Guest guest Posted January 14, 2010 Report Share Posted January 14, 2010 Following the new years party I had a fantastic dream. In this dream I was slowly falling down as I viewed all of my memories in my subconscious. It was like a wall with pictures and animated people. I recall seeing Travis barker, drummer from blink182. I was surprised to see him specifically. I guess the tattoo that he has really had an impact on my psyche. He has a tattoo which reads Self-Made. I even got a chance to reenact a scene from the wolverine comics in which Professor Charles joins wolverine to a trip in to his psyche. Wolvie decides to go ape sh@t and attack his painful memories. This is where charles says, " Careful Logan, the mind is a fragile thing. My first impulse was to imagine a gun and start shooting, when the narrator says, " Careful the mind is a fragile thing. " HEheehee. Cool. Anyways, As I kept on descending I finally landed on the bed. My body was vibrating with kundalini energy all over. Total ecstasy. Is this what you guys refer to as shakti? Then, My higher self I believe it was told me...you have a child inside of you that wants to cry. So I surrendered and that aspect of myself cried. It was truly an amazing release for the K energies made it pretty much painless. The next thing that was released from my being was the fear of Satan. For after the crying I heard a voice that said Satan!! I surrendered that also for it has been a long time in which I don't believe in the devil. Crazy how it was still buried in there. God bless Christianity! Now the 3rd healing session was with regards to guilt and self-criticism. It has been a very rough 2-3 for me which played a part in me deluding myself and shredding my being into a million pieces. In this part I started seeing the monsters I associated myself with because of my actions and " Shakti? " Took care of all that guilt as well. Awesome I thought! Embracing the new now gets easier and easier now that all that has been taking care of. It would have taken me so much longer due to the fact that I still hear voices. It would have done, don't get me wrong. But god bless shakti! Woke up feeling 1000 pounds lighter! The most impressive thing of my dream was the ending. There was a picture of a little black cat with humongous eyes. I instantly sayed woah panther! Cuz I have seen them in my dreams before. What really stood out where his big eyes wich very clearly to me resembled Ghandi's essence. I have seen Ghandi in dreams before. Interesting stuff I believe. I hope I am close to evolving to the next level. I am greatful for all the healing which has taken place and I am more than eager to hear silence for the first time in years. I miss only one voice in my head. Thank God healing is guaranteed. Boy, spirit really does heal you if you heal yourself. Awesome. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2010 Report Share Posted January 15, 2010 That's the kind of releases i want! Where it is all explained... but my lesson is to surrender to not knowing, darn. Congratulations! That was an interesting read. Carla 2010/1/14 dieguetti_dpb <diegopi > > > Following the new years party I had a fantastic dream. In this dream I was > slowly falling down as I viewed all of my memories in my subconscious. It > was like a wall with pictures and animated people. I recall see > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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