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Hey everyone,

Just wanted to share some of my new experiences, however small they may be. The

humming is getting more pronounced, during meditation I am hearing the snaps,

crackles and pops, and the body is feeling like it is becoming more of an

electrical device than flesh and bone. One night I heard my name shouted,

Scott-cold! Indeed the blankets were off and I was cold. A weird vocalization

happened that's hard to describe and a something like a train whistle blew. Head

tingling and the feeling of specific areas of the body twitching with

electricity. I am so happy to see some progress. I was in a deep hole of going

nowhere but frustrated before I finally said f it. I'm done trying. I had truly

given up as the rest of my worldly life was crumbling down around me. I drank

heavily for 3 days and then stayed in bed for 3 days after that feeling sorry

for myself. I cleaned myself up and just came to the goddess in humility and

gently asked, with tears, to give

whatever she wished, and I just closed my eyes and went within. That's when

this happened for me. Just the last two days have these events been occuring.

There is no fear attached to it, I welcome it.

 

I also have been opened up to a great ocean of compassion that I haven't had

since my early twenties. I have been shut off and hardened in isolation and now

shakti is peircing my bubble of illusion. I can now see the true souls of people

and really feel their pains and suffering. I am feeling real compassion and it

comes with many tears. It comes on with a mere thought of a situation that is in

need of Love and it will bring me to my knees with sadness, but not a bad kind

of sad. Just feeling the enormity of the pain and suffering that goes on here on

this planet. I know many of you probably don't watch t.v., but there is one show

that is my favorite right now. Ghost Whisperer. It has so many lessons of

compassion and selfless giving. It is actually teaching me how to love again and

be connected to people. Plus the paranormal content of the show I can really

relate to.

 

Thanks for being here for me to even share this stuff. I love you all, and hope

one day to actually meet in person someone who is active also.

 

Love, Scott