences.

 

What I do is I say to myself, " I surrender only to Higher states of awareness. I

surrender to allow myself to be a vehicle only for the Holy Spirit. " (Also what

I feel comfortable calling this Energy, Linda!) I don't think that it matters

what language we use or what symbols we relate to or what we were taught to

believe, only what is in our hearts - to merge with this Perfect Love.

 

This is what I think has brought us together - we are all in love with the

Powerful Peace.

 

GCDeb

 

Re: James:

 

Thanks for this. Have been feeling it on all levels the last few days..

Sometimes the thoughts seems so intense and I find it hard to discern between

ego and truth. Between wrong and right and good and bad. Moreover I just find it

hard to make decisions about even mundane things like what to eat. I dont know

which is my Higher Self and which is my ego thinking it is my Higher Self. I

find it hard to discern the truth from the fiction if yo know what I mean. So I

stumble on trying to trust in something but no longer sure what I am trusting

in.

James

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi James,  maybe this might help if I share a bit about my own crawling things.

I went through phases of crawling things.  some phases were more challenging to

surrender to and some phases went on for a lot longer than others.  I also get

little crawling sessions now that last very short times, sometimes only seconds

or mins or sometimes for longer.  So here are what it feels likie for me. 

Lots of ants walking over different parts of my body.  very often on my face

and in the head, but could be my hands or legs or body too.  these crawling

sensations are felt on the surface of the skin.

then there are the small little snakes that travel inside of the skin.  again

the face was a favorite location for my crawlies.  I have also had what I

described here as those scarrob (sp) egyptian beetles crawl inside my skin. 

These travel in a different way inside the skin to the way the small little

snakes travel.

The thing I have found about K James is that these things do pass.  ( all

things pass even the very good things!!)  I know it is hard to surrender but if

you could believe that these crawling things are K and are not really snakes or

beetles,. it is just your mind needing to make sense of the sensations.  If you

can just accept the sensations as they are and know that there is no harm going

to come from surrendering to the work K is doinjg I am sure that peace will come

your way James.

Love Julia.

 

 

 

________________________________

James Crompton <james_cromptonbring

 

Sun, January 10, 2010 10:09:39 PM

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Thanks Debs

Its just again I have been feeling these crawling sensations in my body and

intense vaccuum cleaner like hands and wrists etc haha. It feels like things

crawling inside of me specially at night when I lay down and when I get up. The

best way to describe it is that I feel there are things inside of me, and if

there are things inside of me then which voice is me. It becomes this revolving

cycle. But maybe as people say it is just the kundalini energy and maybe there

is nothing inside of me. Because certainly the protection prayers dont seem to

change the symptoms very much or at least cause any relief from them. So maybe

it is all kundalini and i just need to let it flow.

Sometimes I also feel that being opened up like this has enabled me to see

infiinity in everything. And in doing this it is almost that everything is the

same and has both ultimate value and no value at all. This is why I find it so

hard sometimes to make a decision.

James

 

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Received: Monday, 11 January, 2010, 4:59 AM

 

 

 

James - I can so relate to your quote below. I have spent my entire life trying

to discern between ego and truth, wrong and right, good and bad. I have spent my

entire life trying to tap into the Higher Self and receive guidance over the ego

confusion. I will be so bold as to guess that this is the common thread that

brought all of us here together, regardless of background.

 

These were my intentions that led me to these experiences. So that is what I

remind myself of, that I know my true intentions, so this must be why new and

different perceptions and experiences are being brought into my awareness. And

this must be where everyone else is coming from also, otherwise they would not

be here having these same (sometimes unusual) experiences.

 

What I do is I say to myself, " I surrender only to Higher states of awareness. I

surrender to allow myself to be a vehicle only for the Holy Spirit. " (Also what

I feel comfortable calling this Energy, Linda!) I don't think that it matters

what language we use or what symbols we relate to or what we were taught to

believe, only what is in our hearts - to merge with this Perfect Love.

 

This is what I think has brought us together - we are all in love with the

Powerful Peace.

 

GCDeb

 

Re: James:

 

Thanks for this. Have been feeling it on all levels the last few days..

Sometimes the thoughts seems so intense and I find it hard to discern between

ego and truth. Between wrong and right and good and bad. Moreover I just find it

hard to make decisions about even mundane things like what to eat. I dont know

which is my Higher Self and which is my ego thinking it is my Higher Self. I

find it hard to discern the truth from the fiction if yo know what I mean. So I

stumble on trying to trust in something but no longer sure what I am trusting

in.

James

 

 

[Guest guest]

Thanks Julia

Yes I relate to the scarab beetles and ants and crawling in my head and hands

and into my stomach. Yes it is inside my skin that I feel these things. I guess

when you are lying down and doing nothing it is easier to notice this. Its just

they seem to bother me more in the morning and at night. And I have always

thought that it was something wrong with my reiki or something inside me. But

knowing that other people experience all this as well gives me comfort that I

can handle it and that it is not what my mind wants to think it is. I tihnk it

is the thinking about it that is the problem. Thanks - James.

[Guest guest]

Hey James - what always strikes me whenever I read your posts is your

heartfelt sincerity and such good intentions. It is my belief that you are

already on the right track and I think you are going to be just fine!

 

I now understand that what you describe is so classic Kundalini - that

feeling that something is crawling inside of you and the heightened feelings at

night. Although I did not understand that at all when it first happened to me.

