Guest guest Posted January 30, 2010 Report Share Posted January 30, 2010 Hi all, Just wanted to check in. Our weather has been freezing rain & snow. I made my first venture out today after being home bound for two days. The roads are ice patched. I have been thinking of the surrender contract in light of my dream of the homeless man who asked me to heat up his soup & when i woke up, realized I forgot. The homeless man in my dream was luminous - bright eyes, kind faced. At least I woke up realizing I forgot. I think in the past, I wouldn't even remember I forgot. I think I have the intention of surrendering but when push comes to shove, I get distracted, side tracked, etc. by my ego desires. In essence, I have a loooong way to go. I feel like a mere infant on this list. I liked your reposts, Chrism. the part of the post that stuck out for me was about not getting caught or pulled under by the emotional grief. I know I can tend to go to these places and when i have, a quick word from the list or you, Chrism, has snapped me out of it. Just wanted to connect here as me and my cats are going a little stir crazy being inside. Off to slip and slide outside for awhile Love and Blessings, Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2010 Report Share Posted February 15, 2010 Dear all, I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. love and blessings, Jan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2010 Report Share Posted February 15, 2010 Dear Jan, Comfort to your heart, peace in your sorrow as you honor your friend who walked with you a while. Love to you, shining inside and out. Peace, Shaz ---yogijan wrote: I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2010 Report Share Posted February 15, 2010 It is never easy to say goddbye to those we love. You can be a great comfort to the family in their sorrow. Blessings to you and to a loving passing for your friend and blessings to the family. e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2010 Report Share Posted February 15, 2010 Blessed Jan: My heart sings a song of passing, peace and solace to you and my arms reach out in comfort. Love: Danielle , " yogijan " <drjandean wrote: > later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > love and blessings, > Jan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 15, 2010 Report Share Posted February 15, 2010 Hi Jan - my thoughts are with you. While change of this nature is always hard to come to terms with due to limitations of our consciousness, remember that it is only the physical manifestation of your friend that has changed. That change is in keeping with her path which we do not necessarily know or understand - as is it invariably also with our own paths. She is moving on to more and is still very much with us all. Blessings - Jonathan Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2010 Report Share Posted February 16, 2010 Sending a prayer of comfort for you and your firends family. Linda , " yogijan " <drjandean wrote: > > Dear all, > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > love and blessings, > Jan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2010 Report Share Posted February 16, 2010 Jan, Sending comfort and prayers to you and your beloved friend's family, Laura , " yogijan " <drjandean wrote: > > Dear all, > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > love and blessings, > Jan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2010 Report Share Posted February 16, 2010 Jan - so sorry to hear of your loss. Wishing you much comfort. GCDeb Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2010 Report Share Posted February 16, 2010 Jan, May the sadness in your heart be washed away and replaced by the Kundalini love within you and may love surround and comfort your friend's husband and adopted son during this difficult time. Love, Neil , " yogijan " <drjandean wrote: > > Dear all, > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > love and blessings, > Jan > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 16, 2010 Report Share Posted February 16, 2010 thanks for all your love and thoughts. I had a good cleansing cry last night and woke up with little flutterings in my upper heart and felt a clearer after releasing what felt like much grief. I ran into my friend's husband and their son at the hospital picking up my friend's things and the son who I used to occasionally babysit for years ago came up & gave me a hug. I feel like I can be of loving service to them both as Shakti would have me be. love and light, Jan , " neil_gil " <neil_gil wrote: > > > > > Jan, > > May the sadness in your heart be washed away and replaced by the Kundalini love within you and may love surround and comfort your friend's husband and adopted son during this difficult time. > > Love, > Neil > > > , " yogijan " <drjandean@> wrote: > > > > Dear all, > > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > > love and blessings, > > Jan > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 17, 2010 Report Share Posted February 17, 2010 Hi Jan, Blessings to you and your friends family during this time. I find a cry more and I laugh more... love Bruce , " neil_gil " <neil_gil wrote: > > > > > Jan, > > May the sadness in your heart be washed away and replaced by the Kundalini love within you and may love surround and comfort your friend's husband and adopted son during this difficult time. > > Love, > Neil > > > , " yogijan " <drjandean@> wrote: > > > > Dear all, > > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > > love and blessings, > > Jan > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 17, 2010 Report Share Posted February 17, 2010 Dear Jan, My heart reaches out to yours. It is hard for us when a friend leves the world of flesh and goes beyond the veil. it is ok for us to grieve even as we know that all is as it should be. May you be comforted and give comfort to her family as they cope with her loss here. much love to you and to her family, Julia , " BruceO " <bruce_oom wrote: > > Hi Jan, > > Blessings to you and your friends family during this time. I find a cry more and I laugh more... > > love > Bruce > > , " neil_gil " <neil_gil@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > Jan, > > > > May the sadness in your heart be washed away and replaced by the Kundalini love within you and may love surround and comfort your friend's husband and adopted son during this difficult time. > > > > Love, > > Neil > > > > > > , " yogijan " <drjandean@> wrote: > > > > > > Dear all, > > > I am sitting here with my heart aching. I found out a good friend of mine died yesterday unexpectedly from a complication of her cancer treatment. Her husband and their 9 year old adopted son now without my friend, at least in the flesh. She had been in remission up until a few months ago. I've been having heart stuff lately anyway. I saw this homeless man the other day on the side of the road that I passed in my car and he gave me the warmest, most loving look. I did a double take and he was still looking. later, on my walk, i started crying. not sure why but feels like a heart thaw. i think this week will be emotional with the memorial service for my friend Thursday and a gathering afterwards. Just wanted to reach out to my K family. > > > love and blessings, > > > Jan > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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