Noobie Introduction

February 11, 2010

Hi, I'm new to this list because Rae recommended it from another list.

My experience with K is uneven and uncertain. I definitely have had many things

happen but not the textbook surge up the spine. When I was in my twenties, in

1972, I woke something up, but never thought of it as K. Now I think that it

was, because I was definitely in an altered state 24 hours a day and it was

grand. I acheived it by meditating 7 or 8 hours a day in solitude in the woods.

I kept what I found to myself for over 30 years. Because I felt so alone in my

Heavenly Grace and because I couldn't understand the suffering of all around me,

I found a way to shut it down to start over, this time with more awareness. But

then I was stuck here in this world of pain again. I went for a few years

totally immersed in sex, drugs and rock and roll but eventually got sober and

counseling, eventually got married. Only in the past 8 or 9 years have I come

back to meditation to regain what I lost. I feel the stirrings of K at times and

have many random experiences but not like before.

Thanks for the opportunity to share.

Love to all,

Innerpilgrim

February 11, 2010

Innerpilgrim,

Welcome! This is a great group with very knowledgable people. More than I. I

only come with experience. It sounds like you did have a K experience at the

beginning. It is hard to survive in this world after having that experience

especially when no one else around you knows what's going on. I had my K

experience in India and I had no tingling feelings in my spine either.

I have also struggled with drug addiction in the past, my family has a big

history of addictive personalities. I hope that with my Kundalini experience I

can break that cycle for myself and my kids. I pray the same for you!

Once again, welcome!

Laura

, " jillatay "

<innerpilgrim wrote:

>

> Hi, I'm new to this list because Rae recommended it from another list.

>

> My experience with K is uneven and uncertain. I definitely have had many

things happen but not the textbook surge up the spine. When I was in my

twenties, in 1972, I woke something up, but never thought of it as K. Now I

think that it was, because I was definitely in an altered state 24 hours a day

and it was grand. I acheived it by meditating 7 or 8 hours a day in solitude in

the woods. I kept what I found to myself for over 30 years. Because I felt so

alone in my Heavenly Grace and because I couldn't understand the suffering of

all around me, I found a way to shut it down to start over, this time with more

awareness. But then I was stuck here in this world of pain again. I went for

a few years totally immersed in sex, drugs and rock and roll but eventually got

sober and counseling, eventually got married. Only in the past 8 or 9 years

have I come back to meditation to regain what I lost. I feel the stirrings of K

at times and have many random experiences but not like before.

>

> Thanks for the opportunity to share.

>

> Love to all,

> Innerpilgrim

>

February 11, 2010

Innerpilgrim,

Welcome to the list!

Love,

David

February 11, 2010

Welcome Innerpilgrim, looking forward to getting to know you. You may want to

check out our website and begain doing the safeties and the 5 Tibetans.

http://www.kundaliniawakeningsystems1.com/

There are many articles of Chrism's there as well, so will not have to search

for them here on group pages.

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There is also much to read and listen to here in the files and links section.

Blessings,

Linda