I'm not receving shaktipat, that's why I'm receiving shaktipat lol

[Guest guest]

Wheeee, life is such a blast.

 

So, Monday and Tuesday was the unfun task of facing my spewing negative mind

spins about this person and that person and you'd think I'd never meditated

before. It got to the point that I had to beg shakti to please let me get over

myself. And I could see how I have chosen to take things 'personally' so that I

could isolate, promote or egosize myself from others.

 

On the happy side,the sensations make it seem like hey, maybe there is hope

afterall.

 

On 5th day, throat day, it occurred to me that I am not truthful at all with who

I am and I feel uncomfortable sharing myself. However, even though I see that,

I don't see how to go beyond that or if I ever would even want to.

 

-my experience so far ...gale

[Guest guest]

Please do keep sharing, Gale. Your " whee " and this post expression resonates as

that which is truthful about and to self, at least to me.

 

Thank you.

 

Blessings.

~Danielle

 

, " elagmck " <elagmck

wrote:

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> On 5th day, throat day, it occurred to me that I am not truthful at all with

who I am and I feel uncomfortable sharing myself. However, even though I see

that, I don't see how to go beyond that or if I ever would even want to.

>

> -my experience so far ...gale

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Gale,

 

Thanks for sharing this - its a great reminder that our stuff comes up - and its

normal and its okay - so when you can you'll forgive and love and in the mean

time just always be gentle with yourself and when you are in it - know its just

the emotions being cleared and it will pass - it helps me to realize this is

what is going on and to try not to identify with it - to look at it as just a

story not to get too sucked in - but i know the emotions get so very strong - it

is easier said than done all the time! ha So things are moving for you and

yes!!!! those sensations are really great!

 

Lots of love

Mia D (aka other deb)

 

, " elagmck " <elagmck

wrote:

>

> Wheeee, life is such a blast.

>

> So, Monday and Tuesday was the unfun task of facing my spewing negative mind

spins about this person and that person and you'd think I'd never meditated

before. It got to the point that I had to beg shakti to please let me get over

myself. And I could see how I have chosen to take things 'personally' so that I

could isolate, promote or egosize myself from others.