Guest guest Posted March 23, 2010 Report Share Posted March 23, 2010 I want to clarify some of what I said in my post earlier. I have not discontinued my practice of the Tibetans completely. I have just been doing less repetitions than 21 so as not to become overly energized. About meditation, it has been difficult to get all 3 times in a day since I am not living in my own space and don't have control over the disturbances created by others in the house. I have been chakra breathing. What I was trying to communicate was that my inner guidance has let me feel that this is okay and I have been able to let go more, and open emotionally in not stressing about finding a way to do it exactly if circumstances will not allow. I have strong intentions to continue to consciously open to this and have been receiving incredible blessings. In rereading my post, I realized that it could be misconstrued as carrying a tone of defiance. If it came across abrasively I think it was just me sternly communicating to myself that I will not feel guilty about this if I am unable to do things exactly right. I meant no disrespect and I'm not trying to be some kind of lone wolf! Love, Travis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2010 Report Share Posted March 23, 2010 Dear Travis, I am only popping in on occasion and unable to read through all the posts... I am reading this from my inbox and so excuse if lots of AAAA stuff turns up... I can't comment on your other post but what struck me reading this one was... you made an agreement when you requested and accepted the gift of shaktipat to do what was requested X 3 times... no matter what your inner self is telling you or how not guilty you feel, you have broken an agreement. I am not saying this s a judgement at all but as a fact. I suggest this to be helpful....A day of shaktipat lasts from 3am chrism time zone to 3am the following day..(adjust for your time zone) I know it is challenging with others in your living space but, Travis  they do sleep and there are alarm clocks...lol! It takes effort to follow through on the agreement of exchange and each day demands more time, but this practice is only for a week and the blessings are priceless. Balance and integrity is perhaps more important than you realise. Perhaps you might reconsider and honour your original ageement...if this sounds harsh its not...lol! Love Julia. ________________________________ travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy Wed, March 24, 2010 1:02:21 AM Shaktipat/ Inner Guidance  I want to clarify some of what I said in my post earlier. I have not discontinued my practice of the Tibetans completely. I have just been doing less repetitions than 21 so as not to become overly energized. About meditation, it has been difficult to get all 3 times in a day since I am not living in my own space and don't have control over the disturbances created by others in the house. I have been chakra breathing. What I was trying to communicate was that my inner guidance has let me feel that this is okay and I have been able to let go more, and open emotionally in not stressing about finding a way to do it exactly if circumstances will not allow. I have strong intentions to continue to consciously open to this and have been receiving incredible blessings. In rereading my post, I realized that it could be misconstrued as carrying a tone of defiance. If it came across abrasively I think it was just me sternly communicating to myself that I will not feel guilty about this if I am unable to do things exactly right. I meant no disrespect and I'm not trying to be some kind of lone wolf! Love, Travis Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 23, 2010 Report Share Posted March 23, 2010 Balance and integrity is perhaps more important than you realise. Perhaps you might reconsider and honour your original ageement... Thank you for this Julia. This is what I have needed to hear. I don't judge myself for not having understood this, but I will now go forth with all of the instructions honoring this. You are exactly right. I haven't understood the importance of balance and integrity. I have been acting like a brat again! But it's okay, I'm beginning to see this pattern and I can start to release and surrender it. Thank you Thank you thank you. Love, Travis , Julia Ahern <jajahern wrote: > > Dear Travis, > I am only popping in on occasion and unable to read through all the posts... I am reading this from my inbox and so excuse if lots of AAAA stuff turns up... > I can't comment on your other post but what struck me reading this one was... you made an agreement when you requested and accepted the gift of shaktipat to do what was requested X 3 times... no matter what your inner self is telling you or how not guilty you feel, you have broken an agreement. > I am not saying this s a judgement at all but as a fact. > I suggest this to be helpful....A day of shaktipat lasts from 3am chrism time zone to 3am the following day..(adjust for your time zone) I know it is challenging with others in your living space but, Travis  they do sleep and there are alarm clocks...lol! It takes effort to follow through on the agreement of exchange and each day demands more time, but this practice is only for a week and the blessings are priceless. Balance and integrity is perhaps more important than you realise. Perhaps you might reconsider and honour your original ageement...if this sounds harsh its not...lol! > Love Julia. > > > > ________________________________ > travisnelsonmurphy <travisnelsonmurphy > > Wed, March 24, 2010 1:02:21 AM > Shaktipat/ Inner Guidance > >  > I want to clarify some of what I said in my post earlier. I have not discontinued my practice of the Tibetans completely. I have just been doing less repetitions than 21 so as not to become overly energized. About meditation, it has been difficult to get all 3 times in a day since I am not living in my own space and don't have control over the disturbances created by others in the house. I have been chakra breathing. What I was trying to communicate was that my inner guidance has let me feel that this is okay and I have been able to let go more, and open emotionally in not stressing about finding a way to do it exactly if circumstances will not allow. I have strong intentions to continue to consciously open to this and have been receiving incredible blessings. In rereading my post, I realized that it could be misconstrued as carrying a tone of defiance. If it came across abrasively I think it was just me sternly communicating to myself that I will not > feel guilty about this if I am unable to do things exactly right. I meant no disrespect and I'm not trying to be some kind of lone wolf! > Love, > Travis > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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