moth arrival and tibetans

February 16, 2010

Dear everyone,

I would like to share something that has happened to me tonight.

As I was falling to sleep I could hear wings fluttering in my bedroom. it

sounded like the wings of a very large moth or butterfly or something even

bigger fluttering against the walls and around the room. If I ws still in

Brazil I would not have been suprised but here at home the fluttering sound was

louder than I would ever have heard for one of our night time winged creatures.

I lay there and listened and kept my eyes closed, I had lots of surges and

expansions of love and I must just drifted off to sleep. When my eyes opened

again it was exactly 2.59 am. I sat up and stretched my arms up in the air and

as they came around to the front I felt something on the front of my hand. With

ourtstretched hands I stopped moving them and as my eyes adjusted to the

darkness I could feel a slight touch on my hand and I began to see the shape of

a very large moth with 2 wings... or something like that just sitting on my

hand. I didn't move and allowed it to just sit there. after a while I moved my

hand towards my eyes and lol lol I realised that it was folded up paper just

sitting on my hand. I took it off and went out of the room to check what it

was. It was 2 small information sheets folded in quarters, that

I got at the casa the day of my operation, one written in portugeuse about Santo

Inacio de loyola (st Ignatus) and the other about the casa and the medium John

of God. The thing is that no matter what I do I cannot make the paper just stay

on my hand again, not to mind move my hand with the paper on it as I had done

when I woke. It is amazing that it really really was like a huge moth and I

have no idea how the paper got to be in my bed and on my hand in such a manner.

When I was given the papers on the day of the oporation I really wanted to

understand what was written in portugeuse, I asked elenora if she had got

english versions but she had not got that information at all. while I was at

the casa I felt a huge connection to st Ignatus although I really know nothing

about his life except that he killed a huge amount of people before he changed

his life and that he founded the jesuit order. I will tell you a bit about how

that connection

felt once I begin to write a bit about the casa in the next day or too.

Then I did the 5 tibetans and as I finished and moved into the alternative

breathing and the prayer I suddenly out of the blue was given to get my rosary

and count the 21 times alternative nostril breathing and prayer on the beads. I

have always been very distracted having to count the 21 breaths particularly

when my breath begins to slow down. My fingers on the beads doing 10 then the

one in the middle and then another decade made this the best focused experience

of this practice.

I don't pray the rosary or use beads but I used my beads quite a bit in

Brazil and was given to say the rosary and other prayers at 3am. This new

connection with the beads at home has been very meaningful and perhaps may be

helpful to others who also find counting the 21 times very distracting to the

process.

Anyway sorry this is so long but I wanted to share the arrival of the night moth

and a further way to use my rosary beads.

I will post about the casa soon and I will begin to read the posts here again.

Much love hugs and blessings to you all. Julia.

February 16, 2010

What mysteriously divine beauty Julia- discovered upon paperwings and in

counting the rosary ring.

In awe.

~Danielle

, Julia Ahern <jajahern

wrote:

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> Dear everyone,

>

> I would like to share something that has happened to me tonight.

> As I was falling to sleep I could hear wings fluttering in my bedroom.

February 17, 2010

Thank-you for sharing this beautiful experience, Julia.

Love,

Jan