Update

[Guest guest]

Dear all

 

I am feeling bit anxious today! After 2 months of no cats the last couple of

days again I am seeing them.

 

Last November Some blacks and yellow fought outside my door and cried for 20

minutes calling others and disappear on my eyes. Furious ones! Sort of physic

attack or whatever. I just pray

 

I surrender but feel anxious. I pray and do safeties at the best of my

knowledge.

 

Whats next ?I don¡¦t know.! I remember chrism saying ¡§cats are good¡¨ but these

ones seem from a physic attack or so! How to cut physic attacks interference..

 

I will much appreciate your healing love and pray for my healing and balance.

 

Blessings

Monica

[Guest guest]

Monica,

Praying for your healing and balance.

 

Growing up we had a cat, named Tiger. When we were moving, he would go into our

old rooms and make this horrible noise, it sounded like he was crying, but angry

too. It was a horrible sound and brought tears to my eyes, for I knew why he

was crying. Later as we got older, he would do the same thing when we were

teenagers and went out at night. He would go into our rooms make this crying

sound. But he was the sweetest, most loving cat ever and I still miss him. He

lived to be 15, we buried him in the back yard in a garden and planted

Tiger-lillies above him. They bloom beautifully!

 

I only hope my story could bring some calm into your life now...cats are very

independent creatures, but they still LOVE! " cats are good " as said. No

worries! Relax and surrender, you will find peace in it.

 

Many Prayers your way, friend,

Laura

 

, " monilovepeace "

<monikaeslava wrote:

>

>

> Dear all

>

> I am feeling bit anxious today! After 2 months of no cats the last couple of

days again I am seeing them.

>

> Last November Some blacks and yellow fought outside my door and cried for 20

minutes calling others and disappear on my eyes. Furious ones! Sort of physic

attack or whatever. I just pray

>

> I surrender but feel anxious. I pray and do safeties at the best of my

knowledge.

>

> Whats next ?I don¡¦t know.! I remember chrism saying ¡§cats are good¡¨ but

these ones seem from a physic attack or so! How to cut physic attacks

interference..

>

> I will much appreciate your healing love and pray for my healing and balance.

>

> Blessings

> Monica

>

[Guest guest]

Dear Monica,

 

Its okay - be easy with yourself. You know how to do this - you are doing really

really well - its take some time for things for our knowing to be so strong and

so peaceful within on these things we/our personalities struggle with - this is

nothing but a bump in the road -

take a breath and let the love fill you - fill yourself with it - you are it -

there is nothing that can harm that essence you are - nothing -

 

do not buy into the fear - you know things can get difficult when we do so -

when we can see that which we feared without a reaction it all goes away - do

not fear these things -

i remember someone telling me that once - i remember thinking " How on earth am i

not suppose to be afraid when darn it I am afraid! " that made no sense to me

then - haha

 

So for now - immerse yourself in love - feel it - be it - put your attention

elsewhere -

if there has been something recently that you have been engaging in - i mean

here talking with any people that have had scary experiences and now you feel

that little negative feeling inside - like that can happen to you too? or

something that reminded you of that time - its okay. Its hard what we are doing

while living and working in society. Be easy on yourself. Its hard when its easy

to slip into mass consciousness.

 

But its not real. Yes it is real but its not. Its another chance for you to

dissolve it. You are strong Monica - you help so many. One day you will see

these things and have no reaction inside. It really won't even matter what in

the world they are doing. They have no power over you. None! You have divinity

strongly inside you - feel that - and see this fear for what it is - its not

real - its an illusion - our insecurities will keep coming up to be faced - to

face them and see we had the wrong perspective - the perspective that we are not

completely safe - because we can completely trust God - no matter what happens

around us - to trust completely - that is surrender- its not always so easy i

know -

 

but you know how to do this - you've overcome this many times - put some happy

music on go out and have fun with your friends - anything to go laugh and play -

and then when you are feeling that joy then come look at this feeling again -

see that its not who you really are - but there will come a time that you will

look at them or hear them or see them and have to completely laugh about it -

completely let it go - see it as nothing other than a child pretending with you

- don't even give it any attention - laugh and walk away -

 

and that will be the end of it completely - let it happen naturally - divinity

will take you

 

one day that laugh will really change - it won't be forced - it will just be -

because the divinity in you - that which you can feel - that is getting stronger

- or should i say your ability to feel it is - your ability to open to it more

is - as it does and you bathe in that - this stuff just won't matter because you

will KNOW that it has no power over you - it will be easy to laugh at it - easy

when you can feel that which you really are - remember yourself in bliss when

this stuff happens - you don't care what is happening while in bliss because you

know you are eternal and nothing can harm that which you are - you just laugh at

it all -

 

