What feeds you ? To Jonas

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Hi Jonas

 

In my personal experience, I can say that when people is in healing period the

isolation and loneliness could be a normal part of the process. There have been

months that I dont feel to interact with many people or that I dont want to go

out much. I have felt the necessity to be " with myself " alone . I have gained

much balance on that.

 

I have felt also the confusion and difficulty to fit within “the system†as

K shows you the aspects of the illusion. Sometimes, I walk the streets and see

people buying frenetically or polluting or arguing over petty stuff and see like

a movie on my mind of how they are all sleeping…deeply, but It does not make

me better than them because I participate of such system as well directly or

indirectly.

 

Kundalini will direct and guide don’t blame yourself.

 

Now, I don’t think having a girlfriend and job are strictly ego related and

bad etc. You can ask yourself what is your intention on it? Do you want to get a

job to develop your inner talents and have enough money to eat and help others?

or you want the job to save more money as greedy man and spend it buying useless

things . Having money is not wrong, having comfort  is not wrong but ask

yourself what is your  intention on that and try to always make your choice in

the highest conscious way.

 

Getting into a relationship thinking it will cover loneliness is a major

mistake. If you are with someone or with no one you should be equality happy.

When I woke up one of the major things I had to start to work in was fear to be

alone and many realizations came to me.I am sure you are not alone at all. At

least you have friends here my dear.

 

I think all what comes from “I need†and “I want†are ego related and

personally I need and want less since all this began. If you  truly ask me What

do I want and need I will answer “peace and love†for myself and others

“first†because that is priceless, but I still need to eat is not it? And

still need to deal with the challenges of ego at  work and with colleagues.

 

Having some money , job, friend or husband are additional blessings of life and

of course I feel joy on that. I still have worries related to security aspects

but I am sure god will provide what is needed and hopefully I will learn what is

needed.

 

I think we need to work on “balance†listen to your heart. If you need to be

alone be and feel good about it , but if isolation or loneliness causes you much

pain ask yourself what aspect you need to work to fill yourself with happiness

and healing? What is going on that you feel that way?  Sharing with family and

love ones can also help much during the process but I also know that is not

always the case.

 

Hope it help a bit

 

Blessings

Monica

 

 

 

--- El lun 8-feb-10, jonasfriman <jonas.friman escribió:

 

 

De: jonasfriman <jonas.friman

Asunto: What feeds you ?

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Fecha: lunes, 8 febrero, 2010, 2:54 pm

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hei everybody ..

 

I was reading a blog a friend of mine had written and came to think about the

different things that used to or still feed my identity/ego/ persona and gives

it energy and a sense of " well-being " .

I thought for ex. relationships. .. when I think about it, I believe I used to

put a lot of importance in them before, and felt they defined a lot who I was

and my worth as a person... now, I'm still not beyond that and sometimes I wish

I was in this or that relationship because then I would feel this and that.

Theres a part in me that is aware of this and knows pretty well thats not a

solution.. and then I keep away from doing/thinking things that willnot help

me.... the question that arises in my mind is then... is it possible for me to

feel joy and a sense of wellbeing by getting myself a new car, girlfriend, job,

friends, etc. without feeling/thinking that those feelings are just " traps " of

the ego ? I ask this because during this process, which is very lonely, I've

been singel and not very outgoing, even though I used to do both before, and

sometimes I wonder if the loneliness is a necessary part of the process,or if

it's me that denies all this

things to myself because I've already " realised " that they will be ofno " good "

??? kind of like... what if I opened myself and seeked more a relationship,

maybe that would bring a positive change that would help me feel better in my

process ..... or is this more like... H*** No, K will take away all these you

thought you were... and when you get tired of thinking you need it and even

forget about it.. then K /Goddess will provide what you need .. I think this

question is also related to how much I trust that what I need will be provided,

and maybe even more the doubt of " what if I got it all wrong in this process and

I'm the one causing the pain/loneliness. .. )

 

Any comments ??

 

Light andlove to all,

 

Jonas

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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