Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Hi All! Here is a copy of a correspondence I sent to and his response (below). I deleted some non-essential information from the correspondence in a way that I don't really see as altering the communication. Trying to deal with this problem has been the centerpiece of my life since it happened. Any further insight? Thanks again for the advice and encouragement. I've been doing the safeties and am very aware of the energetic changes they are causing. Looking forward to the Spring Equinox..... Jeff I WROTE: Dear Chrism, About 6 years ago, I had my first every reiki healing. It seemed to somehow jar my entire energy system loose, to the point where every bit of plaque I hadn't known was there was sort of shaken loose and the energy in my body was suddenly allowed to flow free. I was in intensive religious studies at the time, and spending almost all my time in study and a special form of prayer with a highly energetic meditation component to it. I'd had sporadic third-eye experiences before, but suddenly my eye (as with the rest of my energy system) was open. I could just close my eyes, see the golden ring, and go down it. I had numerous third-eye experiences you and other KAS members have discussed on the message board -- suddenly I was hearing the thoughts and desires of plants, inanimate objects, seeing new souls readying to incarnate (thousands of floating yellow balls of light), and generally perceiving existence as a fantastically more organic, integrated, and radiant being than I had previously thought possible. The only thing was, whenever I prayed or studied, I would get a searing, intense pain on the top of my head. It was concentrated at a single point and felt like someone drilling into my head with a power drill. It was so bad I remember literally falling down and writhing in agony on the floor. But I tried to grind through it thinking that, as you warned NOT to think, that doing more of what had gotten me to that point would continue causing improvement. Unfortunately, I caused harm not good. My third eye slammed shut and I have not been able to do anything at all with it since then. I've gone to half a dozen healers, tried this and that, and nothing has worked. What's so frustrating, is that I am very spiritually aware and sensitive, despite feeling like the spiritual Helen Keller. I can feel the precise shape of the vortex in other people's third eye whenever they 'spin' it, but have felt like I've been locked in an inner prison since then. It has been awful. I would do practically anything to get my eye healed and functioning again. I simply don't know what I need to do or not do to allow my third eye to unclench -- and everything I've tried has been unsuccessful. Do you have any thoughts, advice, or suggestions for healing? Thanks again, Jeffrey CHRISM'S RESPONSE: Hello Jeffrey, You are not broken or in need of being fixed or healed. You are in need of doing the safeties. Make these a practice first. You were given a taste of what your potentials have in store for you but there is internal work to be done. Do this work and your experiences will have more longevity. When we try to force the issue knowingly or not some severe pain can be seen as a way of teaching you what is not needed at this time. And at that time prayer was not needed! No you didnt know and so yes an innocence is within you. But the experience has caused you to search. And in this searching have you gained much knowledge of the qualities of truth and fiction. This is also needed. Your cup is over flowing not half empty. You will need to do some internal balancing and meditation and outreach beyond the limitations of your ego and mind and self. You may wish to be of selfless service for others. Read the safeties three times and see where your initial work can be realized by you. If you are comfortable please post this question and response to the group that others with similar issues may be served. - blessings Jeffery! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Hi Jeff, Thanks for posting this. There was a time I had to back off of any practices also and during that time (I know already talked about the safties) I spent a lot of time in nature...not necessarily meditating; just enjoying, just peaceful. Also spent some time getting out of myself and helping others - all this he already talked about. The body came back into balance. Maybe sometimes we need to just let the body integrate the energy already gifted. The other thing and to me the most important thing I have ever done in terms of k - flowing was and is focusing on love. Unconditional love - love is what for me opened my third eye and really activated the k ... and doing a shaktipat from Chrism really lifted me off. So maybe if you can't meditate I wonder if you can focus on love and appreciation until you really feel it - feel it in your heart for all beings - all life - earth - universe - everything and see how things go. You? asked why is the heart chakra so important - imho its because divinity is love and when you fill yourself up with love for all divinitys creation...divinity answers. Life as you know becomes magical and I have no doubt this love you can feel will put all things in order. But go slow ... and if you feel pressure I would take that as my sign knowing that Shakti is doing her thing and to allow that to happen without even focusing on love so much. No worries because being in nature - just being - will help balance too imho Hey really enjoyed reading your story too! The Gold Ring! Cool! Thanks for that! Debs (Mia D) , " Jeffrey " <getjeff1 wrote: > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Dearest Debs ( Mia D), Yes you rock!!! All we need is LOVE!!! whole lotta love, edgar The other thing and to me the most important thing I have ever done in terms of k - flowing was and is focusing on love. Unconditional love - love is what for me opened my third eye and really activated the k ... and doing a shaktipat from Chrism really lifted me off. