Guest guest Posted February 24, 2010 Report Share Posted February 24, 2010 Hi all you beautiful kundalites, Thank you for all the South American stories and adventures!! Its been so exciting to read and understand what goes on there. Seems like it touched you all in an immense and beautiful way and by your sharing it touches all of us. Some crazy stuff - yes? (: Glad I'm not the only crazy person here. BOO And I only wish had a camera on Bradly - oh yes I do!!! (; Bruce I'm giving you a shout out - SHOUT! Thank you so much for your reply - you are so jam packed with helpful advice - must be all that swimming with white dolphins. (: I know I've been busy and havent posted but know that I did receive it and read it and appreciate it - just still bucking up a bit I guess. (: Hope your new business venture is going well - I think this is where you have been heading all along. GO BRUCE GO! Looking forward to hearing your updates - do let us know how its all going! Also I think Caitlin asked about the blue pearl a bit ago. I don't know for sure Caitlin but I do see (and btw I never know what it is I am seeing - I am still waiting for God to shout out in a booming voice - " THIS IS THE BLUE PEARL " " THIS IS YOU CRYING OVER NOTHING " " WILL YOU JUST RELAX, ENJOY AND STOP THAT MENTAL BLAH BLAH BLAHING " ) Anyway - (oh oh I am off rambling) I see a beautiful brilliant more beautiful or shall i say more brilliant in color a bluey/purpley color - I see it with eyes open or closed. Its different than say the (again I don't know what I'm seeing) beautiful little speckled colors all around or those ribbons of light that shoot through the room sometimes or the pops of colors. Its different than the prana - or those energy vortexes - or the black and white lights - Geez I am no help am I? Perhaps Shaz could speak a bit about it. It seems to be larger in size than the prana or the brilliance or radiance that is around the body - and when the eyes are closed its not the same as that swirl which I think is your energy color - but I don't know - it also changes. So when I close my eyes I get those beautiful swirls of color that send waves of love and peace through me and all of a sudden this brilliant blue/purpley - God its so beautiful how to describe it - but there is a significance there I don't understand - I can't make it come - it comes when it wants - at first i rarely saw it - now i see it everyday but again it doesnt stay - it comes and goes - appears in different ways - sometimes its just a quick flash - but usually every time i close my eyes or at night it will appear - but not stay? (Geez I'm thinking of singing a blue pearl song - thats not good for anyone) Now I'm imaging that song blue with those people nodding their heads which are drenched in blue paint) - tell me to stop! Coco I know you will! (; Remember when I told all of you I started hearing that womens voice humming to me back in September? Then I wrote about the group of men singing/chanting to me a couple weeks ago? Since then nightly I am being serenaded to - I honestly can't believe it - its so beautiful all this - musical tones either coming into my head or out ? ( yes get the men in the white coats) and a female voice singing so softly - makes you cry cuz you feel such love - still those nice guys will sing to me but mainly what I hear is tones - all sorts of musical tones. At first it was just like the same tone over and over and now it seems like its more music of different tones. During this the energy is at my feet swirling like tornados - going up the legs - the bottom spine starts and seems to spread out and around to the front at the same time it is moving up the back - as this is happening again I keep feeling different points on my body that are spinning - I suppose those are chakras - I think Skoogle wrote about this and went through a period of time where they were spinning and then settled down - right now I'm all spins - ha - it moves up the back but also that beautiful feeling spreads all over - I would be happy just laying there my entire life in that bliss - (i know chop wood - carry water) as it goes up the neck into the head - the head can buzz extremely loud - if my eyes are open the room is covered in brilliance but the tones instantly start coming out or in my head - there is head pressure but not pain - the music can move too - its strange - sometimes I have heard music coming from my stomach - usually the head though - on top - the back - the ears - and the head lights up or those flashes sometimes occur if i am looking out the light flashes out from the sides of my head - I feel different parts in the front and back vibrating and turning as the energy seems to go around. Honestly I don't even care what its doing I am so blissful and body buzzed and its the most beautiful feeling. So the last couple weeks this has been nightly bliss - i knew i always loved the night for some reason...