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Hi everyone,

 

Some might be curious about what I have been learning with and how this

has been helping my process. Here are some of my thoughts and a little look at

what I have been up to.

 

Fears: has helped me identify a number of areas where I need to release

fears or personal beliefs that are limiting me and hindering the process. Often

these fears may seem insignificant at first, but they may be greatly affecting

my surrender to Shakti. It seems we can always go deeper in this area and

release more and more. Shakti points out areas to work on in my dreams… Chrism

helps point these out and many more in the waking world as well. These areas

might not be so obvious immediately, perhaps it is ego that prevents them from

being seen. Which leads me to…

 

Ego: Lol, layer after layer of the onion is peeled. What will be left? A healthy

ego in balance with my whole being and the kundalini! What do we really mean

when we do this? When we say that? What are our deeper intentions? Our deeper

underlying goals and motives? Are they always totally honest, good and serving

to others? Or are we deceiving ourselves and disguising our own interests with

honey coats so it tastes better? Awareness of what we are truly doing brings me

to another area I learn much about.

 

Mindfulness: How aware are we? Of our thoughts? Our intentions? What is going on

around us and how we are taking part (or not) in these events? If we truly wish

for divinity to fully awaken within us, how are we honoring that divinity with

every day, every second, every breath, every bite of food, every word we say,

thought we think, with our relationships, with all our actions and all of our

beings? What are our minds full of? Let us fill them with thoughts of shakti, of

devotion and love for her and our teacher, with kindness and joy and service.

How " Mind-Full " can we be?

 

Surrender: Like the ego and fears it seems this area has many layers. Surrender

seems to tie in with every area of the practice. Every aspect that needs work

requires some surrender to go further with it. Deeper and deeper, further and

further. I am cultivating this, though with any harvest it takes some time and

work. As much as I and everyone would wish it to be so, it often can not all be

done at once. But great progress can be made as we surrender and go to deeper

and deeper levels of understanding and being with the Kundalini. And the harvest

comes.

 

There are many other areas to work on of course. These are but a few. I hope

though it can give you an idea of what I am experiencing here. And I hope you

all personally can look at your practices and find the areas where you can go

deeper and further into your very being, into the Kundalini, into divinity.

Welcome her with open arms. Release your fears, balance your ego, become even

more mindful and SURRENDER. Easily said, not so easily done? Perhaps yes, but

there can be much joy, happiness and love along the way. As I am experiencing

here near our teacher.

 

Have a great Shaktipat everyone!

 

Be well all,

 

Love bradly