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I remember James after I returned from the void and after the exstacy passed I

came to live in a very detached place.  I did not like it.  well to start with

there was neither liking or disliking it just was as it was.  but in living the

life in this body and with others I found that I wanted the detachment to

change.  I iknow this sounds silly, like how cdould you really be detached and

yet have feelings of not wanting to be detached but in the many bodys we have I

thinki this is quite possible!   I can understand that you are seeing infinity

in everything and that  for you at this time

there is ultimate value and no value in everything.  Again james if I am normal

(lol) then I know you are normal and ok too because I have experienced something

similar to you and that phase has passed. ( It is the one phase I really hope

will never be returned to me, but while I say that I will accept it if it does.)

James if it is ok with you I would like to send some prayer and love that you

will be able to surrender at this time to the gift that is being given to

you.  let me know if this is ok or not.

Love julia

 

 

 

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Julia Ahern <jajahern

 

Sun, January 10, 2010 11:08:16 PM

Re: Re: Introduction to James

 

 

Hi James,  maybe this might help if I share a bit about my own crawling things.

I went through phases of crawling things.  some phases were more challenging to

surrender to and some phases went on for a lot longer than others.  I also get

little crawling sessions now that last very short times, sometimes only seconds

or mins or sometimes for longer.  So here are what it feels likie for me. 

Lots of ants walking over different parts of my body.  very often on my face

and in the head, but could be my hands or legs or body too..  these crawling

sensations are felt on the surface of the skin.

then there are the small little snakes that travel inside of the skin.  again

the face was a favorite location for my crawlies.  I have also had what I

described here as those scarrob (sp) egyptian beetles crawl inside my skin. 

These travel in a different way inside the skin to the way the small little

snakes travel.

The thing I have found about K James is that these things do pass.  ( all

things pass even the very good things!!)  I know it is hard to surrender but if

you could believe that these crawling things are K and are not really snakes or

beetles,. it is just your mind needing to make sense of the sensations.  If you

can just accept the sensations as they are and know that there is no harm going

to come from surrendering to the work K is doinjg I am sure that peace will come

your way James.

Love Julia.

 

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James Crompton <james_crompton@ .co. nz>bring

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1

Sun, January 10, 2010 10:09:39 PM

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Thanks Debs

Its just again I have been feeling these crawling sensations in my body and

intense vaccuum cleaner like hands and wrists etc haha. It feels like things

crawling inside of me specially at night when I lay down and when I get up. The

best way to describe it is that I feel there are things inside of me, and if

there are things inside of me then which voice is me. It becomes this revolving

cycle. But maybe as people say it is just the kundalini energy and maybe there

is nothing inside of me.. Because certainly the protection prayers dont seem to

change the symptoms very much or at least cause any relief from them. So maybe

it is all kundalini and i just need to let it flow.

Sometimes I also feel that being opened up like this has enabled me to see

infiinity in everything. And in doing this it is almost that everything is the

same and has both ultimate value and no value at all. This is why I find it so

hard sometimes to make a decision.

James

 

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[Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Re: Introduction to James

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Received: Monday, 11 January, 2010, 4:59 AM

 

 

 

James - I can so relate to your quote below. I have spent my entire life trying

to discern between ego and truth, wrong and right, good and bad. I have spent my

entire life trying to tap into the Higher Self and receive guidance over the ego

confusion. I will be so bold as to guess that this is the common thread that

brought all of us here together, regardless of background.

 

These were my intentions that led me to these experiences. So that is what I

remind myself of, that I know my true intentions, so this must be why new and

different perceptions and experiences are being brought into my awareness. And

this must be where everyone else is coming from also, otherwise they would not

be here having these same (sometimes unusual) experiences.

 

What I do is I say to myself, " I surrender only to Higher states of awareness. I

surrender to allow myself to be a vehicle only for the Holy Spirit. " (Also what

I feel comfortable calling this Energy, Linda!) I don't think that it matters

what language we use or what symbols we relate to or what we were taught to

believe, only what is in our hearts - to merge with this Perfect Love.

 

This is what I think has brought us together - we are all in love with the

Powerful Peace.

 

GCDeb

 

Re: James:

 

Thanks for this. Have been feeling it on all levels the last few days..

Sometimes the thoughts seems so intense and I find it hard to discern between

ego and truth. Between wrong and right and good and bad. Moreover I just find it

hard to make decisions about even mundane things like what to eat. I dont know

which is my Higher Self and which is my ego thinking it is my Higher Self. I

find it hard to discern the truth from the fiction if yo know what I mean. So I

stumble on trying to trust in something but no longer sure what I am trusting

in.

James