Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? I get all of the negative but none of the positive. I am lost right now and don't know how to proceed. My life circumstances are very bad financially, and my girlfriend is not understanding of spiritual practices. I am trying to fix my external stuff while focusing on the meds and tibetans. Life just seems to get harder by the day. Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 Scott, I don't understand your question. What makes these things negative? Peace, Shaz --- scott perkins wrote: Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 Scott: Not to make less of your concerns, but I'm confused by your question. These experiences are all within the Kundalini and are positive. It can be hard work, and most likely will be; it takes a lot to unpeel, unravel, and escavate ones Self; it can be painful to have your heart splinter and break open in order to become full; to change up your reality, and yes that taste of bliss can leave you with a longing...but these are all positives. Surrender into the comforting arms of Shakti; know that you are safe and cared for within your Kundalini process. Practicing the Safeties as well as not becoming overly focused on the phenomena, giving thanks for how Shakti comes to you in very specific, individual ways will help bring the balance and foster this process in a continued positive manner. Blessings. ~Danielle , scott perkins <scottmushman wrote: > > I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, Any replies would help. > > Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 Hmmm..Scott, I don't see any of the symptoms you mentioned there as being negative. I those are all positive symptoms from my perspective. To me negative symptoms would be such things a pain, health problems and the since of being alone, depression, but even those are not really negative, unless you think of them as negative. All are signs that the divine is working within you. Since you are on meds it would mean that you do have a health problem. It would depend on what meds you are taking and the reason you are taking them, but if K is awakening in you it will continue to do so rather you are on meds or not, is the way I see it. It is better to stay off meds, but is not always possible with some. Were you sick and on the meds before K activated? Linda , scott perkins <scottmushman wrote: Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. > > Scott > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 When I say meds, I mean meditation. I am sorry that my post seemed so confusing. There is no question in the post, I'm just wondering why my life is so sh$%ty right now. Regards - Scott. [ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 Scott, What if it's not? What if it's Christmas afternoon and you're mistaking the mess for the gifts? Peace, Shaz --- scott wrote: There is no question in the post, I'm just wondering why my life is so sh$%ty right now. Regards - Scott. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 OOPs! sorry! your question (Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it?) Hehe! A lot of people use " meds " short for medicenes they take. I did not read the question with enough focus of what was being said I guess. Anyways the " meds " word misled me. Seeing what your meds means changes the whole sentence. LOL! I personally think that having an intent helps things to come into fruition quicker, but that could be because of my beleif in this practice of making an intent. You make the intent and then set it aside and then meditate. Do NOT meditate on the intent. Stating the intent focuses the mind on your desire...gives it clarity. You should not keep your mind stayed on the intent/desire but releash it to the universe/divine to be fullfilled. Meditate instead on your breathe or a mantra, until your minds goes blank, then revelations/aha's from divine will flow and your consciousness of what is will expand. The way I see it, K is going to do what K wants, how, when, and where! It is not something you can force to be, but you summit to it, what it is doing, seemly good or bad, and let it be. The lest resistence the better/easier it will be for you. Easier said than done. One's life is what one makes it. Are you focusing on what you see as sh$%ty with it....or are you practicing graditude for all that is given, the good and the bad. Sometimes the bad is not really bad, but only how you are perceiving it to be at the present. Later on as you practice graditude you will see the value of what you thought was sh$%ty. Linda , scott perkins <scottmushman wrote: > > When I say meds, I mean meditation. I am sorry that my post seemed so confusing. There is no question in the post, I'm just wondering why my life is so sh$%ty right now. Regards - Scott. > > > > > > [ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 I feel you, Scott. Been wondering that myself. K is disruptive, for sure... , scott perkins <scottmushman wrote: > > When I say meds, I mean meditation. I am sorry that my post seemed so confusing. There is no question in the post, I'm just wondering why my life is so sh$%ty right now. Regards - Scott. > > > > > > [ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 21, 2010 Report Share Posted January 21, 2010 Thank you for your reply. I don't think my life is all that crappy, especially when you turn on the news and see what is happening in the world right now. I am out of work, no money and having to rely on my girlfriend for food and shelter. Not to mention that I built this house myself. I think