Extreme surrender

March 25, 2010

Dear Friends of KAS1 Group,

I did not want to participate in shaktipat because I was addicted to tobacco and

I felt I was surrendering more to chewing tobacco and cigarettes. But my friend

John said I should not run away. Master said I should participate. I

agreed not to back out but again I started coughing and I thought I shouldn't.

I would like to share with you now, that I have not smoked any cigarettes for 5

days. For 44 years I tried time and time again to stop smoking but failed.

Each time I tried unsuccessfully to quit I thought I would not be able to stop

unless I am admitted to a hospital. It was not necessary.After 1st day of

Shaktipat------------No withdrawals, no thought of tobacco, I did no

meditation, nor tibetans nor breathing. I was able to discontinue tobacco on 2nd

day too...Day 3................No wish of nicotine chewing/smoking. No

withdrawal symptoms.............. I asked Master about a dream I had and

he said it was for me to interpret the meaning for me on my own. Later he asked

me if I was beginning to understand the dream, the nature of the cough, and the

nature of the addiction. I said yes.. This is what I am aware of now. That I

believe the dream was a signal from Goddess Shakti that she wanted me to end my

nicotine addiction. I asked to be with me during this. He assured me that

he would be with me 24 hours a day. I felt too that the coughing was in part due

to my ego problem of the

past. For many years I

was rude, and proud of the tenure I had in my job. I did not care for the

higher ups. Since I stuck to truth I did not compromise. I did not care for

women, being in male dominant society. I thought women were just objects of

pleasure. After last shaktipat i received from chrism i understood that God

exists in female form also. Now I have mellowed so Shakti the Goddess approached

me in the dream. I was shocked as the voice I heard said " come here " . There was

no one in my dream. It was a female voice. The sound was very pleasant to my

ears. Yesterday morning I heard the sound of ornaments like those that women

put on their feet that make a tinkling sound. These are made with silver, small

bells attached to them.

I feel also that this was a call from Mother Goddess. You see I

I had not surrendered completely towards chrism in earlier Shaktipat........ By

this I mean surrender to the Kundalini as given through Master Chrism,

Father/Mother God or Shakti Goddess.

...I will wait and watch for few more days. Till then I will be reporting my

daily progress,,,,,,,,,,,,,shrikant.

According to what I have observed total surrender without any desire is

essential to achieve anything in spirituality.Master only assured me .I

just surrendered totally and all my addiction that haunted me for 44 years has

vanished.

I may be living more than 10,000 miles from Chrism.Some of you may be in

breathing distance.My earnest request to all of you is just surrender to

Master,You will benefit as I have been.........shrikant

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March 25, 2010

Hi Shrikant,

Thank you Shrikant for your wonderful experience with kundalini. A relative of

my mother's friend gave up smoking many years ago. It was one of her relatives

that died of lung cancer, that compelled her to move. I feel it was out of

respect and love for her family, and for herself (finally!) that she was

motivated to do this. I personally lack motivation for myself to do any kind of

activity, so I look to those around me, and feel their inspiration and support

to guide me. My mother's friend had a wonderful network of friends to support

her in her decisions, as I am sure you will, to help you continue to live

without addiction.

I recently had symptoms of a chest infection earlier in the week, but I took

some chinese herbs and it is fading. The chinese man said it was a chi

imbalance. I am feeling much better! I hope you are too ! hehe.

It feels like kundalini is a wonderful experience to share with others,

although I feel it shrouded in great mystery, it feels wonderful to be able to

embrace such experiences, in full and total surrender, as I am yet still trying

my best to do, and embrace and understand life itself!

I recently received a dream many days ago. There was a group of witches dressed

in black, and on broomsticks. There was this woman all dressed in total white.

She was doing something totally opposite of the other witches, like totally

opposite in deed and action. I watched as another black dressed witch came in on

her broomsticks and screamed at her. She said she was my " GodMother " but she

felt very confused. I turned to her and said something to her in a foreign

language, and she recognised me. Then I took her hand, we embraced and the dream

ended.

Perhaps, this woman was indeed Shakti, the Goddess.. I am still learning, you'll

have to forgive me

Blessings and love to you,

Andrew.

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shrikant phule <shrikantphule

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Thu, 25 March, 2010 17:46:42