Experience 50 - the Ego, Childlike behaviours

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With Kundalini, ego is reduced and I am conscious of this.

It is not that I can't talk hard about others or feel proud of my

accomplishments etc. but I can feel the pain that is associated with such a

behavior.

Hence, anything apart from what is natural makes it unbearable.

 

I had been to a restaurant few weeks back, where one of them was talking how

great her husband was, the property they owned and the

international trips they make every year. I couldn't bear these words. With

Kundalini and loss of ego, you can't accept anything but natural.

Inside you there is this something which doesn't make you touch artificiality.

 

With loss of ego, you do not know what you are talking about. You become like a

child. There is innocence.

Even if you scold someone, it will be not out of ego or revenge but pure play.

There is no attachment to the action as you feel disconnected with the external

situation and are always watching the movie that is inside you

I don't remember much of what I did yesterday. I can't carry the past

impressions about any person whom I have already met when I talk to him today.

And once in a while, you get this feeling of playing or acting in a game as

everything becomes of no use.

I don't remember much not because my memory is bad but because I am dedicated to

the movie inside.

 

The whole life one is looking for happiness, and lo if it is with you always, in

a way that you can't understand that you are in it.

I constantly push myself to be in this world and act in this world as it makes

me utterly stupid.

 

Once I was in a class and there was so much bliss in me. The attendance sheet

came to me and I couldn't remember my signature.I just happened to sign

automatically.

Guess what, the sign looked beautiful and new. But it was the same signature I

had been doing.

Kundalini cleans up everything. The memories, the impressions, the notions, our

likes, dislikes.

It makes me a new person everyday. I don't carry the impressions of yesterday

nor can I think much about the emotional level details of something that

happened yesterday.

 

Its a cleanup. The stare into nothingness. But this look into nothingness is not

void. It is with immense activity. It is with immense joy and bliss.

This void is silence, bliss and with tremendous activity.

 

Skoogle

 

 

 

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Hi

 

I also feel the same way you do.

 

The nature of a Kundalini person is like a pure child! Anything related to ego

can be felt very uncomfortable spiritually and physically. At least in my case

ego attitudes can even produce strong pain in certain parts of my body or the

chakras feel in fire.

 

Your experience of the restaurant makes me reflect that I also become more

conscious of that type of conversations. However, the key point is not feel

annoyed as you express (cannot bear it)  but rather conscious of who you are

and who you are not in those type of situations.  Ego expressions are

everywhere. You find them in news, in the street, with your neighbors, with your

bother etc etc. The best way to go is not feel annoyed on it but become the

observer of it.

 

I think..as you beautifully put it I am also watching more the movie inside!

 

We are all in the same wave

Blessings

Monica

 

--- El jue, 2/25/10, Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb escribió:

 

 

De: Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb

Asunto: Experience 50 - the Ego, Childlike

behaviours

A:

Fecha: jueves, 25 de febrero de 2010, 11:10 pm

 

 

 

 

 

 

With Kundalini, ego is reduced and I am conscious of this.

It is not that I can't talk hard about others or feel proud of my

accomplishments etc. but I can feel the pain that is associated with such a

behavior.

Hence, anything apart from what is natural makes it unbearable.

 

I had been to a restaurant few weeks back, where one of them was talking how

great her husband was, the property they owned and the

international trips they make every year. I couldn't bear these words. With

Kundalini and loss of ego, you can't accept anything but natural.

Inside you there is this something which doesn't make you touch artificiality.

 

With loss of ego, you do not know what you are talking about. You become like a

child. There is innocence.

Even if you scold someone, it will be not out of ego or revenge but pure play.

There is no attachment to the action as you feel disconnected with the external

situation and are always watching the movie that is inside you

I don't remember much of what I did yesterday. I can't carry the past

impressions about any person whom I have already met when I talk to him today.

And once in a while, you get this feeling of playing or acting in a game as

everything becomes of no use.

I don't remember much not because my memory is bad but because I am dedicated to

the movie inside.

 

The whole life one is looking for happiness, and lo if it is with you always, in

a way that you can't understand that you are in it.

I constantly push myself to be in this world and act in this world as it makes

me utterly stupid.