(; The tones I hear during the day too - but with everything going on its not as loud - I notice the last couple of months I have been sleeping more - before that a few hours a night was all I needed and now i've needed more. Or more time to lay down. A heavyness comes over me and I have to lay down and even if its just for a little bit it seems to give the energy a chance to run more powerfully through i guess. But also there is this feeling it takes me into where I just want to stay - deeper but its not effort its just natural. I haven't been crying so much - so YEAH! I seem to go through these crying things that can last - every time I think I am over that - well lets say now I don't say that - but I do feel better - there was a weird vulnerability feeling at first but now its just i don't even know why sometimes or if i know why its over the top crying about it - I don't know I think its the ego - sometimes for no good reason- sometimes its love its all so beautiful these feelings - sometimes i have to buck up though My point being is if you cry - don't feel bad about it - it comes - if you are laughing so hard in public and thankful you don't know anyone there - its okay that comes too - I think says they are emotional kriyas. This has been the hardest part for me i think. As crazy as all the above sounds I am feeling more grounded and much better during the daytime. Not crying!!!! (; Before when people were speaking of things of the world - bad things - even the news on but before it was emotionally hard to be around. I felt like a caged animal - I had to run run run - get out of there. I don't know why but it was too hard to be around - now I am better. I can sit a few feet from the door while my getaway car is running. ( kidding - i don't leave the car running) (: Having said all the above the thing is the ego thing has been challenging at times (; and still there is a naturalness that if we would just get out of the way (i mean me here) it takes you - it bathes you - its so easy after you realize to have complete trust - it seems to be bringing me deeper in a way i couldn't ever try to make myself be - you know force my mind to do or sit in silence that long - she just takes you in deeper while bathing you in this love and you become silent because you are just being so loved so its so easy to let go of everything and fall deeper into it - and the mind just naturally is quiet - even mine- which we all know can ramble on - far too long - as i have now! (; lots of loved filled chi balls to all of you and thank you so much for all your sharing - Lots of love Mia D (aka other Deb) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2010 Report Share Posted February 25, 2010 Thanks Deb. I have been having these energy swirls over the head for an year now and more. In the initial days, the chakras would swirl as the energy moved from the feet to the head. Later, the energy would move only from the base of the spine to the top of head and chakras would still spin ( esp during first 5 mins of sleep at night) Now, the energy moves from the base of the spine to the top - no more swirling - no more chakra movement. Atleast for 6 months, I felt tired because of the force on the head - doing its activity and putting me in bliss and I spent more number of hours in sleep and had to stop thinking and maintain silence otherwise. I never had any pain, it was only pressure. This energy puts you into a bliss which is indescribable. You might become a spiritual bum wanting more of this bliss. After few days, the energy makes you silent - you can sense the deep silence. In my experience, I have to be consciously with the energy always, noticing its movement in the head. I wouldn't tell that I am driving the movement, but I need to be constantly watching it or else pressure develops. I have been doing this for the past months automatically and it is like staring into nothingness. The energy from the inside makes you still and you just sit staring - without thoughts - and then bliss comes over. To summarize, There is an energy in my head, Which wants me to consciously it watch day and night, It does its work and I just observe it, When I forget it, it becomes pressure in my head. But when observed, I enter into a thoughtless state, I soon forget that I am observing that, It does its work and I am centered when I watch it, Then my mind moves with it, " I " move with it, " I " become it. Then the bliss comes over, the divine madness dawns, I can't stay without repeating the name of the lord, I can't stay without watching some divine music videos, Its purity and is bliss, I can't think but have to stay still. I just stay still and become mad - there is bliss but I can't catch it ! It is so elusive, it gets into the temples and teases it, It is the super massage therapy on your brain, You become mad again - there is bliss but I can't catch it ! Skoogle ________________________________ flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 Thu, 25 February, 2010 11:11:15 AM catching up - warning long - run while u can I notice the last couple of months I have been sleeping more - before that a few hours a night was all I needed and now i've needed more. Or more time to lay down. A heavyness lots of loved filled chi balls to all of you and thank you so much for all your sharing - Lots of love Mia D (aka other Deb) The INTERNET now has a personality. YOURS! See your Homepage. http://in./ Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2010 Report Share Posted February 25, 2010 Hi Skoogle, Actually thank you - it was from reading your post or blog that I felt more comfortable with this swirling energy - I mean I enjoy it and wasn't worried but its comforting to read others that have or had similar stuff - I didn't catch anyone else talking about some of this before reading from your posts - so I appreciate it greatly. I wonder if you noticed when the ego stuff stopped or intense emotions - was any of that still going on for you during the swirling energy period. Lately I've been feeling good but every time I think that clearing is almost over - well more surprises around the corner. (: and when I'm not it seems so silly and it seems so easy to get to that peace that I can't believe I have a hard time with more letting go of this or