and when i say trust you know this too, i feel it in your emails and i've seen

it in your words- i mean that from a higher perspective all is going to work out

-

to surrender that no matter what you see you are always safe - you are always

safe and loved - the mind the past all this stuff comes up to face and will so

in real life but it can be as a gentle rain...so they fight with each other or

make noise - pretending they are playing - like little boys play - they fight

with each other and roll around yes i know this feels more and I'm not trying to

make it sound like its nothing - i know too how things can

get - but i know and you know too to walk away from it - if you can't feel love

for this situation then give it no attention - none - at first your heart may

pound in fear - but walk away - say to yourself you completely trust god no

matter what you completely trust and know you are safe you completely trust and

surrender no matter what god brings you for you know that sometimes where we are

standing we cannot understand the meaning of it but god can and does and knows

you better than yourself so trust- walk away but then ... just be gentle with

yourself and go have fun -

 

don't be hard on yourself when these thoughts come back because that is

resisting it -

instead say to yourself thats okay - right now though i'm going to go dance

around the living room, i'm going to put the happiest music on and dance and

dance and dance -

until again you can look at these feelings that come up and remember they have

no power over you ... for you can just dance ... let them these cats do what

they want - ignore them -

and you do what you want - which is joyful or peaceful or loving or happy or

silly or whatever -

 

 

i use to fear black cats - now they are my gift - I use to fear crows - now they

let me know things ... like when a spiritual friend sends me an email - a crow

always swoops down at me or will caw outside my window like crazy or keep flying

into it - honestly its nuts i know but its what goes on ... i remember when i

first was awakening hundreds of crows use to fill my yard and - i was terrified

- it felt like that movie the birds...and i had to run run run to my car - ha -

people would comment on the birds - but you know what if i told you some of the

things birds now do for me ... simple things...walking down a forest path it

keeps ahead of me and stops ... when i get to the crossroad now i let the bird

show me which way to go and usually i see something to me that is so magical

when i walk that path ... so in the end fighting cats can turn into some cat

that is there for you always loving you in your dreams showing you something

brilliant - all cats being used by the divine to help you on your way - to watch

over you - to love you - to love them and let them love you - but for now just

try giving it no energy if you can ... i just brought this up to show you how

things can completely change around with trust and surrender and a little change

in perspective - you know this -

 

its like me with my stuff - i know too - i need reminders though still too - and

you give them to me with all your beautiful emails and posts so i thank you my

friend and hope this helps some

 

seems the trick with awakening is .... our stuff does come up - we are all

easily influenced by society by others by all - we are learning to stand strong

in all this but our fears - it may revisit until we KNOW it doesn't matter - we

can really surrender and trust - and i know you know how to do this - its a

little bump in the road - i usually bump into trees at least this is nothing but

a little bump - i see you dancing right over it -

 

i always feel your love Monica - its beautiful and strong and pure - immerse

yourself in this - this that is you and nothing else matters (pink floyd song?)

ha

 

lots of love to you - i know you know - you do - you've danced right over it -

remember how? - i know you do - and i thank you for writing this helps me

remind me of when i see a bump coming - just dance (:

 

lots of love and thank you for all the inspiring messages you always send me -

that is who you are - inspiration even when the lights are out - i think you've

sent me your feathers-

 

throwing you a big chi ball so you can bounce on it! There are hundreds of

members here - can you feel that? feel that love wrap you and fill you and

surround you and nothing can hurt you - you are eternal -

 

lots of love and healing and soothing sweet love and bliss (:

Mia D (aka other Deb)

 

, " monilovepeace "

<monikaeslava wrote:

>

>

 

 

> I surrender but feel anxious. I pray and do safeties at the best of my

knowledge.

>

> Whats next ?I don¡¦t know.! I remember chrism saying ¡§cats are good¡¨ but

these ones seem from a physic attack or so! How to cut physic attacks

interference..

[Guest guest]

Laura, That reminds me of our cat Boots. This would be about 30 years ago

when I was a little girl. Whenever my brother and I started crying he would

come up to us, ask to be picked up and hug our neck with his soft warm paws.

He would purr until we stopped crying.

What a wonderful friend to have as a small child.

Carla

 

On 11 March 2010 07:49, Laura <lo1o113 wrote:

 

>

>

> Monica,

> Praying for your healing and balance.