 

Once I was in a class and there was so much bliss in me. The attendance sheet

came to me and I couldn't remember my signature.I just happened to sign

automatically.

Guess what, the sign looked beautiful and new. But it was the same signature I

had been doing.

Kundalini cleans up everything. The memories, the impressions, the notions, our

likes, dislikes.

It makes me a new person everyday. I don't carry the impressions of yesterday

nor can I think much about the emotional level details of something that

happened yesterday.

 

Its a cleanup. The stare into nothingness. But this look into nothingness is not

void. It is with immense activity. It is with immense joy and bliss.

This void is silence, bliss and with tremendous activity.

 

Skoogle

 

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I have not experienced the ego as you explain it here yet - I have been coming

to an understanding of what you share. The beginning of the not wanting to

listen or be part of anything here is awakening in me. The daily taaks, work ,

eating , sleeping,anything of this world feels artificial and not important.

 

And yet I am continually pulled back into this living on this plane- I do not

like it - I long for the place where my spirit can just be and not have to take

part in the daily rituals the expected stance and communicating.

 

You present hope here for me and for others. In that there is the possibility

of being less with ego and still moving about the world as we know it yet being

of the other world as we become the child in it.

 

Wonderful to be validated in my minor knowings- One day perhaps I too will be

able to function apart and separate from the present reality and enjoy the real

true being I am.

 

Thank you for being so succinct in your presentations. It ia rare for one to

be able to explain the K events in a manner that is understood by others in a

very real and knowing way. It is one of your gifts Skoogle - a very precious

gift.

 

Blessings

e

[Guest guest]

Skoogle,

 

You expressed yourself beautifully. I think you will find some of us that can

relate. While in India I wanted to be all natural, I didn't even want to

blow-dry my hair, wear make-up...I could go on, but I might embarrass myself.

Upon arriving home from India and doing some hospital time, I looked up as much

as I could. I found Nirvikalpa Samadhi, it is a state of being. You may get

there by awakening the Kundalini. It is also an experience. I believe this is

the Kingdom of God that Jesus spoke of. We are to enter it as children, he also

stated it is inside us all.

 

After coming down from Nirvikalpa Samadhi, some Yogi's have lost their identity

completely, meaning they forgot who they were. While in nirvikalpa samadhi

there is no mind and when you want to tell others, the words are hard to find.

If you are interested in looking it up, read what Sri Chinmoy had to say about

it. It resignates deep with me and my experiences.

 

Many Blessings your way,

Laura

 

, Skoogle Msb

<skoogle_msb wrote:

>

> With Kundalini, ego is reduced and I am conscious of this.

> It is not that I can't talk hard about others or feel proud of my

accomplishments etc. but I can feel the pain that is associated with such a

behavior.

> Hence, anything apart from what is natural makes it unbearable.

>

> I had been to a restaurant few weeks back, where one of them was talking how

great her husband was, the property they owned and the

> international trips they make every year. I couldn't bear these words. With

Kundalini and loss of ego, you can't accept anything but natural.

> Inside you there is this something which doesn't make you touch artificiality.

>

> With loss of ego, you do not know what you are talking about. You become like

a child. There is innocence.

> Even if you scold someone, it will be not out of ego or revenge but pure play.

> There is no attachment to the action as you feel disconnected with the

external situation and are always watching the movie that is inside you

> I don't remember much of what I did yesterday. I can't carry the past

impressions about any person whom I have already met when I talk to him today.

> And once in a while, you get this feeling of playing or acting in a game as

everything becomes of no use.

> I don't remember much not because my memory is bad but because I am dedicated

to the movie inside.

>

> The whole life one is looking for happiness, and lo if it is with you always,

in a way that you can't understand that you are in it.

> I constantly push myself to be in this world and act in this world as it makes

me utterly stupid.

>

> Once I was in a class and there was so much bliss in me. The attendance sheet

came to me and I couldn't remember my signature.I just happened to sign

automatically.

> Guess what, the sign looked beautiful and new. But it was the same signature I

had been doing.

> Kundalini cleans up everything. The memories, the impressions, the notions,

our likes, dislikes.

> It makes me a new person everyday. I don't carry the impressions of yesterday

nor can I think much about the emotional level details of something that

happened yesterday.

