K Symptoms? - Diane

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Dear Diane,

I had severe internal shaking, like a tremor (an ayurvedic guy I consulted asked

if there was a history of parkinson's in my family but i knew no parkinson's

acts like this); it went on for about six months when my K started. it was

terrifying as I didn't know what was going on at first. I heard a voice one

night telling me my life would never be the same which terrified me even

further. It was hardest when I worked or had to be around people as I was so

hypersensitive (for the first time, understood was my clients who had panic

attacks must feel like) and there was no one I could talk to. I wish I had

known about this site then but I found getting out for long walks helpful and I

took time off work when I could. the nights were difficult as I was afraid of

the shaking which enhanced my fear and my sleep was minimal. I remember one

time the shaking was so prominent in my heart area & I went for my medical

check-up. I was terrified my blood pressure would be off the charts and it was

great which amazed me. I think part of it is the adrenaline thing and I would

think eating lots of watermelon would be beneficial. I prayed a lot as well.

Its hard for me to remember when I'm going through it that its a gift, that

Shakti is taking care of me, and its all good. Glad you're here Diane.

Love and blessings,

Jan

 

, Diane Baugh

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> I have been experiencing severe internal shaking, which then increases to body

shaking.  This happens just prior to my going to bed and as I am falling

asleep.  I will then have an intense dream and wake up, still shaking, sometimes

only once a night, other times numerous times.  Last night I dreamed there was a

small flying saucer just outside our patio.  When I mentioned (in the dream)

this to my husband and he (in the dream) turned to look, the flying saucer had

moved out of sight.  I woke feeling very frightened.  I am also waking in the

morning feeling as if i had been drugged; I struggle to become conscious and

alert.  Since I am only sleeping 4-6 hours per night one might think it's

because I am still not rested enough, but this is a new experience.  I have also

become afraid in the evening, even though my husband is in the house.  This too

is unusual.  I feel " observed " and vulnerable. 

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> I would appreciate input from any or all who have experienced something

similar, especially as to how to deal with the fear and vulnerability, as well

as what the shaking means or is related to.

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> All of this occurs as my k energy is very strong and I am experiencing strong

bliss, tears, and feelings of " ...joy unspeakable and full of glory..... " . 

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> Thanks for help in understanding all this.

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> Love and Peace

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> Diane 

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