What's the point?

[Guest guest]

All of these disruptive, emergent symptoms... What's the point?

 

Where is it going? What's supposed to happen?

 

Not interested in responses about how it's good, divine, a blessing, etc. I get

that it's better to see it as a good thing than a bad thing. But I want more

substantive answers.

 

What's it doing to me? What's it doing FOR me? If it's purifying me, what for?

Am I supposed to be filled with divine presence at the end? Is there an other

side? What's it look like on the other side?

 

Seems like a big price to pay. For what?

[Guest guest]

Dear Marshall,

Change and growth can be very painful and frightening; like the butterfly

emerging from the cocoon. Something new can only arise when the old gives way.

Be happy for the purifying that you are experiencing as you know that you are

progressing in your transformation process, and the old structures and

conditionings that are holding you back are being broken and burned.

The 'other side' is beyond price.

Love, Sandra

 

 

, " marshallsontag "

<marshallsontag wrote:

>

> All of these disruptive, emergent symptoms... What's the point?

>

> Where is it going? What's supposed to happen?

>

> Not interested in responses about how it's good, divine, a blessing, etc. I

get that it's better to see it as a good thing than a bad thing. But I want more

substantive answers.

>

> What's it doing to me? What's it doing FOR me? If it's purifying me, what for?

Am I supposed to be filled with divine presence at the end? Is there an other

side? What's it look like on the other side?

>

> Seems like a big price to pay. For what?

>

[Guest guest]

Hello, this back post always helps me.

 

Love, dhyana

 

Inner Changes

 

When the flow comes everything that a person is, is

caught up and affected by the flow of Kundalini. Our

warrior self, our parental self, the child self, the

wicked, jealous, joyful and loving selves. The entire

spectrum of what it is to be a Human Being and the

expression of that condition is influenced by the

Kundalini.

 

Sometimes it can be completely overwhelming. Think about

it. As you go through your day and live your life inside

the society you belong to how difficult is that -

by itself - with out the influence of Kundalini and then

to add such a huge reorganization of priorities and

feelings and phenomena, it is no wonder people will

seek medical assistance.

 

I am writing this to help you put the experience into

perspective. Everything becomes different and remains

the same at once.

 

As you express yourself predominantly through your life

so will you express your self with the Kundalini. But the

expression will be much stronger. The feelings much

stronger and exerting of far more influence upon the

decision making processes we use to live our lives by.

Sex, passion, anger, knowledge, love, etc, will get mixed

up in phenomena that is called by and created by those

very qualities. It can become confusing at times.

 

What you feel you can become. A double edged sword. If you

are a predominantly negative person, not because you are

mean but because this has become the mode of expression

from a life time of living inside society then you will

become extremely negative. Or positive or a victim or

suicidal, or courageous, or loving.

 

So it is best, in my opinion to force yourself to begin to

respond to life inside an expressive paradigm of happiness,

or love, or helpfulness. Make this an issue in your life or

you may have an experience that will cause you an unbelievably

tremendous amount of suffering.

 

So I give you this guidance. Begin a process of moving your

inner dialogue, your inner communication with yourself, into

a place of peace, or love, or patience, or joy, or

forgiveness, graciousness, strength, courage, harmony,

helpfulness, etc. These qualities, when used as a base of

expression with in a Kundalini experience can help you learn

constructive applications of working with the energy in ways

that will allow you to go further and faster and deeper and

with far more grace and joy than you can at this time imagine.

 

Make these changes first, if possible, before you expose

yourself to this field of potential. Look at the archetypes of

Yung. And realize that they will express to you in real time

during your day or night time experiences. Or religious icons,

or the hero's and heroines of myth and legend, as well as the

monsters and wraiths of negativity and fear. Are you

prepared? Really? If you have said " yes " then go back to square

one. You are not ready yet. If you said " no " then your honesty

will help you prepare. If you have come into the experience on

your own I still recommend these inner communication changes.

 

The abyss is a vast place. It is inside and outside of our

physical beings all at once. Once it is known that you can " see "

and it will be known by your frequency, then the phenomena

of the archetypes and the inner and outer expressions of your

own feelings will call specific experiences your way. So once

again, make a conscious inner intentional change towards

the afore mentioned qualities of goodness. The darkness will

still be experienced and received but your " Response " to that

darkness is what will have been changed and this makes all the

difference. -