My Awakening

[Guest guest]

Hello Everyone,

I joined the group in December but haven't really shared about my own

experiences yet. So now I'm finally getting around to it.

 

After reading the descriptions of others' Kundalini experiences, I am unsure if

I am K active or not. I am very energetically sensitive but I don't think what

I experience is particularly intense, at least not like the K experiences I've

read about. Nonetheless, I have had my share of interesting consciousness

experiences.

 

The most memorable of these happened in November of 1996. At the time I was

very determined to become " enlightened " , although I wasn't really sure what it

meant to be enlightened.

 

I relentlessly practiced yoga and chakra meditations using beeja mantras.

After one session I came to a point where I was overflowing with joy and on the

verge of laughter. But then I started to notice fleeting images and lights in

my minds eye. I was determined to see these images, so in perfect stillness I

allowed these images to come closer to me. They started to spin in a vortex

like fashion until they eventually engulfed me and I was suddenly in a world of

fractals. This was a very chaotic experience for me. It was as if I was being

thrown to and fro in the turbulence of karma. It threatened to rip me apart. I

knew that if I allowed it to, I would die on the spot.

 

I played a cassette tape called " The Eternal OM " and chanted along with it. I

held my hands in prayer position because it felt like it was keeping my heart

intact. Then all of a sudden I felt as though my whole body was struck by

lighting. It felt like a hot knife of fire piercing the top of my head and

filling my whole body with light. I could feel every atom in my body.

 

In an instant my whole body was struck by the light of the Holy Spirit and a

tunnel of light open up above my head. I started to rise through the tunnel and

sensed entities at the end of the tunnel. They were encouraging me to continue

rising.

 

As I emerged at the other end of the tunnel my 'light body' merged into an

energetic grid that was in union with cosmic consciousness. I was at one with

all of the enlightened beings of the universe. It was Nirvana. I was finally

home, in pure bliss, perfect. I felt as if I could access anything I wanted to

know but I didn't want anything except to be bathed in that consciousness.

 

Then I remembered my family, earthly responsibilities, and desires. I thought

that it wasn't my time. When those thoughts arose I descended back into my

body. As I was leaving I was reassured that I would return.

 

I left that experience with a lot of insight into reality and the nature of life

and death.

I am now forever faithful and never doubt the reality of spirit.

For months following the experience my body spontaneously shook, twitched, and

jerked. Those symptoms eventually subsided and now I am back to chopping wood

and carrying water.

 

Zach

[Guest guest]

Nice, chopping woods and carrying water like Zen Master.

I did feel happiness vibrating through your mail

.........................shrikant

 

 

 

 

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znelms <znelms

 

Tue, 19 January, 2010 8:49:56 AM

My Awakening

 

 

Hello Everyone,

I joined the group in December but haven't really shared about my own

experiences yet. So now I'm finally getting around to it.

 

After reading the descriptions of others' Kundalini experiences, I am unsure if

I am K active or not. I am very energetically sensitive but I don't think what

I experience is particularly intense, at least not like the K experiences I've

read about. Nonetheless, I have had my share of interesting consciousness

experiences.

 

The most memorable of these happened in November of 1996. At the time I was

very determined to become " enlightened " , although I wasn't really sure what it

meant to be enlightened.

 

I relentlessly practiced yoga and chakra meditations using beeja mantras.

After one session I came to a point where I was overflowing with joy and on the

verge of laughter. But then I started to notice fleeting images and lights in

my minds eye. I was determined to see these images, so in perfect stillness I

allowed these images to come closer to me. They started to spin in a vortex

like fashion until they eventually engulfed me and I was suddenly in a world of

fractals. This was a very chaotic experience for me. It was as if I was being

thrown to and fro in the turbulence of karma. It threatened to rip me apart. I

knew that if I allowed it to, I would die on the spot.

 

I played a cassette tape called " The Eternal OM " and chanted along with it. I

held my hands in prayer position because it felt like it was keeping my heart

intact. Then all of a sudden I felt as though my whole body was struck by

lighting. It felt like a hot knife of fire piercing the top of my head and

filling my whole body with light. I could feel every atom in my body.

 

In an instant my whole body was struck by the light of the Holy Spirit and a

tunnel of light open up above my head. I started to rise through the tunnel and

sensed entities at the end of the tunnel. They were encouraging me to continue

rising.

 

As I emerged at the other end of the tunnel my 'light body' merged into an

energetic grid that was in union with cosmic consciousness. I was at one with

all of the enlightened beings of the universe. It was Nirvana. I was finally

home, in pure bliss, perfect. I felt as if I could access anything I wanted to

know but I didn't want anything except to be bathed in that consciousness.

 

Then I remembered my family, earthly responsibilities, and desires. I thought

that it wasn't my time. When those thoughts arose I descended back into my

body. As I was leaving I was reassured that I would return.

 

I left that experience with a lot of insight into reality and the nature of life

and death.

I am now forever faithful and never doubt the reality of spirit.

For months following the experience my body spontaneously shook, twitched, and

jerked. Those symptoms eventually subsided and now I am back to chopping wood

and carrying water.

 

Zach

 

 

 

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Thank you for sharing Zach and that is enough to get you started and then some

on this path! You " know " and this allows for a certainty of understanding. Chop

the wood and carry the water with the safeties my friend if you wish to blend

both areas. I am sure you were guided to come here for that exact reason. -

blessings Zach! - chrism

 

, " znelms " <znelms

wrote:

>

> Hello Everyone,

> I joined the group in December but haven't really shared about my own

experiences yet.

[Guest guest]

Welcome:

 

I enjoy reading of others experiences and especially those who can describe in

such detail what occurred. By sharing you are allowing others like me to see

the differences in the process. some of us may experience the same events for

me it helps to have read about things before hand.

 

You are so calm and accepting of what is for you- a real surrendering mode it

seems to me. Good for you Zach.

 

If you have questions please post.

 

Nice to meet you ...

e