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Thats because I have beautiful people like you to rock with! Thank you - you put a big smile on my face you sweet kundalite! Whole lotta love coming back atcha... Debs (mia D) , Edok Ananda <edok.ananda wrote: > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 As I was reading your post close to the end I got sleepy and fell into alter state. I had a vision of a large person caught in a net. Then heard a voice say. " shrink yourself and you can go through the net to freedom. " Kind of a weird thing, but when I came out of that I was back fully wake and read what chrism wrote, I think this might be a message of confirmation of what Chrism said to you. Blessings, Linda , " Jeffrey " <getjeff1 wrote: > > > Hi All! Here is a copy of a correspondence I sent to and his response (below). I deleted some non-essential information from the correspondence in a way that I don't really see as altering the communication. Trying to deal with this problem has been the centerpiece of my life since it happened. Any further insight? > > Thanks again for the advice and encouragement. I've been doing the safeties and am very aware of the energetic changes they are causing. Looking forward to the Spring Equinox..... > > Jeff > > > > I WROTE: > > > Dear Chrism, > > About 6 years ago, I had my first every reiki healing. It seemed to somehow jar my entire energy system loose, to the point where every bit of plaque I hadn't known was there was sort of shaken loose and the energy in my body was suddenly allowed to flow free. I was in intensive religious studies at the time, and spending almost all my time in study and a special form of prayer with a highly energetic meditation component to it. I'd had sporadic third-eye experiences before, but suddenly my eye (as with the rest of my energy system) was open. I could just close my eyes, see the golden ring, and go down it. I had numerous third-eye experiences you and other KAS members have discussed on the message board -- suddenly I was hearing the thoughts and desires of plants, inanimate objects, seeing new souls readying to incarnate (thousands of floating yellow balls of light), and generally perceiving existence as a fantastically more organic, integrated, and radiant being than I had previously thought possible. > > The only thing was, whenever I prayed or studied, I would get a searing, intense pain on the top of my head. It was concentrated at a single point and felt like someone drilling into my head with a power drill. It was so bad I remember literally falling down and writhing in agony on the floor. But I tried to grind through it thinking that, as you warned NOT to think, that doing more of what had gotten me to that point would continue causing improvement. Unfortunately, I caused harm not good. My third eye slammed shut and I have not been able to do anything at all with it since then. I've gone to half a dozen healers, tried this and that, and nothing has worked. > > What's so frustrating, is that I am very spiritually aware and sensitive, despite feeling like the spiritual Helen Keller. I can feel the precise shape of the vortex in other people's third eye whenever they 'spin' it, but have felt like I've been locked in an inner prison since then. It has been awful. I would do practically anything to get my eye healed and functioning again. I simply don't know what I need to do or not do to allow my third eye to unclench -- and everything I've tried has been unsuccessful. > > Do you have any thoughts, advice, or suggestions for healing? > > Thanks again, > Jeffrey > > > > > CHRISM'S RESPONSE: > > > > Hello Jeffrey, > You are not broken or in need of being fixed or healed. You are in need of doing the safeties. Make these a practice first. You were given a taste of what your potentials have in store for you but there is internal work to be done. Do this work and your experiences will have more longevity. > > When we try to force the issue knowingly or not some severe pain can be seen as a way of teaching you what is not needed at this time. And at that time prayer was not needed! No you didnt know and so yes an innocence is within you. But the experience has caused you to search. And in this searching have you gained much knowledge of the qualities of truth and fiction. This is also needed. > > Your cup is over flowing not half empty. You will need to do some internal balancing and meditation and outreach beyond the limitations of your ego and mind and self. You may wish to be of selfless service for others. Read the safeties three times and see where your initial work can be realized by you. > > If you are comfortable please post this question and response to the group that others with similar issues may be served. - blessings Jeffery! - chrism > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 18, 2010 Report Share Posted January 18, 2010 Linda, Thanks for the image -- somehow I know you (and are right -- it's like the answer to my deaf/blind state is right in front of me, but because I'm blind I can't see it. I've been doing the safeties over the past several weeks, but find recapitulations