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Hi, just thought I'd take a couple of minutes to introduce myself. I'm Vicki.

I am a Spiritualist, I have enjoyed shamanic journeys for many years. Though in

the last year I've have some strange things that have occurred, in part to what

led me here. While I've always had a spirit side and acknowledged them, it was

an auto accident that led to a different spiritual awakening of sorts. When I

realized I had splintered from the accident I had to find myself and heal - that

led me to that shaman part. In the last year, a massive snake had been stalking

me on journey, scaring me chasing me. Once I hid in a cave that showed me a

mass of souls bumbling along like a river. I had no desire to be part of that

and turned to step into snakes mouth (I told you it was big) we've been allies

since.

 

I've been reading the posts here with great enthusiasm, though some scare me a

little. I take time doing anything, decisions are one of them. A few nights

ago, as my husband and I were going to bed a spot light appeared above the bed.

It lit half the room and of course it was for me, as my husband couldn't see it.

I took it as a sign to journey and see what was going on. Snake was right there

bigger than ever and a man rode upon his head. The man with silver and white

hair asked if I was ready, at that point I felt great but not uncomfortable heat

and a sense of glowing in my lower back. I could feel the rest of my back begin

to arch. I said, no, I wasn't ready and he and glowing/pressure left. So, this

has left me with so many questions. Its hard to pick apart where to start.

 

First, how does one know when they are ready? I just had this wonderful heart

opening experience when as the energy zigzag from my heart to my 3rd eye. It

left me giggly the rest of the evening. Sure I'd like to experience that again.

But what if I have chakras that are blocked? Wouldn't it be better to work at

opening them prior to the full experience? Wouldn't it make the rising better,

easier? Now, as a Spiritualist I've working at improving self, phsyically,

mentally, spiritually. But me with a phsyical body is still prone to those

conditions at times as well.

 

Also does it hurt? Physically, I will always have a damaged disks in my back.

But I don't want to hurt with no way to stop it. Mentally, I've looked over the

edge of insanity (I think)I wouldn't want to go there, or to the river of souls.

But then snake was there to assist me - that's the crux of it for me. Do or

don't - when am I pure enough.

 

Well, I've rambled on enough. Nice chatting with you.

V