Flashes - Spinning Palms

[Guest guest]

Re: Laura

 

 

it wasn't an easy road though, just ask the people in the van with us in India,

they were so worried about me, I was totally engolfed in Bliss/Fear, I couldn't

function in this world upon arriving back home, I was in the hospital for 5

days.

 

 

 

 

Hey Laura - I know exactly what you mean. It isn't always easy for me,

either. It may sound like I am having a good old time because that is what I

usually share here - but the physical aspects can be really draining at times

for me also.

 

For about two weeks, I was feeling completely normal - no K symptoms at

all. But I was enjoying it and thinking, " Oh yeah, this is what it feels like

to be normal. " The timing was good because everyone was going completely crazy

around here because the Saints were going to the Superbowl, and everyone was on

this high like I have never seen in my life. I was just so happy because they

were so happy and got all caught up in it with them, and wanted it FOR them.

They so deserved the happiness, even if it was all ego related. It was

contagious and a wonderful contrast from the past few years. It was symbolic of

triumph over tragedy. I feel that it raised the vibrations which was needed

very badly here. I actually got accidentally tackled and knocked down during

the game! That's how crazy it was. I still have bruises! But enough about

that. Sorry for getting sidetracked but contagious happiness is rare around

here!

 

Anyway, then the K came back. It started last weekend. My husband and I

went to a movie and he wanted to see " The Book of Eli, " and all I knew was that

it was about the end of the world and Denzel Washington played Eli who was the

only person who had a Bible and everyone wanted it. Which sounded interesting

enough to me, so we saw it. I don't necessarily recommend it for K people

though, because there was a lot of violence and as I was watching I was

thinking, " Oh no, this is not following the safeties. This is not good. " But

when we left the movie this unbelievable gratitude came over me that the world

is not really like that and when we got home, I went to the bedroom and had this

overwhelming urge to kneel down, then sit on my feet and lean over in a ball and

I just kept saying in my mind " thank you " over and over and over. From the

depths of my being I have never been so sincerely grateful. I kept thinking,

" Don't let me ever forget how fortunate we all are. "

 

This went on for awhile until it became hard to breathe so I finally got up

and sat in the lazy boy chair. Then the K went crazy - this tingling shot up my

legs and then I had the urge to stretch my arms up high above my head for as

long as I could stand it. Then I started feeling something in the palms of my

hands - like a spinning and it felt like energy was going to shoot out of my

hands and then I got scared and brought them down. I thought, " That was kind of

interesting. " I wondered about chakras there and wondered what it all meant.

 

Since then, I have been feeling nauseated and dizzy, like I could pass out

every day this week. I have had bad headaches. This weekend I have felt

horrible. I woke up this morning and my palms were spinning again. I have no

idea what it means but only know that it is making me feel sick, very sick. I

am wondering if I should still do the Shaktipat or if it may be too much for me.

The energy seems to rev up on its own without any help and when it does, it

often leaves me almost incapacitated. I am doing the safeties the best I can,

but whenever I start doing the Tibetans regularly, the hand kriyas start back up

and then I stop until they stop. Resistance - I know.

 

Would be interested to know what anyone can tell me about the palm chakras

and what this means. Somehow, I think I must have messed up. - if you

think I should skip the Shaktipat, please let me know and I will comply.

 

Love to all,

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

Hi Deb, whenever I give gratidude and praise to God my arms go up pretty much

automaticly. I think it is a praise pose, maybe. I just continue praising and

send love out into the world for all who can recieve. It will stop when your K

is finished. You could also go out and put your hands to the earth and send the

energy into mother earth. told me the energy needs and wants to move. You

can also go to your local hospital and send your energy out to the patience and

the hospital workers there as a service for others. You do one of those and I am

sure the nauseated and dizzy will go.

 

The palm spinning is just an intication that the energy needs to move through

you for the healing of others.

That is my take.

Blessings,

Linda

 

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> Since then, I have been feeling nauseated and dizzy, like I could pass

out every day this week. I have had bad headaches. This weekend I have felt

horrible. I woke up this morning and my palms were spinning again.

[Guest guest]

Deb,

Thanks for sharing that with us! I'll think twice about seeing that movie when

my K is activated. You are right to thank God for our lives everyday, every

moment! My K was very very active during the superbowl, although the house I was

in wasn't too interested in who was winning, so I stayed in the kitchen with the

ladies and had some very interesting spiritual conversations.

 

Unlike you, I don't experience very much " physical " as you describe, mine is

more physcological. Mine is more in and out of states of consciosness. Though

I do remember in India a punch in the gut, I thought it was the end of the

world, or my world...was confused at that point. There were a couple of taxi

bombs that we barely missed in Mumbai also 3 weeks after coming home they took

over the Taj Royal in Mumbai and bombed it as well. Do you remember that?

There were alot of deaths and lots of chaos. They had people hostage, their

targets were " westerners " . I had goosebumps and chills up and down my spine as

I watched that on the news in a waiting room, I had to call my dad to make sure

it was real. I cried for a long time after that as well...it was horrible.

Also my hand started doing a dancing type of motion later on, if I totally

surrendered to it, I'd probly be dancing in the street, lol!

 

I agree with Linda, from doing some of my own research here and there this is an

energy that is to be shared. It is an energy that needs to flow through you, it

is too powerful for you to keep on your own. That's just some advice that

someone else gave me.

 

We are the holy grail, and our cup does runneth over. We need to put a hole (so

to speak) on the bottome of that cup so that it flows through you constantly.

Otherwise how do we hold the ocean in just a little cup?

