Kundalini People in the MD's Office

[Guest guest]

This is hilarious Chrism! Yes, the last time I went to the doctor was for

a follow-up about a week before Christmas and I told him that I thought I was

doing better (because I had been talking to you guys) and he called me in his

office and asked me to very slowly explain the symptoms again. Of course, I

didn't tell him everything! Just about the hand and facial kriyas (because that

was most scary for me) and he said, " Well, if you are feeling better than we are

not going to go looking for trouble. But I know one thing, I don't want you to

ever, ever run out of anti-anxiety pills. Take two at a time if you need to! "

LOL!

 

But I know - that is not the answer! I have only used them in extreme

anxiety situations at work. Most days I don't take them at all. I am learning

to surrender. This is not going away! Last night, I woke up literally

" buzzing " and I could hear a couple of my coworkers talking. They are a huge

part of my life - I spend more time with them than my own family. I work with

almost 100 people, so as the saying goes down there, " it takes all kinds! "

 

A couple of nights ago, I decided to get brave and try meditation again

(but not with CD's - oh no!) And I saw this white bird with a yellow beak come

flying right at my face and veer to my left right before it hit me in the face!

Then I saw this young girl with curly hair looking me right in the eyes, very

close to me, and then her eyes turned really blue and then they dilated real

big. I wondered, " what does that dilating thing mean? " It didn't disturb me

too much, but then went to bed and started having hand kriyas again - this time

my left thumb went nuts. That always scares me! So then was thinking, " can't

go forward and can't go back! "

 

So I am just learning, listening, surrendering and praying a lot! Trying

to get in that more positive emotion place! Thanks so much for everything!

 

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

 

 

MD: " How is your medical insurance? "