that. Just wondering how your " ego " stuff is coming along for you? Or emotions? That balance of letting go and still being here - It would be easy to let go and not do this society thing - oh except food shelter ....ha So this balance ... how are you with that? I read that you took a job you were over-qualified for but you are happier at - wasn't so much financial stuff. I notice it is difficult to do things that don't matter but that we need to do - you know what I mean? Perhaps this is one of the lessons - doing what makes you happy - or is less intense on the brain which sometimes pops! (: I wonder if this ego thing - mind thing - emotions - does this keep going on until/if realization? But yes I do know what you are warning of " spiritual bum " - haha - I could totally see how this happens - nothing can compare to such a feeling - but then again we do get hungry and i suppose its nice to have a place to stay and a pillow and blanket - showers and soap... so thanks for the warning - I hear you - i don't want to but i do (: I have noticed this needing more sleep since this swirling energy took place but also noticed the bliss increase - if I focus on say love and appreciation the energy really kicks in and so does bliss. But if this bliss then gets so constant which will wear us out then its almost this built in saftey from shakti - if we don't keep it together - she will for us - but i was thinking bliss would be a great way to go ... ok all i'm kidding (: (sorta) What is a spiritual bum then? Someone who blisses out all day and night ? ... what again is the downside there? oh yeah that thing about eating and sleeping in a cozy bed with water and warm comfy socks and heat in the winter but besides that what??? (: Or we could come up with a logo like the yellow happy face that was worth millions - blissin out - livin the bliss - blah blah blah then there we'd all be spread out around the world doing nothing but having that loving feeling .... you are all wondering if i ever can be quiet arn't you? yeah guess there wouldnt be too much service going on if everyone was blissing all the time... maybe that is service ... or my ego dreaming again... so this energy in your head - the pressure - you watch it all the time? if you don't then the pressure builds too much! It's like you have no where to go but enlightenment or are there? I was reading somewhere that said that after self-realization your thoughts just mostly stop without effort - you can think but you are just not blah blahing in the head (as I am here - how would you like to be in my head? I think not!) Anyone??? The pressure in my head and on my head is not so bad as that - but i'm still swirling here (: I know we all really appreciate your sharing and hope the pressure gets better! Did you talk to about this - always having to watch this day and night? Is this part of the way to enlightenment - by the actual watching you are kinda forced in that now - or is there another way to relieve that? This is very interesting Skoogle - I hope you don't mind me picking your brains - you've got enough going on so please don't feel you need to - just appreciate you keeping us up to date sometimes. Its really great how you explain all your sensations and all! Maybe when comes back he'll talk a little about this aspect of it and how he went through this. I was listening to someone on youtube who says the mind kinda folds in on itself .... and that balanced breathing is important for not losing it as the ego goes through what it will I'm gonna watch that pressure tonight - just watch it - like you said - see how it goes ... Well thank you so much - don't mind me thinking out loud - wishing you the best - i know the chopping wood and hauling water while going through this is not always easy but look how great you are doing - except i'm wondering about the pressure ... Thank you for taking the time with this - its always great to hear your experience. Big Chi ball for you- this one sucks pressure right outta your head! (; Mia D (aka other Deb) ps - that below is beautiful - thank you from all > There is an energy in my head, > Which wants me to consciously it watch day and night, > It does its work and I just observe it, > When I forget it, it becomes pressure in my head. > > But when observed, I enter into a thoughtless state, > I soon forget that I am observing that, > It does its work and I am centered when I watch it, > Then my mind moves with it, " I " move with it, " I " become it. > > Then the bliss comes over, the divine madness dawns, > I can't stay without repeating the name of the lord, > I can't stay without watching some divine music videos, > Its purity and is bliss, I can't think but have to stay still. > > I just stay still and become mad - there is bliss but I can't catch it ! > It is so elusive, it gets into the temples and teases it, > It is the super massage therapy on your brain, > You become mad again - there is bliss but I can't catch it ! > > Skoogle Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2010 Report Share Posted February 25, 2010 Deb- I love your rambles- you just make me feel so good with your uplifting verbiage. So hyper - you must get loads of things done - am happy oyu are sleeping more - after all this hyperness you need some rest me thinks... Have been wondering--- many of you talk about the " bliss " when it comes I was under the impression that one can not function at all - one goes into the nether world and feels all the love of the universe. So how do you continue to chop wood and carry the water while this is happening??? If you totally lose control - that