especially wrenching..... I guess what's so hard about it is that there never seems to be an end to it. I'll keep at it! Jeffrey , " danceswithcats999 " <crazycats711 wrote: > > As I was reading your post close to the end I got sleepy and fell into alter state. I had a vision of a large person caught in a net. Then heard a voice say. " shrink yourself and you can go through the net to freedom. " > > Kind of a weird thing, but when I came out of that I was back fully wake and read what chrism wrote, I think this might be a message of confirmation of what Chrism said to you. > > Blessings, > Linda > > , " Jeffrey " <getjeff1@> wrote: > > > > > > Hi All! Here is a copy of a correspondence I sent to and his response (below). I deleted some non-essential information from the correspondence in a way that I don't really see as altering the communication. Trying to deal with this problem has been the centerpiece of my life since it happened. Any further insight? > > > > Thanks again for the advice and encouragement. I've been doing the safeties and am very aware of the energetic changes they are causing. Looking forward to the Spring Equinox..... > > > > Jeff > > > > > > > > I WROTE: > > > > > > Dear Chrism, > > > > About 6 years ago, I had my first every reiki healing. It seemed to somehow jar my entire energy system loose, to the point where every bit of plaque I hadn't known was there was sort of shaken loose and the energy in my body was suddenly allowed to flow free. I was in intensive religious studies at the time, and spending almost all my time in study and a special form of prayer with a highly energetic meditation component to it. I'd had sporadic third-eye experiences before, but suddenly my eye (as with the rest of my energy system) was open. I could just close my eyes, see the golden ring, and go down it. I had numerous third-eye experiences you and other KAS members have discussed on the message board -- suddenly I was hearing the thoughts and desires of plants, inanimate objects, seeing new souls readying to incarnate (thousands of floating yellow balls of light), and generally perceiving existence as a fantastically more organic, integrated, and radiant being than I had previously thought possible. > > > > The only thing was, whenever I prayed or studied, I would get a searing, intense pain on the top of my head. It was concentrated at a single point and felt like someone drilling into my head with a power drill. It was so bad I remember literally falling down and writhing in agony on the floor. But I tried to grind through it thinking that, as you warned NOT to think, that doing more of what had gotten me to that point would continue causing improvement. Unfortunately, I caused harm not good. My third eye slammed shut and I have not been able to do anything at all with it since then. I've gone to half a dozen healers, tried this and that, and nothing has worked. > > > > What's so frustrating, is that I am very spiritually aware and sensitive, despite feeling like the spiritual Helen Keller. I can feel the precise shape of the vortex in other people's third eye whenever they 'spin' it, but have felt like I've been locked in an inner prison since then. It has been awful. I would do practically anything to get my eye healed and functioning again. I simply don't know what I need to do or not do to allow my third eye to unclench -- and everything I've tried has been unsuccessful. > > > > Do you have any thoughts, advice, or suggestions for healing? > > > > Thanks again, > > Jeffrey > > > > > > > > > > CHRISM'S RESPONSE: > > > > > > > > Hello Jeffrey, > > You are not broken or in need of being fixed or healed. You are in need of doing the safeties. Make these a practice first. You were given a taste of what your potentials have in store for you but there is internal work to be done. Do this work and your experiences will have more longevity. > > > > When we try to force the issue knowingly or not some severe pain can be seen as a way of teaching you what is not needed at this time. And at that time prayer was not needed! No you didnt know and so yes an innocence is within you. But the experience has caused you to search. And in this searching have you gained much knowledge of the qualities of truth and fiction. This is also needed. > > > > Your cup is over flowing not half empty. You will need to do some internal balancing and meditation and outreach beyond the limitations of your ego and mind and self. You may wish to be of selfless service for others. Read the safeties three times and see where your initial work can be realized by you. > > > > If you are comfortable please post this question and response to the group that others with similar issues may be served. - blessings Jeffery! - chrism > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 20, 2010 Report Share Posted January 20, 2010 Hi Jeffrey, I am not so sure that image was for you after thinking about it. I am too quick to post sometimes. I feel deaf/blind and am going around and around with the recapitulations of the safties too. Linda , " Jeffrey " <getjeff1 wrote: > > > Linda, > > Thanks for the image -- somehow I know you (and are right -- it's like the answer to my deaf/blind state is right in front of me, but because I'm blind I can't see it. I've been doing the safeties over the past several weeks, but find recapitulations especially wrenching..... I guess what's so hard about it is that there never seems to be an end to it. I'll keep at it! > > Jeffrey Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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