Expression of Gratitude and Hope

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Hi Everyone:

 

I introduced myself earlier this year but I did not leave a long post. I have

meditated off and on for years but I have not settled down with one system for

various reasons. I have had a lot of symptoms from the Kundalini syndrom but I

do not feel as though they resulted in my Kundalini moving all the way up my

spine.

 

My symptoms include:

flashing blue lights

strong tingling at base of spine

strong rushes of energy moving up legs

cramping in left toe

seeing a tunnel at third eye

seeing moving pictures at third eye

lots of other systems to numerous to name

 

At one time, during a meditation, I saw a bright royal blue Star of David

against a yellow background that was brighter, in color, than anything I have

seen in waking life or a dream state at my third eye. It pulsated and I

received information in a flash that this figure was real and existed as an

autonomous being on a different plane of existence.

 

I have also been able to look through my third eye many times as I was waking up

in the morning. Once I was able to look into my body and see the organs inside.

They were bright colors that glowed in the same way that some fish glow in an

aquarium. I've even seen a whole book in front of my third eye that looked as

though it was written in Arabic although I am not positive what language it

really was.

 

These experiences have made me certain that there is so much more to our

existence than I or other members of my family believed existed. These

experiences also made me feel more alive than ever. I've even had the amrita

flow into down my throat in such a large quantity that I felt inebriated for a

short while.

 

I was ending another meditation class when I saw the KAP site. I contacted

Chrism and told him about the negative experiences that I was having with

Kundalini syndrom and he was nice enough to direct me to this site.

 

Although I have had fun with some of these experiences, I would like to learn to

use this energy in a controlled and constructive manner. I have put my picture

into the Vernal Equinox folder and would like to express my gratitude to Chrism

and anyone else involved in the formation of this site. I have learned a lot

more regarding Kundalini from reading all the posts. My blessings and support

to everyone who will be undergoing the Shaktipat this Equinox.