does not seem a good thing when working. I know that one can ask for events to happen at home yet it sounds as if most of you deal with these events anytime day or night.. Wondering ???? e Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 25, 2010 Report Share Posted February 25, 2010 Hey Kundalites and Deb I am not checking in so often and posting yet I logged in today and saw a personal check in from my wonderfully bucked up friend D. Buckup (aka Mia) and being inspired by her thought processes feel I have to write. The kundalini has been wonderfully smooth. I got up a little quick after my Christ meditations and had a lovely 10 minutes of golden stars shooting around. I have been dreaming prolifically of great riches and the end of war, and in teh days have been feeling very clear, at peace, blissful and have a wave of creativity flowing out of me, which seems to get stronger as I tap into it. Synchronicity and Shakti continues to provide me what I need as I need it and I live in trust. I noticed some comments about being a spiritual bum.. (would it be okay to say that I am working from home and due to the heat, its over 40 degrees C with the humidity, I live in my underpants now? lol.. just as well I have this finely tuned muscular fit ripped Calvin Klein model style body..lol..) Rampant narscissm aside, my sense is that with authentic spiritual realization there is a deep desire to participate fully in the life process through offering ones gifts creatively in service to the world, and with that comes skillfull means and contribution. Spiritual bums live lives of egoic consumption, which is the antithises of an engaged, connected service orientated life. So, no matter where you are on the path, there should be a willingness to do what is required to eat, wear socks, bath, wash your underpants and so on. Oh, the wind just shifted direction, so surfing will be good tomorrow morning. I hope the sharks dont attack my sexy underpants.lol.. The divine is getting stronger. More intuitive hits are happening as my mind relaxes. I see the Divine shining out of others, I see their radiance and I want to go and tell them how much they are shining and how much potential they have, and they just cant see it. Creativly I am just finishing a short book called 'The abundant Christian'. I have been spending a lot of time at Church and my synthesizing brain had the creative urge to write a short book on how to live abundantly using success principles which are all biblically references, and it also explores the origen of sinful nature. Its only 50 pages and I got really energized writing it so feel its good. I feel a real calling to wake up Christians, get them out of scarcity.. especialle here in S Africa, and get them living full and radiant lives... Hallelujia!!! What else? Kundalini now feels like my inner world is velvet. mmmmm!! also designing a course on how to recognize and actualize your destiny and how to align with enlightened consciousness.. my plan is to unleash a bunch of enlightened destiny seekers into Africa and see what happens... I guess I gotto buy a camcorder and keep track.. watch youtube for lightning bolts.. lol... And most important, deepening into the sacred profoundness of relationship to the Christ that is within me..if you guys dont have a living personal relationship to divinity, you are missing out on something extraordinary... thats me... love you all and Deb thanks for being a catalyst xx bruce , " flowerpowers7777 " <flowerpowers7777 wrote: > > Hi all you beautiful kundalites, > > Thank you for all the South American stories and adventures!! > Its been so exciting to read and understand what goes on there. Seems like it touched you all in an immense and beautiful way and by your sharing it touches all of us. Some crazy stuff - yes? (: Glad I'm not the only crazy person here. BOO And I only wish had a camera on Bradly - oh yes I do!!! (; > > Bruce I'm giving you a shout out - SHOUT! Thank you so much for your reply - you are so jam packed with helpful advice - must be all that swimming with white dolphins. (: I know > I've been busy and havent posted but know that I did receive it and read it and appreciate it - just still bucking up a bit I guess. (: > Hope your new business venture is going well - I think this is where you have been heading all along. GO BRUCE GO! Looking forward to hearing your updates - do let us know how its all going! > > Also I think Caitlin asked about the blue pearl a bit ago. I don't know for sure Caitlin but I do see (and btw I never know what it is I am seeing - I am still waiting for God to shout out in a > booming voice - " THIS IS THE BLUE PEARL " " THIS IS YOU CRYING OVER NOTHING " > " WILL YOU JUST RELAX, ENJOY AND STOP THAT MENTAL BLAH BLAH BLAHING " ) > > > > Anyway - (oh oh I am off rambling) > > > I see a beautiful brilliant more beautiful or shall i say more brilliant in color a bluey/purpley color - I see it with eyes open or closed. Its different than say the (again I don't know what I'm seeing) > beautiful little speckled colors all around or those ribbons of light that shoot through > the room sometimes or the pops of colors. Its different than the prana - or those energy vortexes - or the black and white lights - Geez I am no help am I? Perhaps Shaz could speak a bit about it. > > It seems to be larger in size than the prana or the brilliance or radiance that is around the body - and when the eyes are closed its not the same as that swirl which I think is your > energy color - but I don't know - it also changes. > > So when I close my eyes I get those beautiful swirls of color