Evil Entities

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I sent this to Chism last night  and at the end is Chrism's response. I am

sending this with the purest intentions in order to help any others who may face

a similar situation. I am still in total awe of the whole experience .

 

Sunday, February 28, 2010, 10:13 PM

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Chrism,

 

 

 

   I don't know if I should post this or not - it is so close to me.  But I

would like if you could read this anyway.

 

 

 

   with Love and Gratitude,

 

   Mary

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I am writing this for myself right now.  I don't know if I will send it.

 

 

 

I meditated tonight. What I was meditating on was just being me. I had been

spending a lot of time within my head lately with so much information especially

after reading Chrism's articles and trying to follow the Safties. I was

evaluating almost everything I did and thought. Should I do this - think that

-what about this concept?

 

 

 

One of the things that had been bothering me a lot the last month was the

concept of evil entities. I used to believe in the devil and such, but as part

of my awakening process I abandoned the concept as man made fears realized. I

thought our fears were energy and that we created the experience of evil

entities from fear based beliefs and superstition.

 

 

 

Although many people experience evil entities, I thought that because of their

belief system or culture that they allowed this fear based energy to form into

reality. In other words, it was real to them because they believed it and thus,

it manifested here as part of our reality. The experience for them was real,

but since I saw behind the curtain, so to speak, it was different for me. 

 

 

 

Then I started reading Chrism's articles, especially the ones about entities. It

opened a Pandora's box for me. I was suddenly faced again with the possibility

of evil entities. As a child and through much of my adult years I had a

particular fascination and many fears relating to this concept. I loved watching

scary movies, reading scary books and my family upbringing fostered and

nurtured many beliefs of fearing the devil and such. I had spent many hours

nurturing these fears and even though I thought that I had conquered them, every

once in a while they would still surface. I would try not to give it notice.

 

 

 

During this meditation I just letting all this go. I was letting all my

confusion and conflict drop off and I was giving myself to God - as I am - with

all my faults, imperfections and ego challenges. It was pretty nice.

 

 

 

Suddenly, I heard a voice right in my ear, very close. It was very sinister

sounding and it asked " Do You Fear Me Now? " I about jumped through my skin

- but I did not awake from my meditation. I was petrified! Then I caught hold

of myself and I thought of Chrism's words about remembering a special vision

of God. Pictures of past meditative visions flashed before me- in particular one

where I " saw " God. The fear subsided and I knew I was lifted to a higher plane.

 

 

 

I saw that I had not really let my fears go - not all the way. Not that they

might not surface again, but now I have a defense. I saw the movie 'Jacob's

Ladder' in my head and realized this experience was like that for me.

 

 

 

I was so grateful!  I thanked God.  I thanked the Goddess and for the briefest

instant, I saw her face and..... she smiled at me!

 

 

 

Thank You Chrism, your foresight amazes me.

 

 

 

Love

 

Mary

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The reply from is as follows:

  >>>These entities are mere tests. There need not be a test for you my dear as

you have passed it long ago with your earlier conclusions. Yes hurtful entities

do exist but only for those who need those lessons. Good going! - more when I

return and yes if you wish please post this and my response. = blessings and

love! - chrism