Guest guest Posted March 25, 2010 Report Share Posted March 25, 2010 Wheeee, life is such a blast. So, Monday and Tuesday was the unfun task of facing my spewing negative mind spins about this person and that person and you'd think I'd never meditated before. It got to the point that I had to beg shakti to please let me get over myself. And I could see how I have chosen to take things 'personally' so that I could isolate, promote or egosize myself from others. On the happy side,the sensations make it seem like hey, maybe there is hope afterall. On 5th day, throat day, it occurred to me that I am not truthful at all with who I am and I feel uncomfortable sharing myself. However, even though I see that, I don't see how to go beyond that or if I ever would even want to. -my experience so far ...gale Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 25, 2010 Report Share Posted March 25, 2010 Please do keep sharing, Gale. Your " whee " and this post expression resonates as that which is truthful about and to self, at least to me. Thank you. Blessings. ~Danielle , " elagmck " <elagmck wrote: >> > On 5th day, throat day, it occurred to me that I am not truthful at all with who I am and I feel uncomfortable sharing myself. However, even though I see that, I don't see how to go beyond that or if I ever would even want to. > > -my experience so far ...gale > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 25, 2010 Report Share Posted March 25, 2010 Hi Gale, Thanks for sharing this - its a great reminder that our stuff comes up - and its normal and its okay - so when you can you'll forgive and love and in the mean time just always be gentle with yourself and when you are in it - know its just the emotions being cleared and it will pass - it helps me to realize this is what is going on and to try not to identify with it - to look at it as just a story not to get too sucked in - but i know the emotions get so very strong - it is easier said than done all the time! ha So things are moving for you and yes!!!! those sensations are really great! Lots of love Mia D (aka other deb) , " elagmck " <elagmck wrote: > > Wheeee, life is such a blast. > > So, Monday and Tuesday was the unfun task of facing my spewing negative mind spins about this person and that person and you'd think I'd never meditated before. It got to the point that I had to beg shakti to please let me get over myself. And I could see how I have chosen to take things 'personally' so that I could isolate, promote or egosize myself from others. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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