>

> Growing up we had a cat, named Tiger. When we were moving, he would go into

> our old rooms and make this horrible noise, it sounded like he was crying,

> but angry too. It was a horrible sound and brought tears to my eyes, for I

>

> > I surrender but feel anxious. I pray and do safeties at the best of my

> knowledge.

> >

> > Whats next ?I don¡¦t know.! I remember chrism saying ¡§cats are good¡¨

> but these ones seem from a physic attack or so! How to cut physic attacks

> interference..

> >

> > I will much appreciate your healing love and pray for my healing and

> balance.

> >

> > Blessings

> > Monica

> >

>

 

 

 

[Guest guest]

My lovely Deb

 

Thank for your words dear friend. It gives me hope and strength to read you!

 

I think anxiety gets me and I start to see things..! I felt my chest with

anxiety yesterday whole day and is taught (I did not know how to call down). I

never before experienced like that emotions! I had a good cry on the night “a

good one†and prayed and meditated and felt somehow relief . I slept well and

today is a new day! I am on the loving hands of God and Christ.

 

I immerse my self in love and peace but you are right if I have any negative

experience I unbalance. I think the fact that my sister was unhappy/angry with

me took energy from me..but I am learning, learning..slow but I do. I don’t

need to deal with negative emotions of others…in short, what others think of

me is none of my business! That’s the only way to get balance on my life. I

always worry so much if there is a conflict in my family or friends and if the

whole situation is not harmonious I get affected or if someone is angry or

unhappy I always wonder how to fix it! But what others feel is their

responsibility! It might sound bit selfish but it is not! I do care and love ! I

am learning a new way of being

 

I get confuse with this phenomena..I can blame now that was this or that but is

not always that way…sometimes I am in balance..peaceful and that cats

phenomena happen! I am not …I was never scared of cats..even when the violent

furious cats started to appear I wanted to touch them with love as cute pets but

they started to behave in violent way then I understood those were not friendly

ones and were no normal cats. I don’t know if is energy of karma or

what…sometimes I think what should it be! I asked god yesterday in prays to do

what he needs to do to fix that.

 

I know you had to pass also through similar experiences. I know you are and were

strong in love and trust! You inspire me Deb ! Your light and love blows away my

PC. You are  truly gifted by spirit.

 

I received you chill ball and know there is love here

 

Blessings

Monica

 

 

 

--- El jue, 3/11/10, flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777 escribió:

 

 

De: flowerpowers7777 <flowerpowers7777

Asunto: Re: Update

A:

Fecha: jueves, 11 de marzo de 2010, 02:14 pm

 

 

 

 

 

 

Dear Monica,

 

Its okay - be easy with yourself. You know how to do this - you are doing really

really well - its take some time for things for our knowing to be so strong and

so peaceful within on these things we/our personalities struggle with - this is

nothing but a bump in the road -

take a breath and let the love fill you - fill yourself with it - you are it -

there is nothing that can harm that essence you are - nothing -

 

do not buy into the fear - you know things can get difficult when we do so -

when we can see that which we feared without a reaction it all goes away - do

not fear these things -

i remember someone telling me that once - i remember thinking " How on earth am i

not suppose to be afraid when darn it I am afraid! " that made no sense to me

then - haha

 

So for now - immerse yourself in love - feel it - be it - put your attention

elsewhere -

if there has been something recently that you have been engaging in - i mean

here talking with any people that have had scary experiences and now you feel

that little negative feeling inside - like that can happen to you too? or

something that reminded you of that time - its okay. Its hard what we are doing

while living and working in society. Be easy on yourself. Its hard when its easy

to slip into mass consciousness.

 

But its not real. Yes it is real but its not. Its another chance for you to

dissolve it. You are strong Monica - you help so many. One day you will see

these things and have no reaction inside. It really won't even matter what in

the world they are doing. They have no power over you. None! You have divinity

strongly inside you - feel that - and see this fear for what it is - its not

real - its an illusion - our insecurities will keep coming up to be faced - to

face them and see we had the wrong perspective - the perspective that we are not

completely safe - because we can completely trust God - no matter what happens

around us - to trust completely - that is surrender- its not always so easy i

know -

 

but you know how to do this - you've overcome this many times - put some happy

music on go out and have fun with your friends - anything to go laugh and play -

and then when you are feeling that joy then come look at this feeling again -

see that its not who you really are - but there will come a time that you will

look at them or hear them or see them and have to completely laugh about it -

completely let it go - see it as nothing other than a child pretending with you

- don't even give it any attention - laugh and walk away -

 

