Hello and intro

[Guest guest]

My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group to learn all that I

can. I am the type of person that becomes obsessed with things and wants to

know everything that there is to know about them. I had never heard of any of

this until recently. I believe that I have read the entire website and several

of the linked sites. I was in the process of reading all of the posts here and

had the intention of completing the entire thing before ever considering posting

something.

It seems as though most people that I have been reading about have been on

personal quests, that they have been searching out something, or God, that they

have a knowledge of meditation and philosophies, and what seems to me to be

Eastern religious practices. I have known nothing about any of these. I've

considered my self a normal, practical, average guy. Middle class, suburbs,

married, an Engineer, 2 kids, etc. But....I have been obsessively drawn to

this.

I have a strong feeling that I can not explain that I am needed, or I will be

needed. I don't know what for or why. The last few days I have begun to try to

do the practices. I don't even know how to meditate or why. I had read all of

the posts up through April of 2006 when I read Tara's post # 1406, and as I was

reading it I got extreme chills and goose bumps like I have never had before.

It resonated with me and it felt like it was similar to what I have been feeling

that I have to learn something because I will be needed and it is very, very,

important.

In the last year I have had some slight premonitions centered around losing a

pet and my Father's health. He is in hospice care, but at home. I have

awakened from sound sleep with specific visions and knowledge that something

happened that I would find out later to be true. I found this very strange. I

also just recently noticed that I might be having an effect on street lights or

there are just a lot of lamps that need repair that have been around me. I

don't know what to think about any of this.

In attempting to meditate the last couple of nights I noticed a helmet

feeling right away and some specific, sharp, pains that seemed to be my right

kidney. (I don't ever remember being aware of a sensation of a kidney.) I do

get some tingly sensations in my hands and feet and this morning my lower back

feels stiff. I'm not sure what I am supposed to be doing when I meditate. I do

the finger lock and tongue up and try to keep my eyes up. The only thing I have

noticed visually is to the left I can perceive colorful concentric waves that

morph into more of a sine wave and then back. I think they were orange or

pinkish.

I am sorry for the length of this. I have felt that some of the things that

I have read are speaking directly to me. I need to know what this is all about.

I guess that is my point of all of this. I inexplicably feel a very strong

personal need to find out why I am needed and for what.

 

Rob

[Guest guest]

Hi Rob,

 

Welcome to KAS, and welcome to the start of your amazing journey! It's a journey

of mystery and wonder. You're in a good community here, as this is a safe place

to share your experiences.

 

It sounds like you've already read and started practicing the Safeties. If you

haven't started weaning yourself off of coffee and onto watermelon and tomato

sauce, now might be a good time to start, since you're experiencing Kidney

Awareness. Fear might be close behind, but " Fear Not. " Whatever comes your way,

send it a big gooey gob of L*O*V*E and open your heart to it as wide as you can.

Embrace it as warmly as you possibly can, and every time you catch yourself

running away, take a deep breath, turn around and walk right into it. That will

connect you to the gold and diamond treasures of LOVE and UNITY which lie on the

other side of fear. It can be hard work facing down those oh-so-convincing

illusions, but it's well worth it.

 

It sounds like you are well on your way, and that you are remembering what you

set out to remember, so let me just say to you again, Welcome! Welcome home, and

keep writing!

 

Peace,

Shaz

 

--- rob.hochstetler wrote:

My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group to learn all that I

can.

[Guest guest]

Hi Rob and Welcome to KAS-1. Sounds like you are on the right path...don't get

in a hurry though, there is no FAST TRACK method. I think in terms of our bodies

building up the battery charge to withhold the newfound energies we will

continue to receive on this journey.

Welcome to awakening !

 

Namaste'

Denny

 

 

 

________________________________

rob.hochstetler <rob.hochstetler

 

Thu, January 28, 2010 10:55:39 AM

Hello and intro

 

 

My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group to learn all that I

can. I am the type of person that becomes obsessed with things and wants to know

everything that there is to know about them. I had never heard of any of this

until recently. I believe that I have read the entire website and several of the

linked sites. I was in the process of reading all of the posts here and had the

intention of completing the entire thing before ever considering posting

something.

It seems as though most people that I have been reading about have been on

personal quests, that they have been searching out something, or God, that they

have a knowledge of meditation and philosophies, and what seems to me to be

Eastern religious practices. I have known nothing about any of these. I've

considered my self a normal, practical, average guy. Middle class, suburbs,

married, an Engineer, 2 kids, etc. But....I have been obsessively drawn to this.

I have a strong feeling that I can not explain that I am needed, or I will be

needed. I don't know what for or why. The last few days I have begun to try to

do the practices. I don't even know how to meditate or why. I had read all of

the posts up through April of 2006 when I read Tara's post # 1406, and as I was

reading it I got extreme chills and goose bumps like I have never had before. It

resonated with me and it felt like it was similar to what I have been feeling

that I have to learn something because I will be needed and it is very, very,

important.