that my negativity comes from a place of frustration of efforts that bore no fruit. Maybe that is my karma this time around. A lifetime of sheltering myself from interaction with people has led me into a prison of isolation. I know that being around people will give me the opportunity to grow, but I feel very stuck. thank you for talking to me ________________________________ danceswithcats999 <crazycats711 Thu, January 21, 2010 9:46:24 PM Re: Lost in Kundalini Symptoms OOPs! sorry! your question (Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it?) Hehe! A lot of people use " meds " short for medicenes they take. I did not read the question with enough focus of what was being said I guess. Anyways the " meds " word misled me. Seeing what your meds means changes the whole sentence. LOL! I personally think that having an intent helps things to come into fruition quicker, but that could be because of my beleif in this practice of making an intent. You make the intent and then set it aside and then meditate. Do NOT meditate on the intent. Stating the intent focuses the mind on your desire...gives it clarity. You should not keep your mind stayed on the intent/desire but releash it to the universe/divine to be fullfilled. Meditate instead on your breathe or a mantra, until your minds goes blank, then revelations/ aha's from divine will flow and your consciousness of what is will expand. The way I see it, K is going to do what K wants, how, when, and where! It is not something you can force to be, but you summit to it, what it is doing, seemly good or bad, and let it be. The lest resistence the better/easier it will be for you. Easier said than done. One's life is what one makes it. Are you focusing on what you see as sh$%ty with it....or are you practicing graditude for all that is given, the good and the bad. Sometimes the bad is not really bad, but only how you are perceiving it to be at the present. Later on as you practice graditude you will see the value of what you thought was sh$%ty. Linda Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , scott perkins <scottmushman@ ...> wrote: > > When I say meds, I mean meditation. I am sorry that my post seemed so confusing. There is no question in the post, I'm just wondering why my life is so sh$%ty right now. Regards - Scott. > > > > > > [ > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 22, 2010 Report Share Posted January 22, 2010 Surrender my friend. Surrender to the Kundalini and its effect upon your life even when that effect is not in alignment with your concepts of comfort. - blessings and keep communicating! - chrism Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 22, 2010 Report Share Posted January 22, 2010 Hi Scott  Yes, I got all those negative symptoms and tons of emotional situations. Problesm with breathing, paranormal etc. My life circumstances where also difficult . I did not know I had to surrender because I did not know was Kundalini or what it was . I was mislead by healers and priests and felt frustrated and alone.  All came with a lesson.  I discovered this forum after 8 months of madness !  What served me during the process was understanding that " victim mentality " is feeding food for negativity and entities. ( i still work hard on it) So the only way to go was stand up strong and start to surrender and solve and turn into positive!. Remember you will always have a choice. I prayed to God to turn those situations ..it was much pain, fear and confusion!  Specially when there is tons of emotional situations. I WILL NOT recommend any forcing of awakenings and activations. Thats can lead to so much trouble believe me. I started forcing my K and think opened firt the third chakra...I felt to die for all what happened.  I did not know about meditations or tibetans or nothing....so K pull me so strong to keep in " silence " and reading thousand of books ...that was my way of looking for balance and peace (away from family and husband)! My husband suffered lots seeing me like that! He did not understand why I did not want to share time with him as before and be quiet..and praying (I seemed like a sick person) It was hard on him....after time I understood I needed balance that situation and was not easy !  Surrender! Do fight it! Be strong! Do not force nothing! Turn that frustration in something useful and positive. Start visualizing yourself happy!  Peace and LoveMonica --- El jue 21-ene-10, scott perkins <scottmushman escribió: De: scott perkins <scottmushman Asunto: Lost in Kundalini Symptoms A: Fecha: jueves, 21 enero, 2010, 2:32 pm  I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? I get all of the negative but none of the positive. I am lost right now and don't know how to proceed. My life circumstances are very bad financially, and my girlfriend is not understanding of spiritual practices. I am trying to fix my external stuff while focusing on the meds and tibetans. Life just seems to get harder by the day. Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2010 Report Share Posted January 23, 2010 thank you monika ________________________________ eslava monik <monikaeslava Fri, January 22, 2010 1:38:30 AM Re: Lost in Kundalini Symptoms Hi Scott Yes, I got all those negative symptoms and tons of emotional situations. Problesm with breathing, paranormal etc. My life circumstances where also difficult . I did not know I had to surrender because I did not know was Kundalini or what it was . I was mislead by healers and priests and felt frustrated and alone. All came with a lesson. I discovered this forum after 8 months of madness ! What served me during the process was understanding that " victim mentality " is feeding food for negativity and entities. ( i still work hard on it) So the only way to go was stand up strong and start to surrender and solve and turn into positive!. Remember you will always have a choice. I prayed to God to turn those situations ..it was much pain, fear and confusion! Specially when there is tons of emotional situations. I WILL NOT recommend any forcing of awakenings and activations. Thats can lead to so much trouble believe me. I started forcing my K and think opened firt the third chakra...I felt to die for all what happened. I did not know about meditations or tibetans or nothing....so K pull me so strong to keep in " silence " and reading thousand of books ...that was my way of looking for balance and peace (away from family and husband)! My husband suffered lots seeing me like that! He did not understand why I did not want to share time with him as before and be quiet..and praying (I seemed like a sick person) It was hard on him....after time I understood I needed balance that situation and was not easy ! Surrender! Do fight it! Be strong! Do not force nothing! Turn that frustration in something useful and positive. Start visualizing yourself happy! Peace and LoveMonica --- El jue 21-ene-10, scott perkins <scottmushman@ > escribió: De: scott perkins <scottmushman@ > Asunto: [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Lost in Kundalini Symptoms A: Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 Fecha: jueves, 21 enero, 2010, 2:32 pm I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? I get all of the negative but none of the positive. I am lost right now and don't know how to proceed. My life circumstances are very bad financially, and my girlfriend is not understanding of spiritual practices. I am trying to fix my external stuff while focusing on the meds and tibetans. Life just seems to get harder by the day. Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2010 Report Share Posted January 23, 2010 Scott, Sometime experiences can be seen as negative, especially when surrounded by negativity. Go over the safeties again, I find I need reminding myself of what to do to go through the process more smoothly. Also, it makes it more difficult when a partnet is not on the same page with you spiritually or may mock your beliefs. If there can't be a respect for this, no matter how much you try, perhaps this person is not best for you?? That is only my opinion, only you can make that decision. My soon to be ex-husband creates a hostile environment for me spiritually. Focus on positive, even if your under a financial rollercoaster, so am I. The bank doesn't " own " me, that's how I see it. Good luck with everything! Lisa ________________________________ scott perkins <scottmushman Thu, January 21, 2010 5:32:49 PM Lost in Kundalini Symptoms  I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? I get all of the negative but none of the positive. I am lost right now and don't know how to proceed. My life circumstances are very bad financially, and my girlfriend is not understanding of spiritual practices. I am trying to fix my external stuff while focusing on the meds and tibetans. Life just seems to get harder by the day. Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted January 23, 2010 Report Share Posted January 23, 2010 Thank you Lisa for responding. I guess the hardest thing of all is trying to explain what k is to someone that is so surrounded by fear of anything that doesn't fit her status quo , that I am made to feel insane for even asking her to look at the website that she may gain some understanding. My emails may seem off, I'm just not myself. Love to all, Scott ________________________________ Lisa Johnson <pleiades2012 Sat, January 23, 2010 12:07:03 PM Re: Lost in Kundalini Symptoms Scott, Sometime experiences can be seen as negative, especially when surrounded by negativity. Go over the safeties again, I find I need reminding myself of what to do to go through the process more smoothly. Also, it makes it more difficult when a partnet is not on the same page with you spiritually or may mock your beliefs. If there can't be a respect for this, no matter how much you try, perhaps this person is not best for you?? That is only my opinion, only you can make that decision. My soon to be ex-husband creates a hostile environment for me spiritually. Focus on positive, even if your under a financial rollercoaster, so am I. The bank doesn't " own " me, that's how I see it. Good luck with everything! Lisa ____________ _________ _________ __ scott perkins <scottmushman@ > Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 Thu, January 21, 2010 5:32:49 PM [Kundalini-Awakenin g-Systems- 1] Lost in Kundalini Symptoms I'm not sure how to begin. Has anyone had all the symptoms of negative k activation ie. tons of emotional situations, occasional spine fluttering, brief bliss associated with chakra breathing, and the recognition of paranormal occurrences? I get all of the negative but none of the positive. I am lost right now and don't know how to proceed. My life circumstances are very bad financially, and my girlfriend is not understanding of spiritual practices. I am trying to fix my external stuff while focusing on the meds and tibetans. Life just seems to get harder by the day. Does my intent on awakening the full k during meds, get in the way of receiving it? Any replies would help. Scott Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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