Fear, Anger, and Through-ness

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Yes, I have been feeling this too. I felt angrier than I normally do at a

coworker, and then experienced intense weakness in the muscles and joints, then

some fear over that, but not nearly as much fear as there used to be.

 

Fear is normally a much more common challenge for me. I do think I am

somewhat letting that go and accepting " whatever is. " The anger brought all

kinds of things into my awareness - like what my limits are and how to better

express that.

 

Diane - I have been thinking about you and your weakness - I think I caught

it from you! Been feeling terribly weak myself.

 

But - what I really wanted to share is a couple of beautiful visions that

have brought me a level of comfort.

 

I have been having visions of " through-ness. " I don't know what it means,

but it is beautiful.

 

I saw a car drive by and the sun shined " through " the open windows - from

the passenger side and then out through the driver's side. It sparkled and

moved from side to side, like it went across me.

 

Then I had a vision that I was looking up at a blue sky with a few white,

fluffy clouds. There was a window in the sky. It was open. I saw wind and

clouds blowing " through " the window.

 

Light shining " through. " Wind blowing " through. "

 

I wondered, what does this " through-ness " mean? I just watch with wonder

and wonder!

 

Love,

GCDeb

 

 

PS to Danielle: You are such an awesome photographer! Absolutely stunning.

Thanks for sharing. Also - thanks and Bradley for the videos - love this

idea.