In the last year I have had some slight premonitions centered around losing a

pet and my Father's health. He is in hospice care, but at home. I have awakened

from sound sleep with specific visions and knowledge that something happened

that I would find out later to be true. I found this very strange. I also just

recently noticed that I might be having an effect on street lights or there are

just a lot of lamps that need repair that have been around me. I don't know what

to think about any of this.

In attempting to meditate the last couple of nights I noticed a helmet feeling

right away and some specific, sharp, pains that seemed to be my right kidney. (I

don't ever remember being aware of a sensation of a kidney.) I do get some

tingly sensations in my hands and feet and this morning my lower back feels

stiff. I'm not sure what I am supposed to be doing when I meditate. I do the

finger lock and tongue up and try to keep my eyes up. The only thing I have

noticed visually is to the left I can perceive colorful concentric waves that

morph into more of a sine wave and then back. I think they were orange or

pinkish.

I am sorry for the length of this. I have felt that some of the things that I

have read are speaking directly to me. I need to know what this is all about. I

guess that is my point of all of this. I inexplicably feel a very strong

personal need to find out why I am needed and for what.

 

Rob

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Welcome Rob. You are indeed not the only of this KAS community/family who was

not on a known nor understood personal quest and/or who had/has little knowledge

of meditation and such. One's heart and spirit may serve as an internal compass

however, and have a different knowing than the mind.

 

You may have discovered already that though our experiences, background,

upbringing, framework, culture, life circumstances etc. are unique to our

individual person, as is the Kundalini expression and process for the person, we

are all indeed connected by the same thread and source, we are indeed ONE.

 

I'm glad you followed your inner guidance/truth quest which has brought you here

to KAS and to Chrism.

 

The doormat faces outwards as well as inwards and reads WELCOME Home.

 

Peace:

-Danielle

 

 

 

, " rob.hochstetler "

<rob.hochstetler wrote:

>

> My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group to learn all that

I can. I am the type of person that becomes obsessed

[Guest guest]

Hello Rob and welcome,

Yes you are indeed approaching the awakening area and it

is calling to you. I will invite you to begin to " feel " as much and if not more

than you " do. "

 

Follow the safeties and do begin to adjust your behaviors in the ways indicated.

You will indeed have phenomena and as others have suggested do not fall into

fear regarding this.

 

As you are an engineer you may wish to take a hands on approach of figuring out

this and that and I will encourage you to relax that approach and begin to use

your feelings and emotional clarity as a way of illumination and devotion to the

Kundalini.

 

It is an intelligent force and it knows you. Understand this and your path will

open for you. Communicate your love Rob and the Kundalini will respond though

not in ways you can forecast. Be OK with this. Part of the journey is acceptance

and balance and surrender within new and interesting experiences. - blessings

and welcome to you Rob! - chrism

 

, " rob.hochstetler "

<rob.hochstetler wrote:

>

> My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group

[Guest guest]

Yes we are ll at different levels and learning in our own special unique manner

and all seeking the same thing- the Divine.

 

I too had no idea about Kundalini had never seen the word before my activation.

I too have never looked into nor followed any Eastern spirituality groups or

really been into a practice of anything. Had never meditated- medicated yes.

 

It is always interesting to see how each one of us are drawn to the program and

many of us have a feeling of needing to do something. For some that need is

realized by taking care of family, others do service in very intense ways for

others it can be helping in some way with the program.

 

chrism often says there are no accidents and if you find your way here this is

where you belong. So you are here and you are home and I welcome you.

 

Blessings

e

[Guest guest]

I feel in any path (eastern or western) in quest of Self Realization or

Realization of God/Goddesses or Divine,may be with form or formless; K has to be

activated.Like God, K is known by different names in different religions but the

divine power is the same..........shrikant

 

 

 

 

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Fri, 29 January, 2010 3:58:19 AM

Re: Hello and intro

 

 

 

 

Yes we are ll at different levels and learning in our own special unique manner

and all seeking the same thing- the Divine.

 

I too had no idea about Kundalini had never seen the word before my activation.

I too have never looked into nor followed any Eastern spirituality groups or

really been into a practice of anything. Had never meditated- medicated yes.

 

 

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[Guest guest]

Hello Rob and welcome. I think becoming obsessed with various things along the

way is Divine's putting those desires in you, blessings to get you where you

need to be. I spent many years obsessed trying finding a way to heal myself

which resulted in my taking up meditating, inwhich I became obsessed with too

and then that led to being obsessed with having out-of-body experiences, which

was the results of my obsessive meditating. Hehe! The OBE's activity led me to

kundalini and to being here. My main obsession all along has been to know know

God more.

 

Linda

 

 

, " rob.hochstetler "

<rob.hochstetler wrote:

>

> My name is Rob and I have just recently joined this group to learn all that

I can. I am the type of person that becomes obsessed with things and wants to

know everything that there is to know about them.

>