that send waves of love and peace through me and all of a sudden this brilliant blue/purpley - God its so beautiful > how to describe it - but there is a significance there I don't understand - I can't make it come - it comes when it wants - at first i rarely saw it - now i see it everyday but again it doesnt stay - it comes and goes - appears in different ways - sometimes its just a quick flash - but usually every time i close my eyes or at night it will appear - but not stay? > (Geez I'm thinking of singing a blue pearl song - thats not good for anyone) > > Now I'm imaging that song blue with those people nodding their heads which are drenched in blue paint) - tell me to stop! Coco I know you will! (; > > Remember when I told all of you I started hearing that womens voice humming to me back in September? Then I wrote about the group of men singing/chanting to me a couple weeks ago? Since then nightly I am being serenaded to - I honestly can't believe it - its so beautiful all this - musical tones either coming into my head or out ? ( yes get the men in the white coats) > and a female voice singing so softly - makes you cry cuz you feel such love - still those nice guys will sing to me but mainly what I hear is tones - all sorts of musical tones. > At first it was just like the same tone over and over and now it seems like its more music of different tones. > > During this the energy is at my feet swirling like tornados - going up the legs - the bottom spine starts and seems to spread out and around to the front at the same time it is moving up the back - as this is happening again I keep feeling different points on my body that are spinning - I suppose those are chakras - I think Skoogle wrote about this and went through a period of time where they were spinning and then settled down - > > right now I'm all spins - ha - it moves up the back but also that beautiful feeling spreads all over - I would be happy just laying there my entire life in that bliss - (i know chop wood - carry water) > as it goes up the neck into the head - the head can buzz extremely loud - if my eyes are open the room is covered in brilliance but the tones instantly start coming out or in my head - there is head pressure but not pain - the music can move too - its strange - sometimes I have heard music coming from my stomach - usually the head though - on top - the back - the ears - and the head lights up or those flashes sometimes occur if i am looking out the light flashes out from the sides of my head - > > I feel different parts in the front and back vibrating and turning as the energy seems to go around. Honestly I don't even care what its doing I am so blissful and body buzzed and its > the most beautiful feeling. So the last couple weeks this has been nightly bliss - i knew i always loved the night for some reason...(; > > The tones I hear during the day too - but with everything going on its not as loud - > > I notice the last couple of months I have been sleeping more - before that a few hours a night was all I needed and now i've needed more. Or more time to lay down. A heavyness > comes over me and I have to lay down and even if its just for a little bit it seems to give > the energy a chance to run more powerfully through i guess. But also there is this > feeling it takes me into where I just want to stay - deeper but its not effort its just natural. > > I haven't been crying so much - so YEAH! I seem to go through these crying things that can last - every time I think I am over that - well lets say now I don't say that - but I do feel better - there was a weird vulnerability feeling at first but now its just i don't even know why sometimes or if i know why its over the top crying about it - I don't know I think its the ego > - sometimes for no good reason- > sometimes its love its all so beautiful these feelings - sometimes i have to buck up though > > My point being is if you cry - don't feel bad about it - it comes - if you are laughing so hard in public and thankful you don't know anyone there - its okay that comes too - > I think says they are emotional kriyas. This has been the hardest part for me i think. > > As crazy as all the above sounds I am feeling more grounded and much better during the daytime. Not crying!!!! (; Before when people were speaking of things of the world - bad things - even the news on but before it was emotionally hard to be around. I felt like a caged animal - I had to run run run - get out of there. I don't know why but it was too hard to be around - now I am better. I can sit a few feet from the door while my getaway car is running. ( kidding - i don't leave the car running) (: > > > Having said all the above the thing is the ego thing has been challenging at times (; > and still there is a naturalness that if we would just get out of the way (i mean me here) > it takes you - it bathes you - its so easy after you realize to have complete trust - it seems to be bringing me deeper in a way i couldn't ever try to make myself be - you know force my mind to do or sit in silence that long - she just takes you in deeper while bathing you in this love and you become silent because you are just being so loved so its so easy to let go of everything and fall deeper into it - and the mind just naturally is quiet - even mine- > which we all know can ramble on - far too long - as i have now! (; > > lots of loved filled chi balls to all of you and thank you so much for all your sharing - > > > Lots of love > Mia D (aka other Deb) > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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