Guest guest Posted January 14, 2010 Report Share Posted January 14, 2010 OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the top of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one with GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE LOVE!!! This is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words will never approach it. Then you may hear your name being called when nobody is in the room except you. Or you may see the floating lights that nobody sees except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not so easy to experience these experiences. Thus begins the break down of a persons basic reality. The laws of science go flying out the window as the room is filled with the sounds of a million crickets or bees that are humming every where but there are no crickets to be seen and no bees to be found and yet there is that humming and chirping! And lets not forget the flute players! Hi guys! The dreams are filled with snakes and spiders and people with glowing blue eyes. " YIKES " Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and somehow the smell of incense and roses has come into your home and your not burning it! Yep the deep end has come and your swimming in it! And now fear has begun to creep more expressivly into your thoughts. " Am I nuts? Did I really see that dancing blue girl and did she really change into a snake and go into my closet? I will NEVER go into that closet to find out! " Now the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere else. A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your mind. Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the adrenals pump out the epinephrine. Fighting and fleeing only works when it isnt internal to the body. " Who said that? " " What? " " Oh... that was me. Oh Sh & t! " " I am still me...I am still me...I am still meee... (insert theme from twilight zone here) " OK OK THAT was me. But I know " their " listening to me! Whoever they are! " " I am nuts?! Ahhhh! Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont really...feel nuts. I feel like the same old me. This cant be a hang over as I havent seen " HER " for about six months. She of the double margarita's. But I MUST BE. But it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing these...these...things! " AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not know about Kundalini or the awakening process. Sometimes years can go by and many stays at the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms are merely put on hold or become twisted into worse forms than before. Drugs can do that with Kundalini. For those of you searching for this expression these scenarios may occur for you but the difference is the fear will not be so complete. For you, I or someone else who knows will be here and your journey will be understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what is going on. So no worries! - blessings - (repost) chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 15, 2010 Report Share Posted January 15, 2010 Hehe! This reminded me. A day or so ago this big vision bee flew right up close to my face. It was so real I ducked to keep it from hitting me right in the face. This bee was almost as big as my face. LOL! Much like watching a 3D movie. Linda , " " <> wrote: > > > OH!!! UGH!! OH! (pant pant) UH OOHH!!! Then silence except for some > strangled noises as the back arches and the energy shoots out the > top of the skull. Ecstacyyyyyyyy!!! At one with all creation. At one > with GOD with LOVE with LIFE and WITH EVERYTHING!!! I LOVE LOVE > LOVE!!! > > This is how a sudden expression of Kundalini can feel though words > will never approach it. > > Then you may hear your name being called when nobody is in the room > except you. Or you may see the floating lights that nobody sees > except you. Its easy to read of these experiences not so easy to > experience these experiences. > > Thus begins the break down of a persons basic reality. The laws of > science go flying out the window as the room is filled with the > sounds of a million crickets or bees that are humming every where > but there are no crickets to be seen and no bees to be found and yet > there is that humming and chirping! And lets not forget the flute > players! Hi guys! > > The dreams are filled with snakes and spiders and people with > glowing blue eyes. " YIKES " Dis-embodied eyes are floating around and > somehow the smell of incense and roses has come into your home and > your not burning it! Yep the deep end has come and your swimming in > it! > > And now fear has begun to creep more expressivly into your thoughts. > > " Am I nuts? Did I really see that dancing blue girl and did she > really change into a snake and go into my closet? I will NEVER go > into that closet to find out! " > > Now the consciousness starts to scatter as fear and doubt of mental > stability fall away into a knowing that reality has gone somewhere > else. > > A feeling you are in trouble ticks away in what is left of your mind. > > Paranoia is next on the menu as the kidneys expand and the adrenals > pump out the epinephrine. Fighting and fleeing only works when it > isnt internal to the body. > > " Who said that? " > " What? " > " Oh... that was me. Oh Sh & t! " > " I am still me...I am still me...I am still meee... > > (insert theme from twilight zone here) > > " OK OK THAT was me. But I know " their " listening to me! Whoever they > are! " > > " I am nuts?! Ahhhh! Yippeeee! Except.....except.... I dont > really...feel nuts. I feel like the same old me. This cant be a hang > over as I havent seen " HER " for about six months. She of the > double margarita's. > > But I MUST BE. But it doesnt feel like I am. But I cannot be seeing > these...these...things! " > > AAAnd so it goes for those of us who do not know about Kundalini or > the awakening process. Sometimes years can go by and many stays at > the local psyche ward and even then the symptoms are merely put on > hold or become twisted into worse forms than before. Drugs can do > that with Kundalini. > > For those of you searching for this expression these scenarios may > occur for you but the difference is the fear will not be so > complete. For you, I or someone else who knows will be here and your journey will be > understood. Much of the fear is about not knowing what is going on. > So no worries! - blessings - (repost) chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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