 

Laura

 

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> it wasn't an easy road though, just ask the people in the van with us in

India, they were so worried about me, I was totally engolfed in Bliss/Fear, I

couldn't function in this world upon arriving back home, I was in the hospital

for 5 days.

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> Hey Laura - I know exactly what you mean. It isn't always easy for me,

either. It may sound like I am having a good old time because that is what I

usually share here - but the physical aspects can be really draining at times

for me also.

>

> For about two weeks, I was feeling completely normal - no K symptoms at

all. But I was enjoying it and thinking, " Oh yeah, this is what it feels like

to be normal. " The timing was good because everyone was going completely crazy

around here because the Saints were going to the Superbowl, and everyone was on

this high like I have never seen in my life. I was just so happy because they

were so happy and got all caught up in it with them, and wanted it FOR them.

They so deserved the happiness, even if it was all ego related. It was

contagious and a wonderful contrast from the past few years. It was symbolic of

triumph over tragedy. I feel that it raised the vibrations which was needed

very badly here. I actually got accidentally tackled and knocked down during

the game! That's how crazy it was. I still have bruises! But enough about

that. Sorry for getting sidetracked but contagious happiness is rare around

here!

>

> Anyway, then the K came back. It started last weekend. My husband and I

went to a movie and he wanted to see " The Book of Eli, " and all I knew was that

it was about the end of the world and Denzel Washington played Eli who was the

only person who had a Bible and everyone wanted it. Which sounded interesting

enough to me, so we saw it. I don't necessarily recommend it for K people

though, because there was a lot of violence and as I was watching I was

thinking, " Oh no, this is not following the safeties. This is not good. " But

when we left the movie this unbelievable gratitude came over me that the world

is not really like that and when we got home, I went to the bedroom and had this

overwhelming urge to kneel down, then sit on my feet and lean over in a ball and

I just kept saying in my mind " thank you " over and over and over. From the

depths of my being I have never been so sincerely grateful. I kept thinking,

" Don't let me ever forget how fortunate we all are. "

>

> This went on for awhile until it became hard to breathe so I finally got

up and sat in the lazy boy chair. Then the K went crazy - this tingling shot up

my legs and then I had the urge to stretch my arms up high above my head for as

long as I could stand it. Then I started feeling something in the palms of my

hands - like a spinning and it felt like energy was going to shoot out of my

hands and then I got scared and brought them down. I thought, " That was kind of

interesting. " I wondered about chakras there and wondered what it all meant.

>

> Since then, I have been feeling nauseated and dizzy, like I could pass

out every day this week. I have had bad headaches. This weekend I have felt

horrible. I woke up this morning and my palms were spinning again. I have no

idea what it means but only know that it is making me feel sick, very sick. I

am wondering if I should still do the Shaktipat or if it may be too much for me.

The energy seems to rev up on its own without any help and when it does, it

often leaves me almost incapacitated. I am doing the safeties the best I can,

but whenever I start doing the Tibetans regularly, the hand kriyas start back up

and then I stop until they stop. Resistance - I know.

>

> Would be interested to know what anyone can tell me about the palm

chakras and what this means. Somehow, I think I must have messed up. -

if you think I should skip the Shaktipat, please let me know and I will comply.

>

> Love to all,

> GCDeb

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[Guest guest]

Thank you Linda, Monica and Laura for your very helpful responses.

 

Laura - it sounds to me like your " punch in the gut " that you felt was a

premonition, or a " picking up of energies " of what was about to take place. I

think that we are able to receive these emotions and warnings, as unpleasant as

that may be. This is just my opinion and there are so many things that I do not

understand. It is so sad about the violence over there, but feel that in these

situations, there are also others who walk amongst the violence who have evolved

to a Higher Order.

 

This palm experience has peaked my interest in chakras - something that I

have only basic understanding of. I was surprised because I was not trying to

make it happen - the whole thing was spontaneous. It seems like the K energy

was trying to demonstrate how to channel energy, something I have not given much

thought to nor thought I was capable of before. I have always had an interest

in emotional healing more than energy healing. Right before I joined this list

again, I did read the EFT ebook to get some emotional relief and tried it and

the same thing happened - I felt very sick. I gather from that book that maybe

my energy body was flipped around to the negative from too many painful emotions

along this life. I think it is trying to flip the other way, but acting like a

car who can't quite turn the engine over!

 

Lately, whenever the K energy gets really active with vibrations and

tinglings, I am beginning to feel like a volcano that is about to erupt! But I

cannot surrender to that final release of energy due to fear. Whenever I get

close, I panic. But holding back and holding it in seems to be making me feel

sick. I think I need an education on how to channel it out. The most I know is

how to set intention and pray for others. Not sure if that is correct. Linda -

I will try as you suggest, thank you so much. I am going to give this more

study.

 

Monica - that was the other Mia Deb who had the feather experience! It is

confusing, I know. I read all of the " Conversations with God " books a few years

ago and really loved them also.

 

I am so thankful for this list - there is no one where I live that I can

talk to about these things or who would understand. Not even those closest to

me. Laura - I also am enjoying the conversation, thanks so much!

 

One last thing. I just found a book today by James Twyman called, " The

Proof. " I have read his books before and they always had a profound effect on

me. I don't need any more proof, but I do need to figure out how to align

myself better so that I will feel less sick and more peace! He is always very

interesting. I will share some of the highlights.

 

Love to the K family,

GCDeb

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

GC Deb,

Your expression of gratitude was so beautiful... thank you for sharing.

Carla

 

On 15 February 2010 15:19, <Deb111222 wrote:

 

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