I remember describing it all to about a year ago and telling him, " It

feels like I am possessed! " I was freaking out! I resisted a LOT. I don't

know how I would have survived that without Chrism's reassurance.

 

Like you, I wondered, " what exactly am I surrendering to? " But then I

decided that if my true desire was to receive guidance from a Higher Power, and

that if I surrendered only to that Higher Power, then I should be pretty safe.

So that is what I did and then I started experiencing some of the beauty of it

and that really helped. Perhaps protection prayers may indicate fear, so maybe

just concentrate on the love that you feel for your Higher Power in whatever way

that feels right for you.

 

But I agree with Julia - it will pass. I am beginning to recognize a

pattern that sometimes the Energy is more active than other times. Hope this

helps!

 

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Re: James:

 

 

 

 

 

Thanks Debs

Its just again I have been feeling these crawling sensations in my body and

intense vaccuum cleaner like hands and wrists etc haha. It feels like things

crawling inside of me specially at night when I lay down and when I get up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Yeah its funny

Its almost like saying the protection prayers seems foreign to me and almost

insincere. I find it hard to imagine different coloured lights around my aura

and so forth, even though I am conscious that I have one, I guess, the idea

still feels a bit foreign to me. So thanks for that. I think its partly that I

notice the symptoms more when I lye down to bed with the light off. And its

quite disconcerting before I go to sleep and then when I wake up in the morning

feeling all discombobulated, it makes some of the way out things that people

have led me to believe are happening might actually be true. For example that

their are entities around me and that I am astral travelling during my sleep

without a guide and picking them up off other planets. haha. Or should I say

hoooha. lol

Thanks

James

[Guest guest]

James:

 

 

it makes some of the way out things that people have led me to believe are

happening might actually be true. For example that their are entities around me

and that I am astral travelling during my sleep without a guide and picking them

up off other planets. haha.

 

 

 

GCDeb: This reminds me of something so funny. A couple of years ago (when

Bush was still president) I said to one of my coworkers, " If a space ship landed

right out there in the parking lot and picked up the President of the United

States, I would not be surprised. " Then within an hour, a police officer came

in the building and told us, " President Bush is on his way here. " LOL! Could

not believe it, but it was true! So yeah, I'd believe anything!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hmmm. hehe. Funny story. I think though sometimes believing those stories does

not really help the situation unless there is actually something somebody could

do to fix it. So telling me I am astral travelling and picking up entities in my

sleep from diffferent planets does not actually help me one bit really. But if

it is kundalini enegy, then that does help me, because then I know that there is

nothing really to worry about, as other people have been through this and it

will pass and it is just a matter of surrender.

James

 

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James:

 

it makes some of the way out things that people have led me to believe are

happening might actually be true. For example that their are entities around me

and that I am astral travelling during my sleep without a guide and picking them

up off other planets. haha.

 

GCDeb: This reminds me of something so funny. A couple of years ago (when Bush

was still president) I said to one of my coworkers, " If a space ship landed

right out there in the parking lot and picked up the President of the United

States, I would not be surprised. " Then within an hour, a police officer came in

the building and told us, " President Bush is on his way here. " LOL! Could not

believe it, but it was true! So yeah, I'd believe anything!

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hey James - no I do not think you are picking up entities in your sleep

from different planets, sorry - did not mean to give that impression at all! I

definitely think that what is happening to you is Kundalini energy and that

there is nothing to worry about.

 

I was just joking about the " I'd believe anything " thing, because I said

that before and that is what happened. I was going to apologize for bringing

that up because it is not K related, but then again, maybe it was!!??!! One

thing is for sure - it was a wild coincidence. I got a kick out of it! By the

way - the spaceship never showed up! Obviously! LOL!

 

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

 

Re: James:

 

 

 

 

 

Hmmm. hehe. Funny story. I think though sometimes believing those stories does

not really help the situation unless there is actually something somebody could

do to fix it. So telling me I am astral travelling and picking up entities in my

sleep from diffferent planets does not actually help me one bit really. But if

it is kundalini enegy, then that does help me, because then I know that there is

nothing really to worry about, as other people have been through this and it

will pass and it is just a matter of surrender.

James

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Ah Debz

No worries. I wasn't referring to you when I said that. I was referring to the

person who told me that. haha

Its all good. And thanks for your story.

James

 

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Hey James - no I do not think you are picking up entities in your sleep from

different planets, sorry - did not mean to give that impression at all! I

definitely think that what is happening to you is Kundalini energy and that

there is nothing to worry about.

 

I was just joking about the " I'd believe anything " thing, because I said that

before and that is what happened. I was going to apologize for bringing that up

because it is not K related, but then again, maybe it was!!??!! One thing is for

sure - it was a wild coincidence. I got a kick out of it! By the way - the

spaceship never showed up! Obviously! LOL!

 

GCDeb

 

Re: James:

 

Hmmm. hehe. Funny story. I think though sometimes believing those stories does

not really help the situation unless there is actually something somebody could

do to fix it. So telling me I am astral travelling and picking up entities in my

sleep from diffferent planets does not actually help me one bit really. But if

it is kundalini enegy, then that does help me, because then I know that there is

nothing really to worry about, as other people have been through this and it

will pass and it is just a matter of surrender.

James

 

 

[Guest guest]

Yes, it is all good James! I kind of thought that is what you meant! No

worries indeed!

 

GCDeb

 

 

 

Re: James:

 

 

Ah Debz

No worries. I wasn't referring to you when I said that. I was referring to the

person who told me that. haha

Its all good. And thanks for your story.

James