and that will be the end of it completely - let it happen naturally - divinity

will take you

 

one day that laugh will really change - it won't be forced - it will just be -

because the divinity in you - that which you can feel - that is getting stronger

- or should i say your ability to feel it is - your ability to open to it more

is - as it does and you bathe in that - this stuff just won't matter because you

will KNOW that it has no power over you - it will be easy to laugh at it - easy

when you can feel that which you really are - remember yourself in bliss when

this stuff happens - you don't care what is happening while in bliss because you

know you are eternal and nothing can harm that which you are - you just laugh at

it all -

 

and when i say trust you know this too, i feel it in your emails and i've seen

it in your words- i mean that from a higher perspective all is going to work out

-

to surrender that no matter what you see you are always safe - you are always

safe and loved - the mind the past all this stuff comes up to face and will so

in real life but it can be as a gentle rain...so they fight with each other or

make noise - pretending they are playing - like little boys play - they fight

with each other and roll around yes i know this feels more and I'm not trying to

make it sound like its nothing - i know too how things can

get - but i know and you know too to walk away from it - if you can't feel love

for this situation then give it no attention - none - at first your heart may

pound in fear - but walk away - say to yourself you completely trust god no

matter what you completely trust and know you are safe you completely trust and

surrender no matter what god brings you for you know that sometimes where we are

standing we cannot understand the meaning of it but god can and does and knows

you better than yourself so trust- walk away but then ... just be gentle with

yourself and go have fun -

 

don't be hard on yourself when these thoughts come back because that is

resisting it -

instead say to yourself thats okay - right now though i'm going to go dance

around the living room, i'm going to put the happiest music on and dance and

dance and dance -

until again you can look at these feelings that come up and remember they have

no power over you ... for you can just dance ... let them these cats do what

they want - ignore them -

and you do what you want - which is joyful or peaceful or loving or happy or

silly or whatever -

 

i use to fear black cats - now they are my gift - I use to fear crows - now they

let me know things ... like when a spiritual friend sends me an email - a crow

always swoops down at me or will caw outside my window like crazy or keep flying

into it - honestly its nuts i know but its what goes on ... i remember when i

first was awakening hundreds of crows use to fill my yard and - i was terrified

- it felt like that movie the birds...and i had to run run run to my car - ha -

people would comment on the birds - but you know what if i told you some of the

things birds now do for me ... simple things...walking down a forest path it

keeps ahead of me and stops ... when i get to the crossroad now i let the bird

show me which way to go and usually i see something to me that is so magical

when i walk that path ... so in the end fighting cats can turn into some cat

that is there for you always loving you in your dreams showing you something

brilliant - all cats

being used by the divine to help you on your way - to watch over you - to love

you - to love them and let them love you - but for now just try giving it no

energy if you can ... i just brought this up to show you how things can

completely change around with trust and surrender and a little change in

perspective - you know this -

 

its like me with my stuff - i know too - i need reminders though still too - and

you give them to me with all your beautiful emails and posts so i thank you my

friend and hope this helps some

 

seems the trick with awakening is .... our stuff does come up - we are all

easily influenced by society by others by all - we are learning to stand strong

in all this but our fears - it may revisit until we KNOW it doesn't matter - we

can really surrender and trust - and i know you know how to do this - its a

little bump in the road - i usually bump into trees at least this is nothing but

a little bump - i see you dancing right over it -

 

i always feel your love Monica - its beautiful and strong and pure - immerse

yourself in this - this that is you and nothing else matters (pink floyd song?)

ha

 

lots of love to you - i know you know - you do - you've danced right over it -

remember how? - i know you do - and i thank you for writing this helps me remind

me of when i see a bump coming - just dance (:

 

lots of love and thank you for all the inspiring messages you always send me -

that is who you are - inspiration even when the lights are out - i think you've

sent me your feathers-

 

throwing you a big chi ball so you can bounce on it! There are hundreds of

members here - can you feel that? feel that love wrap you and fill you and

surround you and nothing can hurt you - you are eternal -

 

lots of love and healing and soothing sweet love and bliss (:

Mia D (aka other Deb)

 

Kundalini-Awakening -Systems- 1 , " monilovepeace "

<monikaeslava@ ...> wrote:

>

>

 

> I surrender but feel anxious. I pray and do safeties at the best of my

knowledge.

>

> Whats next ?I don¡¦t know.! I remember chrism saying ¡§cats are good¡¨

but these ones seem from a physic attack or so! How to cut physic attacks

interference. .

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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