Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 This morning after a nice peace pipe session by myself (which isn't something I normally do) I lay in my bed listening to music. Specifically Death Cab for Cutie. The song that started the whole experience is called " I Will Possess Your Heart " . This is the first time I'm writing this down so bear with me if my thoughts seem a little out of wack. THe introduction to this song is really long, so I foundmyself breathing in time with the music, then falling INTO the music. My chest began to to tighten and I felt as if something was entering my body, I wasn't too sure, but still I went with it. Then then earpiece fell out of my ear and I KNEW it was another facet of me I haden't ever experienced before, the hand gestures that came up to put the ear piece in were like those of someone who has nails that are too long, so instead of grabbing things like normal they stretch their fingers out to avoid clicking the nails? I soon found these hands over my bellybutton, which I'm assuming was for that chakra, when the hands were removed I felt a *pop* and the kidney which I had removed a few months ago almost seemed to have never left at all! I began to vibrate, but it was more than that, the vibration had a rhythm and it moved to the song. Afer I felt as if my sacral chakra had been opened, it felt as if this warm liquid just rolled up from my feet to my solar plexus and began moving that. The same thing happened, uncontrolled motion until the warm liquid moved up to my heart. Then I knew in order to open my heart I had to get the heart moving. During this I was seeing pictures in my head of the men in my life, and this weird black hand (what I believe to be the hand of whatever it was that was moving me, it was snake/oily like) would put his finger on the picture and say something about it, like " negative energy " or " blocked " and then throw them away, then for one of those pictures he marked a star instead. I also believe there were two forces at work inside me, a male and female, my body felt hot yet my mind was cool so that's why I think that. I began to think on what lessons I will be learning. Then immediately after, which I believe was during the climax of this song I heard a booming voice say LOVE IS FEARLESS! I this extreme pressure began to build up in my heart. I stayed there for a bit absorbing any other feelings, my heart still telling me I had to move to wake it, so I got up and started dancing XD. At this point it was a beautiful release for me and whatever it was controlling me at the time. Afterwards, I got back into bed and fell right back to sleep feeling AMAZING haha. Well that's about it for this, I also posted an introduction to my K-awakening here: /message/60440 During this session, I had an epiphany. I always tell my friend Michelle (who is a member of this group as well) that I don't have the experiences she's having, even though I know everyone has a different way of awakening I still felt like i was missing out. Then I realized that I am an artist, and I DO experience these things, but instead through the music and art that I surround myself with, just like this song spoke to my soul, the artwork I make and see and am apart of speaks to my soul as well, I just have to listen. Thanks again for reading I know I get a bit long winded sometimes XD Live in Love, Jess Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Well I enjoyed reading that, I love hearing about peoples different experiences. I get a lot from music as well, it really effects my perception and how I experience things. Smell is the same for me, just as important! (and thanks for the introduction to dcfb, havent listened to them before and I obviously missed out!) Blessings Andy Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Hi Jess, Sounds like a beautiful healing experience too! What great surrender you showed! Perfect even when things seem a bit strange ha - and then a beautiful gift! Just watched the Y.T. video for the song so many thanks for that too! So great you just went with it!!!!!!! Feels so good...doesn't it? (:(: Thanks for sharing this and wishing you many more happy body buzzes and blissful feelings! Mia D (Debs) , " bandaidctrl " <ef_shadow wrote: > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Well thanks for reading! Music is definitely where I fall into deep states of consciousness, with art I start to express that consciousness. and yeah DCFC is AMAZING lol i love listening to them and I relate to a lot of their music so it's all good Live in Love, Jess , " Andrew " <andyrpreston wrote: > > Well I enjoyed reading that, I love hearing about peoples different experiences. I get a lot from music as well, it really effects my perception and how I experience things. Smell is the same for me, just as important! > > (and thanks for the introduction to dcfb, havent listened to them before and I obviously missed out!) > > Blessings > > Andy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Haha yeah! A few years ago something like this would have sent me into a crying fit, and probably be extremely painful, a good friend of mine who used to be my mentor (and I still see him that way even though it's more of an " equals " thing now) always told me I needed to surrender, I knew what that meant, but I really didn't KNOW what it meant. Thanks for reading and many blessings for you and your experiences! Live in Love, Jess , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 wrote: > > Hi Jess, > > Sounds like a beautiful healing experience too! What great surrender you showed! Perfect even when things seem a bit strange ha - and then a beautiful gift! Just watched the Y.T. video for the song so many thanks for that too! > So great you just went with it!!!!!!! > Feels so good...doesn't it? (:(: > Thanks for sharing this and wishing you many more happy body buzzes and blissful feelings! > Mia D (Debs) > > , " bandaidctrl " <ef_shadow@> wrote: > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Oh and check out " All is Full of Love " that was the song I was listening to right before I will Possess Your Heart " , another really beautiful song , " Andrew " <andyrpreston wrote: > > Well I enjoyed reading that, I love hearing about peoples different experiences. I get a lot from music as well, it really effects my perception and how I experience things. Smell is the same for me, just as important! > > (and thanks for the introduction to dcfb, havent listened to them before and I obviously missed out!) > > Blessings > > Andy > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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