>

> Its a cleanup. The stare into nothingness. But this look into nothingness is

not void. It is with immense activity. It is with immense joy and bliss.

> This void is silence, bliss and with tremendous activity.

>

> Skoogle

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

Hi Skoogle,

 

what I find for me is that I see peoples egoic and childlike games, and its not

that I cant bear them; I simply smile at them and see them for what they are and

am mostly unaffected now...and when Its time I move away, or they just find me

very boring.. lol..

 

all gods children...

 

blessings

Bruce

 

, Monica <monikaeslava

wrote:

>

> Hi

>  

> I also feel the same way you do.

>  

> The nature of a Kundalini person is like a pure child! Anything related to ego

can be felt very uncomfortable spiritually and physically. At least in my case

ego attitudes can even produce strong pain in certain parts of my body or the

chakras feel in fire.

>  

> Your experience of the restaurant makes me reflect that I also become more

conscious of that type of conversations. However, the key point is not feel

annoyed as you express (cannot bear it)  but rather conscious of who you are

and who you are not in those type of situations.  Ego expressions are

everywhere. You find them in news, in the street, with your neighbors, with your

bother etc etc. The best way to go is not feel annoyed on it but become the

observer of it.

>  

> I think..as you beautifully put it I am also watching more the movie inside!

>  

> We are all in the same wave

> Blessings

> Monica

>

> --- El jue, 2/25/10, Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb escribió:

>

>

> De: Skoogle Msb <skoogle_msb

> Asunto: Experience 50 - the Ego, Childlike

behaviours

> A:

> Fecha: jueves, 25 de febrero de 2010, 11:10 pm

>

>

>  

>

>

>

> With Kundalini, ego is reduced and I am conscious of this.

> It is not that I can't talk hard about others or feel proud of my

accomplishments etc. but I can feel the pain that is associated with such a

behavior.

> Hence, anything apart from what is natural makes it unbearable.

>

> I had been to a restaurant few weeks back, where one of them was talking how

great her husband was, the property they owned and the

> international trips they make every year. I couldn't bear these words. With

Kundalini and loss of ego, you can't accept anything but natural.

> Inside you there is this something which doesn't make you touch artificiality.

>

> With loss of ego, you do not know what you are talking about. You become like

a child. There is innocence.

> Even if you scold someone, it will be not out of ego or revenge but pure play.

> There is no attachment to the action as you feel disconnected with the

external situation and are always watching the movie that is inside you

> I don't remember much of what I did yesterday. I can't carry the past

impressions about any person whom I have already met when I talk to him today.

> And once in a while, you get this feeling of playing or acting in a game as

everything becomes of no use.

> I don't remember much not because my memory is bad but because I am dedicated

to the movie inside.

>

> The whole life one is looking for happiness, and lo if it is with you always,

in a way that you can't understand that you are in it.

> I constantly push myself to be in this world and act in this world as it makes

me utterly stupid.

>

> Once I was in a class and there was so much bliss in me. The attendance sheet

came to me and I couldn't remember my signature.I just happened to sign

automatically.

> Guess what, the sign looked beautiful and new. But it was the same signature I

had been doing.

> Kundalini cleans up everything. The memories, the impressions, the notions,

our likes, dislikes.

> It makes me a new person everyday. I don't carry the impressions of yesterday

nor can I think much about the emotional level details of something that

happened yesterday.

>

> Its a cleanup. The stare into nothingness. But this look into nothingness is

not void. It is with immense activity. It is with immense joy and bliss.

> This void is silence, bliss and with tremendous activity.

>

> Skoogle

>

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>

[Guest guest]

wow, i can tell you are proof of living truth...salutations scoogle!

 

i want to ask (anyone welcome) if purplish x-ray vision is in your

awareness/experience? seems i'm seeing stuff in the dark especially when i am

singing with my kiddo at bedtime...seeing through dark the things in the room,

very well in fact...but its all a-whirl and not so perfectly clear, both my

literal focus and the phenomena. is this just a side effect/siddha from the

pineal, which as of late seems to have been cracking up

(calcifications?)...perhaps its all the tap dancing my little one is teaching

me...rap-tap-bang-pop-click,etc seems literally and symbolically true in my

case...synchronicies are interesting indeed:)

 

thanks for considerations, tim