K dream

[Guest guest]

This is sort of random, but I thought this was worth sharing with the group.

 

My dream activity has been on the rise again. As I have been monitoring the

symbolism, lately I have been noticing another spell of dreams with tornado

imagery. Ironically just as I was questioning whether or not tornadoes were

still my symbol for the kundalini, I did some research about another symbol that

has been accompanying the tornado imagery, which in this case has been fire,

smoke, and lava. At first I didn't put two and two together, " Holy fire " Duh!

Anyway, these two symbols have been in at least two dreams together.

 

One of the dreams that particularly captured my attention was with a tornado

going over a forest fire. The symbolism is very obvious here.

 

I was in a car following this beautiful, black, snakey tornado. The tornado was

going over large forest. At the edge of this forest was a large field. As I

drove into this field, the tornado began approach a forest fire at the edge of

the field. As I approached the tornado, it began to rope out. As it dissipated

over the fire, the flames went out of control. The plumes of smoke morphed into

a former very unhappy version of myself. The personified inferno proceeded to

talk to me and kept telling me to go into the fire. I didn't go into the flames

but I listened to what it had to say. The entire time it was try to coax me into

self destruction, and remorsed about how miserable it was.

 

The scene switched and I was sitting at a table with 2 other people and this

sinister version of myself. This " other me " was getting really frustrated that I

was not joining them with their misery. So then all three of them simultaneously

took out little pocket knives, and they all started to cut their thumbs, drawing

a little bit of blood. The " other me " grabbed my hand and asked me to cut myself

too, and even offered to do it for me. Immediately I reacted " I am so over this

bullsh*t. I respect myself and so should you. " I made a few suggestions about

focusing on love instead of misery and then I woke up.

 

I took this as representing the kundalini burning through my past, and my ego,

and/or a fragmented portion of me that may have been left behind. Apparently it

still needed to be heard and healed despite all the progress I have made the

past few years. When I first woke up from that dream I actually continued the

conversation with it for a few minutes. It was like I was partially still in the

dream talking with this aspect of myself but I was awake.

 

 

- Matt

[Guest guest]

Matt,

Thanks for sharing this! We all have that sinister part of ourselves.

 

I'm glad to hear you were able to confront him wisely, go you! That takes some

guts, you should be proud of yourself! Awesome!

 

Laura

 

 

 

Immediately I reacted " I am so over this bullsh*t. I respect myself and so

should you. " I made a few suggestions about focusing on love instead of misery

and then I woke up.

 

 

Matt